Well, I’ve probably had the most amazing weekend of my entire life.

Friday night was the last football game before playoffs and it was incredible. We were losing and during the last quarter, the Spartans came back and won 21-20. It was..just..awesome. After the game, we went down to the field to see Primm and Roy and we hugged them and I started crying and I cried for a realllly long time. Then, I went to Rachel’s for her Halloween party. Everybody left about 11 and it was just the family..so I stayed and hung out with Rach, Dock, Amanda, Kateland, David, Anthony & Adam until like 3 am./

Saturday, we got up and got ready for the concert. We got there at 2:30pm and waited in line until 6:30 and then waited inside until it started at 7:30. We were in the BEST place in the building. We were leaning on the gate dead center..it was LOVELY! 12 Stones really impressed me..especially with his facial expressions. haha Papa Roach was really good and REALLY fun! But HINDER..was…unbelievable! I had always thought of Hinder like generic and Nickelback-like..but I take it back! They ROCKED! Austin was the best and I LOVE HIM! Better Than Me and Lips of an Angel were beautiful ❤ And I got a guitar pick! The only thing that sucked..was..the girl behind me..kinda threw up on my feet. And I was wearing FLIP FLOPS. I almost cried! But the sweet guy behind me got a towel from the security guard and wiped it off. We got home about 1..which was 12 with the time change.

Church was great but I was so tired..and yet so antsy. We left from Columbia Heights at like 130 or something to go to SHOUTfest!! It was CRAZY! I loved every minute of it! We saw After Edmund (funnn!), The Afters, Day of Fire (MY LOVE!!), Seventh Day Slumber (*WOW*), Building 429, Superchic[k] and Pillar! They were all GREAT! I had SOO much fun! I got really tired by the time Superchic[k] got on..but I got to sing and dance to my three fav of their songs : Hero, One Girl Revolution & Stand in the Rain!! We sat on the grass during them but got back up during Pillar! and JUMMPPPPEDDD all on everybody’s feet! Jeska crowdsurfed and moshed! lol. HARDCORE. ❤

I got one of those packets to support a kid in Brazil last night. His name is Joao Victor Lima Aires and he’s 8 and adorable. It costs 32 dollars a month..and to be honest, I don’t have the money. But…I’ll get it some way. I’m praying about it right now. I just pray that God supplies me with the money to support this child. I have the money for the first month, but that’s all I have. Just pray that God works through this situation and helps this child!

Well, I had the most eventful weekend EVERRRRRR! And I’ve been cleaning today..so I’m just SO tired. I can’t wait to sleep tonight!! Well..love yall! XOXO    

 

Tonight is the last home game.

The last one forever.

I hate growing up.

I almost just cried and cried today.

I’m going to miss them so much. I really have gotten to love my class. I love them for all of their imperfections. I love them at all times because they’re a part of me. Especially the ones that I’ve been with since Kindergarten. It’s so scary to imagine walking down the hall and not seeing the people that I’ve spent my whole lives with.

I’m really really really sad.

I’ve had a good day.

Jeska is the best friend in the entire world.

What is the one thing you have always procrastinated doing since forever? Buying christmas presents, sending off mail, homework of any kind, studying, sleeping..such.

 

I bought some new leggings, a new Pirates shirt, a bracelet and a jacket today.

I got my senior supplies, too. I wanted to cry. Aweeeeee.

I changed my pants in the middle of the Target parking lot.

I bought Jeff something today off ebay.

“Sssssssssssssssstupid.” Hey dude. Talk much? 

Sometimes, I feel like Hot Topic is my own home. It’s where I feel like I belong. The staff make me really happy sometimes. They’re like my family or something.

Uncle Albert won the lottery tonight. I’m not even kidding. He won like 2700 dollars, I think. I think that’s awesome!

Aaron called tonight and it severely irked me. I hate it when he catches me off guard.

I didn’t buy a slutty shirt. I’ll just have to be the goodygoody with big boobs, I guess.

I love you forever.

Jeska is still my emo sister.

You chose to surrender.

Blood on her skin
Dripping with Sin
Do it again
Living Dead Girl

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!

So, who loves Halloween the most?

*OOH OOH, PICK ME, PICK ME!*

It ended up being a really great holiday. Jeff, Jeska & I spent the loverly holiday together. I actually “dressed up.” Well, not technically, but I had makeup on..and I was scary to me. haha I was a “living dead girl.” But I really just looked like a dead whore. We went to the Forest of Fear and that was pretty great. I really enjoyed myself. Abby was the best guide ever. We actually went in it twice. But it was scarier the first time. (Duh?) We also had a really big scary fire. I thought the tree was gonna catch ablaze……yikes. MANNNNNIT, happy freakin’ halloween. This is my LAST high school Halloween!!!!!!

I got my Kurt book in the mail today. I was very disappointed because it was SO thin! But, I’ll deal. Also, I was assigned a little brother today. Yeah, a little brother. I was really disappointed. I couldn’t believe it was a boy. But nevertheless, I’m excited. Meeting is this upcoming Thursday, the 8th. Tomorrow, I’m going to the mall to buy a slutty shirt for the concert. Get excited, hmmkay?

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Are you concerned about your weight? Oh, shut up!

So last night, I went to Baton Rouge with Will & Eric and saw Relient K and Switchfoot! Omg, they were unbelievable! I loved them both! They were amazing and wonderful performers. I completely enjoyed myself. I was so glad that I got to hear Meant to Live before we had to leave! I had SUCH a great time! I’m a complete concert addict! We got home at like 1:30..and I was SO tired. But Spiffy called randomly..so I talked to him for a lil minute and then finally went to bed.

I was really worried about my Physics test this morning…because it was SO hard to study and concentrate. But, God is AMAZING. He totally helped me through the whole ordeal. I pulled off a freakin’ 96!!!!! Oh man..I was so excited. Plus, I made a 93 on my last Calc test! I’ve just been praying about these crazy problems of mine constantly and God has worked everything out! So..now I’m just in awe and waiting for more blessings and answered prayers. And hopefully I can bless him with my life.

Blessed Assurance, Jesus is mine, oh what a fortaste of glory devine. STUCK IN MY HEAD. hahaha ❤

Today was fun. I thought I was gonna come home and take a freakin’ NAPPPPPP but..I wasn’t too tired. So, me and Jeska went and cleaned out my car..it took like 2 hours or something, haha. Then, we went through the carwash…..it was fun! :] It was funny..saw this guy bring his trailer full of hogs to the carwash..and wash them. I rolled my eyes, hid a laugh and said, “You might be a redneck..” :]] Then, we got groceries for Grandmother. We’re a good team.

I’m ready to dress sluttttttttttttttty////

Charlie Brown’s father was a barber. The name Wendy was made up for the book Peter Pan. During his or her lifetime, the average human will grow 590 miles of hair. More people in China speak English than in the United States. An iceberg contains more heat than a lit match.

I have 4 oobs.

OOB 1) Kori’s party. I had an astounding amount of fun..it’s silly, but being with them really give me a sense of comfort..and it makes me not want to move away for college. I don’t know how I’ll survive without some of those kids. Like Kolter and Jessica. But anyway, the partyish type thing was fun. We were all really lazy and slept on the hay. I played with little boy’s hair. lol. And then Jeff threw the hay into the fire. It was hilarious. We left shortly after. haha ❤

OOB 2) ACT. It was awful. I didn’t finish the math or reading. And I didn’t attempt on Science at all. No lie.

OOB 3) Piercings. I got my second holes in my ears pierced today!! I was so excited. I love them. I’m now craving my third!!! And I hung out with my JeskaLyn in Hot Topic. I found some skinny pants that I’m in love with. So if you’re looking for me a Christmas present and have 40 dollars on you… hahah! :]

OOB 4) I got to spend a lil bit of time with my Sam tonight! Watching Drake & Josh, talking about piercings and listening to spaghetti songs! lol. I love her so much. I just miss her.. like when I was leaving, I hugged her..and I didn’t want to leave because we’ve been through so much stuff..and there have been so many times when I could’ve lost her as a best friend..and I never want to do that. Ever.

Now, I’m going to go to bed. I’ve lost all energy. Tomorrow, I shall study the WHOLE day. I have to know it all backwards and forwards before I go to Relient K.

I had a heart to heart with my kaylin this morning.

And then I was late and stuff. haha. And cold because I wore freakin’ shorts. Sympathize with me.

I’m soooo stressed right now..but it’s just preparing me for college. I’m going to Kori Lou’s tonight. Hope it’s warm. And with food.

I’m very ready for college. :] But totally not because I can’t stand living without my Mommy. I love my Mommy so much. She’s mah everything!

You said you were there for me
You wouldn’t let me fall
All the times I shared with you
Were you even there at all?
No where to run
And no where to hide
You’re scared of the truth
I’m tired of the lies
Cause who I am
Is where you wanna be

 Carribeangurl05 [3:30 P.M.]:  i think u’ll prolly try stuff -u know college is all about experiences -so u prolly will. esp with ur u cant be old and wise if ur never young n crazy philosophy on life.

 NoShoesGirl08 [3:30 P.M.]:  and I do wanna party..before I’m way too old to go out with my girlfriends and have margaritas and have girls nights.

Trying isn’t always better than not trying at all.
Things are not always as bad as seem.
If you’re looking for answer don’t come to me.
If this is my screenplay, then I don’t like my role.
Yearning to burn and yearning to rise and yet locked in space.
Growing up is getting used to letting go.
She is starting to want something, so badly that it hurts.
Change has never been a decision, it just happens.
In times like these you’re all I’m looking for.
Let’s freeze the moment because we’re going down

Sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past.
Stop planning for the future. Stop figuring out precisely how we feel.
Stop deciding with our mind exactly what we want our heart to feel.
Sometimes we just have to go with the flow.

My Physics retest wasn’t completely horrible..although I worked on it for an hour and a half. There was something that I just couldn’t match up and Mr. Foy was trying to help me but it just DIDNT work, so we gave up.

I watched Thirteen last night.  It’ll never grow old for me. Although it’d probably be better for me if it did.

I wanna be crazy again…I’m so tired of being this boring creature I’ve turned into.. I totally miss Jeska and our crazy days.. so I think ima turn into a psycho girl again. Aha, you’ll love itt

And because I do have some self control, I’ll keep it to a minimum, eh?

Houston means that I’m one day closer to you.

Ahhhhh, it’s so cute that I’m being invited to family parties…like, i’m lovin’ it. Rachel’s Halloween party is soon. I’m way excited. David’s comin’! YAY! Family time and old married folkss.

Well, I’m gonna walk today..and go to church. =] *kisses* Suckah

xoxoxoxoxxo, hil*  

 

 

So the funniest thing happened today//

I decided to go to Monroe to buy the Hinder tickets and I asked Jeff to come with me..so we drive up there. And we’re driving along and all of a sudden WHAZAM, it sounds like we’re in a helicopter. Oh yes..flat tire.

We had to wait for like 45 minutes for Dad to get up there and change it..it was pretty great. It made me smile and we totally laughed about it forever. :] It was a goood day. So, then we got lost..but we finally got ice cream and everything was wonderful.

it’s okay to need someone else.
that’s what makes us strong. that’s
what makes us human.

We are good friends, aren’t we? I think I’d forgotten.

I love you! ❤

Oh yeah? Well…teenagers scare the living sh– outta me! BOOYA

I’m careless and I’m cruel,
but I’m still easily bruised.
I’m so tired of lying about it.
I’m not bullet proof.

I love the Samantha!

PEACEITTT

“I think it was the first time in my life I ever felt like I looked “good”. Do you know what I mean? That nice feeling when you look in the mirror, and your hair’s right for the first time in your life? I don’t think we should base so much on weight, muscles, and a good hair day, but when it happens, it’s nice. It really is.”

It’s been a really alright kind of week actually. :] Well, starting with yesterday, anyway!

Yesterday was the Mercy Me concert w/ Aaron Shust ‘n Monk & Neagle! It was so exciting and wonderful! I really enjoyed it. One of my most favorite times was when we were singing hymns. I’m an old gospel hymn kinda girl. I especially loved when Aaron Shust sang “My Savior, My God.” It was just one of those most amazing feelings..you know when all of the lights fade out around you and all of the people around you and the noise just disappears. And it’s just you, God and this beautiful worship song.. Anyway, I loved it. Mercy Me was wonderful. I enjoyed all of their music esp. Bring the Rain & the encore, So Long Self! They were amazing. I tried to video a little bit of it..but I kept getting lost in the music, so I had to stop. After the concert, I bought a cute brown Aaron Shust shirt because I love him and then I got him to sign my ticket stub and we took a picture with him. Then, we took a picture with Monk & Neagle and got them both to sign our ticket stubs, as well. They were wonderful! :]]]]

Today, the seniors went and saw Frankenstein! Let me first say that the spotlighting people..need to go into a new profession because they sucked SO bad! But it wasn’t so bad. Frankenstein is a really amazing story, so I enjoyed the play. *yawn* I’m getting sleepy. Anyway. Coach Abby talked the Nazi into letting us eat in Monroe, so we did that. Mm-mm, Wendy’s. You’re spiiiiiiicy. After we got back to school, we just had Mrs. Folds for 2 hours, so I listened to my iPod and chillaxed. I went to the pep rally by myself and it was a great one. The cheerleaders and the drill team dressed up like each other and it was just really cute! lol.

‘Cause you’re a little bit too nice, I look a little bit like hell cause
I’m a little overtired and I’m a little overwhelmed.
And you’re a little bit too late and it’s a little bit too soon.
And I’m a little bit too strange for somebody like you.

The game tonight was fun. We played Jena and actually WON! We beat them 15-12, so I was super stoked about that and so were our boys! It made my heart completely BEAM! I love my Spartans! *muah* At half-time, the drill team girls did our 6th grade competition dance to Hey Mickey in remembrance of Mrs. Whitten aka Nonnie. I totally cried. It was the sweetest thing ever. I really just hurts so bad to think back on those times…some of the best days of my life. I miss Nonnie so much. I’m glad she’s in Heaven and I can see her real soon. I love you Nonnie..I will always love you.

Anyway, I’m really tired..so…yeah. Life is such a mess sometimes.

The worlds may never know the truth about your life, that’s because they don’t care to. But when you find the one who wants to know every detail of it – they’re the ones to keep.