Im so sick and the hot atmosphere plus fan is not helping at all.

Jeska got DSL today so that makes me happy.

Im just worrying.

The football game was fun.

My favorite people of the day include:: Catfish, Jody, Penguin, Carr, Ashley, Kristin, Patrick and girl named Heather.

I got my oil changed today. ^_^ I’m a big girl. Justin Carr laughed at me..and called me lazy. Thaaaaaanks.

I love riding with Jeff and Jeska. It’s my happy place. haha

The oldest thing I own..in my lifetime is probably of course my teddy bear from the hospital. OMG I HEAR NOISES. I WANT MY MOMMY

Soo, this week has been way interesting! Tuesday, after school, me and Jeskalyn went to Monroe. We went to Walmart and I bought some new shampoo and conditioner which I love and some deo..which is nice, too! Walmart never has Arid anymore and that makes me super sad. Oh well, then we went to training at the office. It was just us, a woman named Connie and our trainer, Denna. She was GREAT! I loved her so much. We watched a really sad video and just had big discussions and got trained pretty much. I really enjoyed it and learned a lot. On the way back to town, I accidentally went down the wrong road and ended up in the GHETTO. And I mean, GHET-TO. I almost got hit by a school bus. No lie. So we got hungry and went to Wendy’s.

I’m worried about you. I don’t want it to be like last time.

We ended up going to visit Amanda in her dorm! Her roomie was at work, so we didn’t get to meet her, but we just hung out with Amanda for like an hour or something. I think she has about fourteen piercings in total now. She makes me smile. That’s exactly how I want to be, so it makes me happy! She’s the greatest cousin everrrr. We finally got home about 9 or 9:30 and I had to look up current events and stupid stuff.

Wednesday was nothing special. Me and Jeff interviewed Matt McDonald and that made my day. He’s great! When I got home yesterday, I took a really long nap and then wrote my article. This blog is so boring.

We’re not going to be seperated. I’d rather not go to college than leave you.

Today was fun. I turned in a bunch of forms today at school because Im way productive like that .I just wanted to mention that I love my lunch arrangements at school. I sit with Jeff, Jeska and Kolter and JJ usually. I love it; it’s way fun! Journalism is amazing and Mrs Folds is the best teacher in the world! She’s my favorite this year. Well actually, nope, Mr. Hillman is always the best. My least favorite class is Physics. I pretty much despise it a lot.

I’ve pretty much settled it that I’m getting my lip pierced unless God tells me not to. It’s going to be way attractive and stuff, haha. I hung out at Jeska’s until almost 6 today. Oscar is way annoying. He chewed up my binder! We are NOT friends!!

I’m already getting busy with CPHS life but I’m trying not to.

Tomorrow is going to be FUN!!!!! YAY JAMBOREE! 

Tell me, am I making the right decision?

So..Monday. Who likes Mondays? It wasn’t so bad, but it wasn’t the best by any rate. I woke up and wore my hair curly (big mistake) and I wore my stupid boy shirt! I hate it times a thousand! Computer Science was lame. The quiz didn’t work at all, so I emailed my teacher and attempted to do work questions (haha). I have stupid Physics homework and have no idea how to work my calculator at all. We took many painful notes in World History about the first people in the world that we found..which was totally stupid and pointless because Adam & Eve were the first people in the world, HELLO! We learned some stuff to do with the calculator in Calculus and it was mostly review from last year and even the year before. We’re going to be doing work in the book all week, so that’s way easy. We got new vocabulary words in English and did more study guide questions and read stuff on the Anglo-Saxons. They’re actually semi-interesting what with Tuesday, Wednesday and Friday coming from the names of random gods and stuff. Journalism was sleepy. We watched some videos on being reporters and I laughed at 80’s people with Jeff while we both had headaches. I’m getting sick and it’s no fun! Jeska didn’t come to school today because she went to the doctor. She got bit by a brown recluse spider, so that’s not cool at all! After school, me and Jeff went to Mrs Dana Patton’s room and he interviewed her and I took a picture. Tomorrow, I have to interview Mr. McDonald who teaches English! He’s really nice, so that’s going to be a piece of cake. I wish I had a piece of cake. Anywho. Did I tell you that I don’t like Mr. Neff? He’s so rude!

Me and Jeff went to bug Mrs Wells about scholarship oppertunities right now and she didn’t have any available so anyway, I got my ACT packet. Yay, October ACT. I’m so excited I could go to sleep. Seriously. I have homework tonight in Physics as I’ve probably already said so I could be working on that, but I’m really lazy and really need Jeff to explain my calculator to me. Tomorrow, I’m going to straighten my hair and wear my girl shirt, so I’ll have a good day. Confidence adds happiness to your day! The other day, Coach Denison told me that I was the nicest girl at school, which like totally made my day. Even though he’s married and my aunt’s husband’s nephew.

So, if you care to know my personal thoughts and feelings, I was reading in Jeremiah 29 last night, since of course Jeremiah 29:11 is my favorite bible verse ever..and anyway, I loved what I read so much. Jeremiah 29:11 starts off and says “For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, to give you hope and a future.” 12-14 says, “Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you, declares the Lord, and will bring you back from captivity.”

I just thought that was like the coolest thing ever. God is way amazing! But anyway, I’m off to do my homework and be a wonderful child like possibly clean my room if I’m on drugs. ❤

Someday I’ll show you an extraordinary boy. They do exist. You just have to believe me.
-The Truth about Forever

I don’t want to look
I want someone to find me
– Laguna Beach

once you believe in love you believe in magic.
–mandy moore

Friends are like jello.
There’s always room for more.
– Full House

being a teenager, it’s a torturous time
when you learn almost everything
you have to know about survival.
the important thing to remember
when you’re going through it, however,
is that you have absolutely no idea
how smart, strong & beautiful the pain
will make you. so go fourth and suffer.
one day, you’ll rule the world.

Forgotten dreams, memories past, remember to believe, remember to love. Live life to the fullest; it might not be here tomorrow. Enjoy life like it was, it is, your last day. Some things don’t last forever; some things are destroyed by fate, by destiny.

May the sunlight find your face, even when the rain does fall. And get back on your feet again every time you slip and fall. Keep your heart wide open and always taking in. And even when it’s broken, be strong enough to fit it up again.

If you choose to lock your heart away;
you’ll lose her for certain.
[ Pirates of the Caribbean 3 ]

 

Being a senior gives me such confidence and happiness. ❤

My online class is weird. Mrs Mary Ann Tarver teaches it and my assignments are really lame..like email her and post my favorite movie..and other random crap. It depresses me. I need DSL for it really. I took my first English IV test today and definitely passed! WOOHOO!

You know who I am without you. Don’t be a stranger.

I spent all evening with Jeska and Jeff being random and talking and silly stuff. Jeff broke his knee. And it wasn’t my fault this time.

It doesn’t bother me…and I don’t know why.

I’m not desperate. I wouldn’t just kiss anyone to say I’ve had my first. Promise.

Can you keep my secrets?

It makes me sad that I’m free.

I’m going to miss Sam a whole bunch! It’s been way fun this summer.

I like to talk to you, but you intimidate me sometimes.

I hope to sleep all day tomorrow.

Do you realize that I tell you things I would never tell to anyone else?

 

Exactly.

For about five seconds, I was real sad. The rest was fun.

YAY SCHOOL!

I loveeeeeeeed it. Computer Science was blahh. I’m going to not enjoy it much. Physics the same. World History is definitely going to be fine. Until I have to stand up and talk. BOO! Calculus was amazing because we’re Mr. Hillman’s babies and if we drop, he will slit our tires. Thaaaaanks. 🙂 English IV was way great. I love Mrs Folds a lot. Journalism was amazing. We had a plan and I am going to SURVIVEEEE!

Getting out of school early was fantastic. It felt so nice. I wanted to put the feeling in a box and carry it around with me. ❤ So, me and Jeska went to Sonic and then to her house and talked to her Mommy about the day and stufffffff. Then Jody dropped by and we said HI JODY because he got sent home because of the lip. Thennn, we went to Fred’s and I got some real hot cheetos. And I went to Sam’s later and got my present! The book I’ve been wanting: Best Friends, some prettyful earrings and this necklace that I’m wearing that is hardcore amazing. Pick Jesus! :] Makes my heart wanna sing. I fell asleep watching Grounded and when I woke up, I went home but I felt so bad..so I didn’t go to church. I wanted to though. But I’m way exhausted. I got my clothes and stuff together a minute ago, so I’m about to go take a shower and try to get to bed by 9:00. In less than all of the words I could write, I’m just going to say, my first day was tunzo funzo.

Ohhhh yeah, my birthday was pretty amazing, too! I got a card in the mail from Will that was REALLY sweet! My Mom gave me 100 dollars in a card. Jeska bought me the Eric Church CD..I was really happy! It has our song on it! Such a silly song too! lol I love her.

By the way, tomorrow is Mom and Dad’s anniversary so you should tell them Happy Anniversary or something. Also, it’s my loveeeely Jesika Girod’s 16th birthday so that shall be fun! We’re going to play kitty has a quarter at school! Well anyway, I’m out so catch you later! Leave me much love!

It’s a very rare person who is taken for what he truly is. ~Schmendrick The Last Unicorn

Here’s to the starry nights and careless freedom, to glowing smiles and flushed cheeks, and laughter that heals you deep inside.

Its overrrrrr

Tune in to the dreams you have by day and by night. Blend in when you choose to, but appreciate the qualities that set you apart.

 ToysInTheAttic75 [1:29 A.M.]:  i want about a 5 song medley
ToysInTheAttic75 [1:29 A.M.]:  like a musical
NoShoesGirl08 [1:29 A.M.]:  haha ME TOO
NoShoesGirl08 [1:30 A.M.]:  and we can break out into song
NoShoesGirl08 [1:30 A.M.]:  and dance on the field!
ToysInTheAttic75 [1:30 A.M.]:  and we all burst out and sing and dance
NoShoesGirl08 [1:30 A.M.]:  YES
ToysInTheAttic75 [1:30 A.M.]:  like grease
NoShoesGirl08 [1:30 A.M.]:  HAHAHA
ToysInTheAttic75 [1:30 A.M.]:  lol YES
NoShoesGirl08 [1:30 A.M.]: 
ToysInTheAttic75 [1:30 A.M.]:  we’re great
NoShoesGirl08 [1:30 A.M.]:  absolutely

 

We’re all talking about graduation and stuff. MY SENIOR YEAR IS STARTING IN TWO DAYS! OMG! EXCITEDDD

*sighs*

I’ve been ressssssting..i’m tired. I haven’t written in this thing since Thursday, so let’s play ketchup. ❤

Thursday was Aunt Zelma’s funeral. I saw a lot of family that I hadn’t seen in a long time and saw Bailey and random people like that. It was a really nice celebration. Then, me, Mom and Rachel went and ate at San Miguels and we ran into Mrs. McIlwain, Sherry Jones, Anne Burns and the new assitant principal..who hugged me. It made me a little more ready for school actually. After that, me and Jeska watched Princess have her kittens and then took Oscar to get his nails clipped. And I ended up going to Monroe with Mom and bought two pair of pants, some new shoes and school supplies.

Friday, I woke up and went with Rachel and Jessica (her friend) to take Rachel’s trailblazer to Seth to tint the windows and while it was there, we went and got our hair done. Mine is super red. Well, way more red than usual anyway. I love it!! That night, I went up to Jeska’s and Jeff showed up and we hung out until 11. It was nice. :] I’d missed that time.

Yesterday was lonnnnng. I woke up at 10:20 and left the house at 11:20 for Rachel’s graduation. Me, her and Katelyn went up early so she could take pictures and we saved the seats for our family. Robin, Jessica, Mom and Dad showed up and then graduation…was long..and nice. Good ceremony actually and wasn’t toOo long. After that, we went to Target and ate a pretzel and bought thank-you cards…and gossiped all the way hOoOme. Picked up Jeska and went to Jim Bowie’s. Way fun time. We had to wait for like 2 hours though and it was annoying and lonnnng and hot. Until it rained. And we sang old country. And had fun in the Bay-ou! :] When we got home at like 9, Sam came over and we had cake and hung out with Alexa. Jeska spent the night and we talked until 2:30 somethin’. Her and her Mom went to Bank Springs this morning and we watched the FUGE video during SS at OBBC!

REVIVAL starts tonight! Im way excited! Until Wed or Thurs! YAY! I wont get to update again until Tuesday probably because tomorrow is our last day of summer and will be SOOOO fun! ❤

 

 

 

So, I finished Harry Potter the other day. It was amazing. I cried so much. Like 5 of my favorite characters died. I was real sad. =[ So anyway, I haven’t done anything productive while I’ve been hanging out around the house. This makes the third day. Haha, Third Day. They’re my favorite band. Anyway. I took a pain pill earlier, so who knows what I’m writing. It knocks me out and makes me real loopy. And I can’t really afford to be any loopier. Haha. Loopier. Anyway. Really. When I have kids, I’m going to name one Albus Severus. Just kidding. I taste laundry again. Because my blood isn’t clotting. It’s a very sad story actually. And I don’t like salt water. At all.

My sister is the best sister in the world if you didn’t know that. And my whole family is just amazing. Yep. I keep thinking about school and I can’t believe I’m going to be a SENIOR! 08! 🙂 I’m actually really excited about it. And about college and stuff like that! I can’t believe in ONE YEAR, I’ll be starting college! It’s insane to say the least! I wish I could go to class tonight. I miss my Wednesday night fun times. :[ I wanna play pool. haha. I think I’m going to go tomorrow night and buy some school pants. I only have one pair..and they’re like shorts maybe.

I’ve been having some inside conflicts and anxieties about how to earn back my respect as a Christian. I want my peers to actually take me seriously again. But today, JJ mentioned how he didn’t cuss around me because he knew I didn’t do it and I thought that was a sign from God. I know that this can work out.

I watched Premonition yesterday. It was alright, but it made me sleepy. I want to watch Bridge to Terabithia now, please. Rachel, come home so we can watch a movie, hmkay?

Trying to be a good influence to the girls is going to be a big accountability thing for me because I know they’ll be watching and I am going to really need God to help me because without Him, I will fail. And as much as the girls need someone to look up to, I need the girls, too. Because they’re amazing and they can teach me really amazing things, too! Me, Sam & Amber have to step up and be the leaders..and we can with God’s help.

I wonder if we’re still going to meet on Wednesday mornings. That’d be way fun…if I could remember to like wake up and stuff. I hope this school year will be amazing and I won’t fall into the routine and be miserable, that I will hold every day close to my heart and cherish it and have fun with it! And I rly hope I don’t fail Physics. The end.

XOXO, HIL*

 

So, getting my wisdom teeth out was fairly interesting.

The drugs were very good. I remember a lot of it though. Mostly the crunching noise when they pulled the teeth out. Way gross. I think I was watching a movie, but I don’t remember which one..I remember leaving. And thinking I could walk on my own. 🙂

I slept like all day yesterday. Sam brought me some dvds and spaghetti and a sweet card and I love her. We watched the FUGE dvd that had come in..and I was on it!! AHHH SCARY!! It was when that girl was putting baby food in my mouth. EWW!

Life is hard, get a helmet! I’m tired of saying no to God because life is hard!!

Also, my aunt Zelma passed away yesterday…It makes me real sad. I’d been thinking about her a lot lately. The funeral is at 10 on Thursday.