In the morning, when I rise
In the morning, when I rise
In the morning, when I rise

Give me Jesus.
Give me Jesus,
Give me Jesus.
You can have all this world,
Just give me Jesus.

When I am alone,
When I am alone,
When I am alone,
Give me Jesus.

Give me Jesus.
Give me Jesus,
Give me Jesus.
You can have all this world,
Just give me Jesus.

When I come to die,
When I come to die,
When I come to die,
Give me Jesus.

Give me Jesus.
Give me Jesus,
Give me Jesus.
You can have all this world,
Just give me Jesus.

Give me Jesus.
Give me Jesus,
Give me Jesus.
You can have all this world,
You can have all this world,
You can have all this world,
Just give me Jesus.

I don’t feel so well today. I blame it on midnight chocolate chip pancakes at Sam’s =] I love you dearest!

Happy Turkey Day <3

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!

It was a great Thanksgiving actually. I spent the day with my family and just listened to them talk and enjoyed myself with talks of college, babies and food. And, I thoroughly enjoyed those two rounds of Family Feud! We won both times. I had an awesome team. Me, Rachel, Dara, Dylan, Maurly & Neely totally kicked butt. =] I ate so much food..and even more dessert! I ate like 270 pieces of pie! I felt like I was going to explode! (I never did. (Good thing, too.))

After all of my good ole family went back to their houses, I went over to Jeska’s to see Uncle Albert, Aunt Angie and AJ. Well, and Jeska, I guesses! hehe. I just sat around and laughed at everybody bickering. =] Fun times.

Tomorrow, I’m getting up and going shopping with Chantea, Mom & Rachel! DUDE./ It’s gonna be funnncity baby.

I haven’t seen Jeff all week. I miss him with every piece of me.

I still feel quite indifferent. I love you with everything I am, but sometimes, I feel so distant from you like you just don’t get me. Do you?

I’m sorry..but I’m just not who you always thought I was. I’m beginning to wonder if you already know that.

LOL

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Last night, after a lot of hard work, Sam, Seth and I posted my very first Youtube video ever. Go check it out, guys!!!!

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Friday…was quite a night.

We “partied it up” at Rachel’s..I’m actually thinking that’ll be the last one for quite a while. It wasn’t too bad..and by the end of the night, I was thoroughly enjoying myself. I got to hang out with and talk to some people that I haven’t talked to in forever (or talked to..ever.) Like random people like Wilks, that Mexican guy, Mallory, Katelyn & Nick. =] And I got to hang out with Amanda, Kateland, Rach, Amber & Andrea..which was fun.

I ended up really upset though..I cried for like an hour when I got home..and I took a hot shower to feel better and ended up going to sleep at like 4:15am.

I walked two miles on Saturday with Sam..and then we went to the HeeHaw which was actually really good. It was very united and our church has so much talent and is just amazin’! I loved it so much. Then, I stayed here. Sam fell asleep so I stayed up and finally fell asleep about 4am. This morning, we randomly had church in the new gym and we sat at tables and I felt like talking the whole time, lol. I had fun though. Thanksgiving dinner was awesome!

I’m sleepy. I wanna go to bed.

Bella, you are utterly absurd

Can men and women ever be completely equal? Should they? Dude..no..they’re not even supposed to be. It practically says that in the bible.. I mean, men are supposed to be the higher power. Wives, submit to your husbands, I mean, does that mean nothing to you?

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Me, Jeska, Tanner & Christian had so much fun yesterday. We did homework, played Go Fish!, played soccer, duck duck goose and kickball! It was the greatest thing in the world! He is without a doubt my little brother and I love him so much! Then, we went and got some ice cream that didn’t really even taste like ice cream and talked. And we went to Target and Hallmark and other fun stuff. When I got home, I finished my book.

Now, I’m reading Twilight. Jeska -begged- me to read it. And now that I’m reading it, I am in LOVE! In love with the book -and- Edward, of course, like all of the other little Edward groupies! I am now one of you!! (GET EXCITED!)

TWO days until Thanksgiving break! I’m ALREADY feeling like it’s rushed! I hope I get to have TONS of fun! Oh yeah? I exercised today..and I’m tired! And, I got my 17 magazine in!! I’m completely mad because my ACT score is the ONLY one that isn’t posted online yet! How RUDE!!!! So today I’m feeling lovey..so I’m going to create this HUGE post for icons!!! PEACE ITTTT

the most wasted day is one in
which we have not laughed

people will always tell you
that you can’t do something
that you’re not good enough
and there’s always a time
when you’re going to prove them wrong
-Marilyn Monroe

Once upon a time, there was a girl who wore her heart on her sleeve

I don’t do anything but worry about college.

I have Physics homework that I didn’t do..I should probably at some point take care of that.

I wish I could keep my car clean. It looks like the white projects.

Everybody has said the same thing to me when I’ve said duuuuuude, tell me how this is gonna work. So, i’m glad they have..because it’s made me feel extremely better. But ya kno? I’m just still confused.

So today, I’m gonna go see my buddy Christian. Maybe get some homework done and play some games or something random. And tomorrow, hopefully, I can go get my shots.

I wish you were still emailing me in the mornings dude

xoxo hil*

Struggle on

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“Today”

Today is the greatest
Day I’ve ever known
Can’t live for tomorrow,
Tomorrow’s much too long
I’ll burn my eyes out
Before I get out

I wanted more
Than life could ever grant me
Bored by the chore
Of saving face

Today is the greatest
Day I’ve never known
Can’t wait for tomorrow
I might not have that long
I’ll tear my heart out
Before I get out

Pink ribbon scars
That never forget
I tried so hard
To cleanse these regrets
My angel wings
Were bruised and restrained
My belly stings

Today is
Today is
Today is
The greatest day

I want to turn you on
I want to turn you on
I want to turn you on
I want to turn you

Today is the greatest
Today is the greatest day
Today is the greatest day
That I have ever really known

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I know, I have Pumpkins lyrics and Gerard icons..I know, I know. Sue me.//

I don’t care about your past. All I want to know is if there’s a place for me in your future.

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So the story goes:

My Grandmother woke up this morning. And she had a random stranger dude asleep on her couch. He didn’t know where he was or how he’d gotten there. It was pretty random, if you ask me/ But the thing is…it’s impossible for him to have done that by himself. Especially when he had to unwire the back gate -and- break in the back door, which was locked. So…. it’s a very suspicious scenario. My Grandmother was really shook up, I think..so Rachel & Dock are staying with her tonight.

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I want my lip pierced.

=] The game last night…was..so sad. We lost 49-21. We went down to the field with Sara & Clint to see Primm..and he was crying..so I started crying. He said, “So, this is it.” And I just can’t believe it.

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We ate at this awesome Taco Hut Pizza Bell. It was superb. Full of pizzazz and all that jazz.

On the way home, while Jeska and Jeff were sleeping, Freebird came on the radio. And I just cried and cried. Freebird. My goodness, that’s a feeling you just can’t get enough of.

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And at that moment, I felt infinite.

Senior pictures…..sucked. I can’t wait to go take them at the Robinson office. So what if its $75? I need pictures!!!!!!!!

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xoxo, hil*

I’m a big sister!

I met my lil bro yesterday! His name is Christian and he’s the BEST! It’s going to be SO much fun hanging out with him once a week! Yesterday, we started doing homework and he’s so smart! I was completely excited. Jeska’s lil bro, Tanner is Christian’s best friend! It’s absolutely adorable! =]

Playoffs tonight! I’m real excited about that. It’s in Baton Rouge and we’re leaving at 2:30 (I have an hour to sleep!)

I got a new ring tone. It’s that Made to Love song by TobyMac! DUDE, I love it.

I think I’m going to get another one realllllllll soon.

I’m thinking about college more and more every day. It’s most likely between ULM & Tech. It’s probably going to be ULM for me. We’ll see though. Hopefully, I can make my decision after I go to the tours. We’ll see.

Mrs. Basset is the rudest woman alive. Sometimes, I want her to quit. Before I do.

And I really love Mrs Folds.

Just hold me now ’cause our love will light the way.

<3nos hoes girl ❤

Missing Pages

On the outside all we see is clay
That hides the perfect light
But no one really knows the pain inside

I understand how much it hurts
To be the one who’s never seen
The missing pages in a magazine

No one knows you anymore
You’re lost inside the walls you’ve built
No one knows you anymore
A prison deep within your soul
There is One who sees it all
He’ll give you life you’ve never dreamed
He can see the pain underneath your skin

It’s hard to see you fading
Nothing that I do can bring you back
I pray to God that you don’t fade away
Your addiction is a symptom of a lost and dying soul
Without Jesus there’s no hope at all

There’s so much more this is not the end
It’s all in your hands don’t throw it away
A beautiful life with so much to give
The image of God underneath your skin
The beauty of God underneath your skin