And if when it start to storm
We’ll roll the windows down
And feel the rain in our face
And let the wind blow us away

I thought I’d say a few words since it’s been a couple days since I’ve written anything of importance.

I went to the movies last night with the posse. It was the first posse Monroe trip with just the four of us and noone else. I had a lot of fun. I love my kids. =] The ride home certainly was interesting. Made me laugh and ‘cuz it was just like the first time..except we were more grown up and gave more grown up answers. Man, I’ve grown up so much even since March. But anyway, I just started thinking once we got to Columbia and I didn’t like the things I was coming up with…so I was just having a bad night and I spent the majority of it crying like a little emo girl and fighting with the people I love the most. But everything is okay. I realized a lot of stuff last night and I’m going to become a better person for it. Oh yes, we saw Happy Feet and it was THE NUMBER ONE ANIMATED MOVIE OF THE YEAR! hehe.. But it was a GREAT movie and I laughed so hard…I LOVE ME SOME MEXICAN PENGUINS!

I went to Monroe with Sam ‘n Seth tonight and had a good time. We spent a lot of time at Walmart and we ate at El Chico. Then, we went and saw Stranger Than Fiction. It was so odd, lol. But I mean, I liked it..it just had a kinda lame story line..but I liked it a lot. ❤ And WE LISTENED TO CHRISTMAS MUSIC!!! I love Delilah!!

Now I’m just sitting here..and I really need to talk to Jeska or Jeff, but it’s too late to call either of them. Hm, tomorrow we’re having Thanksgiving dinner at church. And then I’m cleaning out Rachel’s room, I reckon. I really need to go buy Christmas presents. Speaking of presents, I found Jeff’s birthday card today..but I have to go back and buy it!! I didn’t tonight because I was afraid they’d get mad at me. But anyway, GO ME. Two movies in two days!! Tomorrow, if I have time, I’m going to watch the second and third Harry Potter movies. :] Maybe I’ll read more tonight. I’m on the fourth book and I’m loving it so far!! ❤ Well, mucho LOVE! xoxo, hil*

“My heartbeat was louder than the sound of my steps to your door. You’re cold, but you’re beautiful. You’re a mess, but I like it that way. If you’re always looking for reasons not to be with someone, you find them. But at some point, you just have to let go & give your heart what it deserves.” —One Tree Hill

I’m going to the movies!!!!

There is never a time or place for true love
it happens accidentally, in a heartbeat, in a single, flashing, throbbing moment
* Sarah Dessen *

Oh, goodness. Everything is good. Life is beautiful. There ain’t no doubt that God’s been good to me. (Song I’m listening to at the moment. It’s Keith Urban. Yeesh.) But still, it’s true. I’m a very happy girl today. I know that there are some crazy things going on, but there -always- are. I’m really happy. I finally realized that God has control of this junk.

Today was pretty slow. Chemistry is confusing me badly. But I found out that I’m going to have an A on my report card in Chemistry AND in Advanced Math and I was definitely proud of myself for working this 6 weeks. ‘Cuz everybody knows I hate working at school. We’re doing some really easy law of sin and cos stuff in there and I actually get it. Sociology is still a joke and Coach Cross tried to make us WORK yesterday. He won’t be there tomorrow and I hope he really does have a test. … Spanish, Journalism, English, American History…nothing matters anymore. You need to email me so I can check it in Journalism so I won’t be BORED like always. noshoesgirl08@aol.com

I’m still hatin’ on a couple people and revenge is sweet even if Benjamin Franklin says its not. But, I’m being a good girl. hehe. Hrmmm..something to say. Yesterday, I was thinking about Steph and I IM’d her today and she had her baby on Friday and it’s the prettiest baby girl ever. I’m so excited and jealous!! hehe.

Well, I have church tomorrow and I promised JJ I’d be there. Plus, I have to be at school at 7:30 in the morning for bible study. Our youth group is so bizzare with their ideas sometimes. Hrm…we’re singing a song for the christmas play at church..It’s here I am to worship and joy to the world mixed…its CRAZY and high. Well, I’m out. I love you guys.

Rain, Smurfs & Fairytales, xoxo, hil*

Maybe that’s what I’m starting to realize
the pain is temporary, but the connections
we make, they last forever, & change our
lives in ways that we’re not even aware of
* Dawsons Creek *

Life is great, but I don’t have timeeee for this.

Call me late and we’ll catch up.

I miss my Sambo!

I’m doing great today.

As I sit here at 1:40 am on the first Friday night I’ve been up this late on in a while, the only pain I’m feeling is physical. It’s not emotional or mental tonight. And that is the best feeling.

I had a really fun night. Caldwell lost to Cecilia 42-22 but it was an okay game. I rode up there and back with Jeska, Jeff & Joseph and I had so much fun. We sang and acted like a buncha crazy fools and drank red bull and played the question game and IT WAS GREAT! Everything was fun and enjoyable.

My knee is like ripped open…..lol. See what happened…was we all got out of the truck at the school and were running to the other vehicles.. Well, I noticed Jeff was gonna get in Josephs truck and drive away…so I ran over there…slipped..and FELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It hurt pretty badly…but I never slowed down. I hit the ground, jumped up and dived in the truck. Then I noticed I was bleeding….EVERYWHERE. My left hand, right arm and right knee…..POURED BLOOD. And I had to clean myself up in a McDonalds bathroom all by my lonesome. lol

People who’ve made me smile a whole lot today:

Jeska

Jeff

Kirsten

Joseph

Meaghan

Samantha

Kathleen

Monica

Arlene

+We are the pirates who don’t do anything+

 

Hrm…I’m going to Monroe tomorrow with Sam. Gonna have a Sam-Hilary bonding day. And I’m buying Jeff’s present. I MISS MY SAMBO!! I can’t WAIT!

❤ HILARY

They say it has to get worse before it gets better.

Hey, when will the better start?

Church was fun tonight. JJ & Jathen make me laugh. Forrrrr real.

I heard lots of stuff about being emo tonight. Or faking emo. Posers…something silly.

I’m talking to Jeff. It’s gonna be okay soon enough. Maybe.

The phantom of the opera is there..inside my mind.

Let’s just take one more ride; you & me.
We can laugh, sing, and joke just like old
times – like nothing ever went wrong &
no hearts were ever broken.

&& you remind me of a special song
I used to be in love with

I’m scared I’ll miss the way we used to talk &

if it’s all forever lost, I don’t want to know.

I’m scared that you’re the one that got away

& I want you here tonight. ❤

isn’t that where fire comes from?
can a nice, safe relationship be that intense?

i know it sounds nuts but part of me believes

that real love & passion goes

hand & hand with pain & fighting
* Buffy the Vampire Slayer *

 

🙂

 

I won’t cross these streets until you hold my hand.

 

❤

 

Someone save me if you can.

 

It’s okay right now. I got pretty down today….but I’m okay. I got some good friend time today…but you know whats goin on. Shoooooo, it’s crazy.

 

Well, I’m on the phone so I’m outttttt. Catchayalata.

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Kiss the rain..whenever you need me..kiss the rain.

I’m very happy.

But life sucks.

What’s the deal?

Christmas is in almost a month…I’m SO not ready..but I am mentally! 🙂 BRING IT ON!!

KISS THE RAIN

It’s been a beautiful day.

I bought a record. It’s Janis Joplin..and it’s amazing. Jeff bought a couple and Jeska bought one. When we got home, we sat around out in the building and listened to them and it was beautiful! Stairway to Heaven on vinyl…amazing. I just had a fun day. We sang loudly in the car…

Our little group has always been and always will until the end.

Kurt Cobain…oh, what a smart kid he was.

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So I met a lot of random old people today who made me smile. Antique Alley is the BESTTTTT.

“If you remember the sixties, you probably weren’t there.”

“PINKERDINKLE!” lol….best line all day. Err, it’s perdinkle. hahah…I love my kids.

Church tomorrow! I’m just ready to see Sam!!! Yay for church! I havent done my Ex. God all week. I never do.

Two weeks and we’re out for Thanksgiving.

Oh, the things they won’t ever know. We’ll be angels in your eyes for ever.

No, we’re never gonna quit
Ain’t nothing wrong with it
Just acting like we’re animals
No, no matter where we go
‘Cause everybody knows
We’re just a couple of animals

Life is going to be okay.

In fact, I’m giving it to God and I’m not even worried anymore.

Such a long day tomorrow. But I’m excited.

Who is it? No answer. Who is it? There’s no answer. Who IS IT? They’re not sayin’ anything!