Mother’s Day was great.

I gave Aunt Dana the rose at church and she cried. I gave her, Mom and Grandmother their cards and called Aunt Lanette, Aunt Andrea and Aunt Jan! I rock at life. I’m the best Mother’s Day celebrater ever. Everybody loved me. We ate brisket and random foods at Grandmother’s and yeah. Pretty good day. I ended up at Jeska’s with her and Jeff.

This weekend was pretty fun hanging out with Primm. We should definitely do that again. Next time, I’m wearing a  t-shirt. Stupid Roy!

I miss Peigen and Danielle. Nick came by today to get his last newspaper. It was cool. That was his dad that harassed me the other night. lol <.<   >.>

I’m really tired. I walked like freakin 1/4 of a mile today and did like one stadium.

Unknowns aren’t going so great.

Im sleeping now.

I want my CD soon.

Yay, Saturday night.

It’s been a pretty good weekend so far.

Yesterday was horrible and ridiculous. I held in all my tears fourth hour, but Sarah broke me and I busted in Journalism. So yeah, the seniors lefted me. The ones that affected me the most was Danielle, Nick and Peigen. I seriously cried for all of them equally. It was bad. So yeah, last night, we went over to Roy’s and watched a movie and then ended up hanging out at Sonic for like two hours. It was me, Roy, Jeska, Jeff, Jody, Penguin, Daniel, Catfish, Danielle, Tiffany, Krystal and random people who scared meeeee! I had a lotta fun until the end where I got interrogated by cops about being drunk! Gosh, I haven’t touched alcohol in forever! RAR, I got krunk. Okay, so I’m lying. But I SHOULDVE gotten krunk!

Today was fun, too. I hung out with Jeska for the majority of the day. We got together at like 3 and then went and saw her Uncle Ronnie mowing..and then went to Fred’s to buy Mother’s Day presents..and then back to her Memaw’s and we slept on the swing because her Memaw Donna wasn’t there. Sooooo, that was  fun. We got together with Roy and Jeff about 8 and Primm came over about 9. We…went to McDonalds and then watched this gay movie Black Christmas or something. Soo yeah..and now I’m here at home. It’s like 12:19…and i’m super bored.

I said, “there’s nothing I can do for you that you can’t do for yourself.”
he said, “oh yes you can. just hold my hand, I think that might help.” 
–Bright Eyes ‘Bowl of Oranges’

Because you’re beautiful 
and you dont know it.
Because you’re smart
and you dont believe it. 

When I see your smile
tears roll down my face
I can’t replace.

And now that I’m strong I have figured out
how this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul,
and I know ill find deep inside me, I can be the one.

I will never let you fall
I’ll stand up with you forever
I’ll be there for you through it all,
even if saving you sends me to heaven.

it’s ok. it’s ok. it’s ok.
And seasons are changing and waves are crashing
and stars are falling all for us
days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I’ll be the one.

I will never let you fall
I’ll stand up with you forever.
I’ll be there for you through it all,
even if saving you sends me to heaven.

Girl you’re my
you’re my
my true love
my whole heart
please don’t throw that away.

Cause I’m here, for you
please don’t walk away and
please tell me you’ll stay, stay…

Use me as you will
pull my strings just for a thrill
and I know ill be okay
though my skies are turning gray.

I will never let you fall
I’ll stand up with you forever
I’ll be there for you through it all
even if saving you sends me to heaven.

I will never let you fall
I’ll stand up with you forever
I’ll be there for you through it all
even if saving you sends me to heaven.

It’s been a pretty good day, I guess. I took Chemistry notes, loved Mr. Hillman for giving me a 100 instead of a test, copied Jeff’s psych. study guide, watched JJ beg for food, talked to Amber and Antonio, talked to Heath and Micheal, wrote Nick a letter and teared up, did definitions in English, took lots of notes in American History and teared up randomly thinking about Nick, Danielle and Peigen! lol. I’m such a retard. But I am going to cry so much at Graduation. I’m soooo sad at these guys leaving. It’s really weird because at the beginning of the year, I hated the whole 07 class. Now, I’m really sad. This year has changed my opinion of so many people. I’ve made a lot of new friends..It’s just been a great year for me. Even though a lot has SUCKKKED! lol. Hmm, anyway, when I got home, me and Jeska went grocery shopping for Grandmother. And she paid me 20 dollars for gas. ScOre! lol. Me and Jeff aren’t fighting any more. We’re over it, kinna. I really wish I could explain the problems, but it’s just..too deep. Oh yeah, I’m keeping Jacob on Friday until like 6 or something. Yay me! lol. I feel important when I babysit and do random things. ❤ Well, I guess I’m out for today. Comment here and on Myspace, we miss you there. LOVE YA!!

NoShoesGirl08 [4:48 P.M.]:  i’m not kaylin!!
argonplatypus [4:48 P.M.]:  i know that
argonplatypus [4:48 P.M.]:  but you could be sisters
NoShoesGirl08 [4:48 P.M.]:  lol that’s cuz we are sisters

I’m a super girl and I’m gonna save the world…maybe. So..it’s Tuesday. What’s been on my agenda?! On Saturday, I went over to Sam’s and hung out with her all day. I had so much fun just chilling with her and playing on DSL. I had a lot of fun with MYSPACE. Haha, i’m such a hooker! But, I love my myspace and youtube on DSL! Anywho~ I decided to stay the night over there, so I did. We watched two movies with Jacob..A night at the museum and something about something cartoonish. I hated them both. lol. So I just played on myspace. Me, Seth and Sam stayed up until like 3 am doing some old school fun stuff. We cooked brownies and played online and took lots of pictures! (They can be viewed on MySpace!) It was really fun being the sister to them again. Sunday was church day. We didnt rly do much. I went and got Jeska that night tho and she stayed the night with me! We pretended to watch Pursuit of Happyness and actually watched Degrassi. (PAIGE IS A LESBIAN!?! WHOAH!) Andd talked until like midnight. Monday..was a trip. The day wasn’t horrible. I had a lot of fun and it was just great. We talked to Mitch on the phone after school..and cleaned out my car and watched TV..yeah fun city. At seven, we went and walked like almost 2 miles and ran some! It felt really good. I can’t wait to go back today! After we walked, I just didn’t wanna go home, so we drove out to her Papaw’s land and turned the car off and just talked for a while to Penguin on the phone and made plans. Then, we had to go buy Kool-aid for Dad…so we called Billy Ray and Spiffy. And then I went home. Spiffy called about 10:30 so I talked to him for like 20 minutes and finally took a shower and went to bed.

Today sucked and I have a lot of negative energy built up inside. Jeff’s mad at me right now, so we’re obv. not speaking. BLAH. I hope we get over it though..or I’ll be sad. I mean, Jeff means a whole lot to me..GRRRR. I hate these petty fights! I’m NOT emotionally stable enough for this! haha Seriously. Ohhhh yeah, Paul came yesterday to see Nikki, I guess.. And definitely PISSED me off. He was so rude. What did I do to him this time? GRANDMA, TAKE ME HOME! DANGIT! Now, I’m about to..go to Jeska’s and play guitar and then go walk! See you later alligator! After while crocodile!

Oh yeah, I LOVE the Liberty Mutual commercial!

 

I DROVE TO MONROE TODAY!

I was with mi hermana and it was really fun. I went shopping! I bought a new pair of jeans from Target, a $30 bra from JCPenney’s, a $10 shirt from Ross and a new toothbrush! YAY! I enjoyed myself a lot. I like hanging out with my sister a whole bunch. She’s pretty cool, definitely. I bought these gross sour ice breakers. I can’t wait to make everybody at school eat them! I’m rude, I know!

The other day I almost cried when Nick was talking about them leaving the HS…it is pretty sad. I’ve been connecting with a lot of the seniors more this past week. It sucks to do it now. Oh yeah, I’ve begun speaking to Heath and Michael again. I guess I realized that I was holding a grudge against Heath for dating my best friend. That’s pretty stupid! Oh, well.

why would you think it’s gonna be easy to move on,
when you know that it’s gonna be hard?
–london; suite life of zack and cody

I heard Yellow Ledbetter by Pearl Jam in Walmart. It felt nice.

Sometimes, I wonder if I have a magnet on my face. If there is one, the tag shall read “Caution: May attract children, elderly men and really strange people with odd hair.” (I don’t see where the love of my life fits in!) Unless it’s like Hugh Hefner or something. Anyway, I’m completely out. SEE YA LATER.

So i’m gonna close my eyes and
I’m gonna live my life
Despite what you think
im gonna be free
Cause i’m gonna be me

I’m semi really happy right now.

I’m pretty much the only one I know who is happy, but yes, I am happy. I have something in my eye though; its been there for err 2-3 days. I might go to the doctor later or in the morning. Or something. I have a Chem test in the morning, oh yay. I gotta start studying right now!! Last time, I made a freaking 77! I have to make an A!!! Or I’ll hate myself forever. Seriously.

Hrm, the only thing that has really changed is that I talked to Spiffy on the phone yesterday for like an hour and a half. Jeff kinda got bigbrother about it and I got sad. It’s not like I’m trying to have sex with him or anything, lol. I’m just talking to him on the phone. But you know how Jeff is. He’s a pretty good friend, I’d say. I wish my name was Barley. lol Seriously.

SOOOOO. We went to San Miguels today with the ESPANOL 2 clase and I sat with Derek, Robert, Jeff and JJ! It was fun. I enjoyed myself. But it cost me way too much money for that shrimp I ate–lol! I bought the cheese and barely ate it! I was sad. But Robert had this beef jerkey and I loved it. YUM! Good stuff. Anyway, Jeska went to the DR. today so I missed her soooo much!

Sam is coming home Friday and I’m ready to go see her. Hopefully Friday. Awwe I saw Justin Carr this weekend! Maybe we can hang out with him and Ashley on Saturday or something! OMG, if we’re really having that party, we gotta start planning!!! It’s in like 2 wks!! lol. Okay well im OUT!

Hmm, what happened today?

I cleaned out my car. It made me happy and feel accomplished for doing like one thing good. I drank a full throttle slush and then got reallllly jittery and talked really fast for like three hours. I got locked out of my house and lay on the porch for like 30 minutes with Ramsey. I..sold newspapers at school. Yay newspapers. I bet they sucked. Speaking of, I have got to finish my articles before 10 oclock. Yeah, it’s nine and I haven’te started. I shoulddddd. I’m SOOO a loser who should take my responsibilities and..like do them.

I watched Freedom Writers this weekend and I loved it more than any movie I’ve seen lately! Anddd I watched that Holiday movie w/ Jude Law & JackBlack…YAYYYY! Well, my mom just sat down, so I must play on Myspace for a while! My regards! My love to you!

if you would be, i wanted more, but i don’t mind. you light up the room like thunder; it makes a point that has no sense. baby, please don’t go. my heart is crushed. thank you for this. i can’t give, i can’t take and these are the times. here’s to goodbye. now’s the time, curse this morning sun. i never will forget those nights, i wonder if it was a dream.

 

Today was pretty good! The talent show was awesome! My favorites were: Danielle, Chris rapping, The Tony Band and Constance’s song! I LOVED THOSE! It was an awesome talent show though!! 🙂 ❤ And afterwards, me, Jeff and Jeska went to Monroe and it actually bored us… we couldn’t find any people. Except gay guys!! HAHA SCARY! They were all holding hands and stuff! Grrroooossssssss. I was going to buy my Puddle of Mudd CD but it was like 20 dollars..so I was going to buy the hootie and the blowfish greatest hits..until the worker there was rude and we left!

Afterwards we went to JJ’s and hung out with his little brothers for like two hours. We ran around outside with footballs, jumped on the trampoline and Jeff & Tanner climbed a tree! AWE! 🙂 It was great! I LOVE Tanner and Quinn! They’re my new lil brothers! About 8 or so, we left and went riding and ended up eating apples and carmel at the courthouse. And a prisoner talked to us through his cell window! He was like PSSSSSSSSST! HEY HEY HEY! And it was scary! So we ended up back at JJ’s playing super smash brothers while trying to wake up Quinn!

So yeah I’m REALLY sleepy! I talked to Spiffy today! lol Like 8 minutes! Jeska’s fault, of course. She calls people at the most random times. :] Anyway, it’s late so I’m gone! Have a good weekend!!!!!!!

Smell the summer breeze,
feel the fresh air sweep you away;
forget about tomorrow, yesterday, & today.

You know, I’m sitting here listening to The Whipping Boy Show. And Griffin is leaving. And it’s just..soo…sad. And, they’ve been saying so much on here today..that just makes me want to cry and I’ve already shed a few tears.. but they said something that really got me.

They said, “Don’t let it be icky and awkward. Savor it. Savor it while you’ve still got it.”

And that is what I shall live by.