WOO-HOO! It’s been real and it’s been…REALLL FUN!

Yesterday was fun stuff. Hung out with Sam & Jeska..then watched Roy’s church band practice for 1-2 hours which was AWESOME! Then I came home and slept and did random things.. Later I went back over to Jeska’s and went to our spot with her and Jeff..and had so much fun. We looked at the stars and talked about..so much stuff…life, friendship, God, Heaven…so much. It was really good to talk to them two.. I’ve missed our philisophical talks. So yeah..when I woke up yesterday morning, I had never seen a shooting star and when I lay down to sleep last night, I could say I’ve seen four. They were..beautiful..amazing shooting stars… It made me so happy. Sam left me a comment yesterday talking about my friendship with my lil posse..and she said that sometimes it seems like we have the friendship that only exists in books.. For so long..that is what I prayed for..what I honestly desired..and I got it. I have a friendship that you could write a book about. They are -amazing- kids! hehe.

I really do love these kids; our long conversations,
little arguments, endless smiles, stupid jokes,
and you know.. pretty much everything about them.

Friends are the ones that prove if
you had nothing else in the world
except them .. you’d still have it all.

I woke up at 6 this morning to make the contemporary service at Columbia Heights at 8:30 and I did make it. The only youth there was theirs and ours..but it was nice. We won’t lose faith..definitely not. The band did SO good. Anyway, Meaghan came and got us and took us to OBBC and that was good, too. I looove my Jesus. Then we ate at Francis’ and it was -gooooooood-. :] Now i’m playing around on Myspace. I have to memorize this espanol dos stuff…I’m having a hard time. BLAHHHH!

SAM…I love you SO much! I can’t wait to come see u this weekend! *MUAH* FUNNN TIMES!

shes my other half
my sidekick on the side
were just like sisters
partners in crime
where she is,
i`m not far behind
if shes in danger,
then my life too is on the line

F R I E N D S
a seven letter word.
that i couldnt live seven seconds without

i want someone who won’t care that
i never wear shoes,
that I’m incapable of staying still,
that I can’t grasp the concept of cleaning
Someone who realizes that half the decisions I make, I’ll regret and
I have the right to over-react at any given moment.
I want someone who knows I’m insane and they wouldn’t want me any other way.

The key to life ;; be weird
take random pictures
Do something no one else would expect
you to do. talk to someone you
never would. be someone people
think you aren’t. show who you
really are. don’t hide under your smile.

 

this girl, music is her life.
it was there with her through all the
drama, the breakups, the fights with her friends.
ask her to name her favorite song, she’ll name ten.
all she needs to do is put on her headphones.
don’t even doubt me for a second.

Woo…yesterday was a blast.

I went to the game with my hoessss. And I saw James…*ahhh!* lol. Scared me to death. Litterally..almost had a freakin HEARTATTACK! lol. But yeah, we won the game 56-0..it was NIIIIIICE! And I was pretty much…CRAZY hyper towards the end of the game. Im talking about that kind of hyper that by the end of the night you feel like you’re gonna pass out! Seriously! So that was nice. Plus, I got to hang out with Sam! And like everybody else in the world..I love em!!

I went to the band room to find Jeff..and I stepped on a rusty nail! It hurt really, really bad. BUT I DIDNT CRY! lol. Soooooo I spent my whole morning at ER getting a tetanus shot! Sad stuff. First time I’ve ever been to ER! Go me!

The posse found a new spot…….and I’m definitely in love with it!

Fun stuffffffff<3

Wow…I was actually reading over my old entries from this time last year. Man..was I ever emo! Thank God that I’m a happy girl!  Life is actually fantabulous! This week has been pretty cool. I haven’t really worried about anything..It’s like..I wake up..do my devo.. go to school and do absolutely nothing and then get home..get on myspace…go to youth revival…cram for tests..do my experiencing God..go to bed way too late and wake up way too early, lol. But now that youth revival is over (i’m pretty sad!) I can get some homework done and stuff. I just feel like church is SO much more important! lol. I even got to study a reasonable amount for Chemistry! And the tests I didn’t study for..got postponed. It was pretty awesome. I think God thinks church is more important, toO! hehe. By the way, definitely fell in love with two guys from One Way…<3 Me & Sarah are gonna share ’em!

I’ve been thinking -a lot- this week. I know, I know..what a bad idea! But it’s been good thinking, I reckon. Mostly about relationships. Seeing guys like Dusty from One Way just make me SO ready to find that good Christian guy that God has in store for me!! But I know I can’t be sooo anxious..I have to be patient. I always remember the thing I heard from Julie once..about looking at the sun and running into the trees. That has forever affected my life. Yay Jesus!

Well, church rocked hardcore this week. One guy got saved..and it was worth it! And it was really awesome praying at the alter with my brothers and sisters. I love my youth group -so- much. Oh yeah..one night this week..I felt really alone. I felt like none of my friends were dedicated enough..nobody would go to revival and I just didn’t understand…well..I went that night by myself and met up with Amber ‘n Haley ‘n Seth ‘n Meredith and everybody..and Jordan got up and gave a lil speechy type thing and I just realized how NOT alone I am! I have all of these Christians at my school with me EVERY DAY!!!! It’s SO comforting! ❤ I looove my JESUS!!

Enjoy yourself. These are the good old days you’re going to miss in the years ahead. —Anonymous

Well Im out! Remember me in your prayers! I love you all so much!

September 9, 2006

Yeah, I know….the only thing I ever blog about is my friends. Well, I can’t help it! lol. The reason why I’m blogging is partly because I had a really amazing night last night and I had a “blog moment.” But mostly I’m blogging because the moment was noticed by someone other than me as a “blog moment.” So yesterday was pretty much full on fun stuff. Me and Jeska got the gator stuck in a field…and then we jammed to Mangham with everybody…..We won the game…and we rode back with just us 5. (Meaning the posse and my Sarahbethhh.) So it was a great night. So we’re riding home with the windows down..and we turn on Freebird and it just turns amazing. No lie! AMAZING! And I was pretty much dazed..singing and thinking about a whole lot of stuff I didn’t needa be thinking about..and Jeff got in the back seat with us and we just all sang and had a “moment.” And it made me smile..so I needed to share!

We had Jeska-Hilary-Roy fun time today! We missed Jeff though!! So anyway, I don’t really have anything to say..but I love my friends! And I love reuniting with old friends! Yay for friends! But my posse = a whole lot better than your friends..so get over it!

 

Friendship is certainly the finest balm for the pangs of disappointed love.
Jane Austen

The purpose of life is to fight maturity.
Dick Werthimer

It’s the friends you can call up at four a.m. that matter.
Marlene Dietrich

Autumn is a second spring when every leaf is a flower.
Albert Camus

You can’t deny laughter; when it comes, it plops down in your favorite chair and stays as long as it wants.
Stephen King

…..:::::Update for today:::::…..

Life is up again. I was upset about not going to the concert and Jeff told me to pray about it.. so God showed me why I couldn’t go and now I’m back high on life and God! WOO! Church was fantabulous today and I’m going to eat taco salad now!! They’re having a youth revival at First Baptist in Columbia if anybody wants to gooo! *LOVE*

I’m so depressed. Life hates me. I need Aaron Lewis….

❤

Let’s disappear, gotta jet out of here.
Feel the wind across our face.
We’ll have some fun, gonna dance on the run.
It’s a perfect day to break away.
It don’t matter what we do, as long as i’m with you.

Hey..I know it’s been ages. Life has been SO busy though. I’ve been on myspace a lot, too. But you guys don’t understand..I’ve been SO stressed out about school and everything. I’m way better, but I’m semi-stressing about the concert. Not sure if ima be able to make it and i’m upset about it a whole lot. I was really looking forward to seeing Hinder….yeah, double suck for me.

i`m staring at your photograph
remembering each moment you made me laugh
i never thought this would end this way
& i still miss you to this very day

Yesterday was freakin’ awesome. Me & Jeska had some major bondingish time and it was GREAT. We went fourwheeler riding and ended up over on the pipeline and we just sat in the grass and talked for a long time. It got really cool last night..so I wore my hoodie =] It was exciting! We’re so excited about Autumn. It’s my fave month! I’m in LOVE with fall <3333333

Since the last time I updated, I was “written up.” Two tardies for Mr. Foy’s class…shoot me. It wasn’t even my fault. Mr. Christman hates me or something. And, I hate stupid teachers, btw. Life hates me. Im not even gonna lie. It really blows. Oh well, I’m outttttt.

 

 

=]

The concert was AMAZING!!!!

Revelation Theory, SOiL, Three Days Grace & Staind! And me, Jeska, and Rachel..as close as can be. Life couldn’t have been any more perfect!

Revelation Theory was GREAT! And HOTT! I really enjoyed them. Jeska caught their drumstick!!

SOiL was like second best out of all four. They put on a really awesome show. The lead singer stepped on my HAND! See, he jumped onto the rail I was holding onto..and yeah, HAND FOOT CONTACT! Then he shifted over to Rachel’s hand, aha. No blood though =] Then he got on the rail a second time and stood on a guy’s shoulder..It was so funny. I was holding his foot so he wouldn’t fall..and then Jeska touched his butt..and got in TROUBLE! ❤ But we got water and the set list from him!! Oh yes!

3daysgrace..as you all know..is a REALLY awesome band..so I’m not disagreeing with that, but the show wasn’t as great as I expected from them. “I Hate Everything About You” was AMAZING though!! I CAUGHT HIS WATER BOTTLE AND DRANK AFTER HIM!!!! <333333333333 woo. SUCHAhottie.

Staind was….beautiful. I almost cried..it was just such a good show..even though he wasn’t jumping around and everything..it was perfect. “Everything Changes” was AMAZING!! =] I caught two guitar picks, but gave one to the Sam guy behind me because he helped keep me alive all night! I swear, I was SO lucky to have him and Peigen! I was lucky to be in a group of nice people..because sometimes, people SUCK.

I am SOOO sore though. And, it’s really pretty funny. My muscle on my right arm…is…a little bigger than my left. Yeesh. And my neck is killing me..and my back..and legs…and arms..and everything. I LOVE IT! 🙂 You know!! The only thing that sucked..was the “staff.” I wanted to SLAPAOLDMAN! ❤ So, all in all…great concert! And as I always say..I’M READY FOR MY NEXT!

HIIII!

LIFE IS GREAT!

Yesterday was freaking awesome!! lol. I had just a really awesome day. I got sick for like two hours, but then I was SOOOO HYPER. lol. Everything we did last night was just RANDOM and I loved it. The game was GREAT.. We won baaaaad. like 26-0 or something. And I got to sit with the greatest people EVER! Ohh yeah..we sat with Ashley and her baby for a while..and AWWWWW! I want a baby SO bad! lol. Anywho, after the game we walked over to the band room and talked to Mrs. Folds and then hung out in there for a while..finally left and went to Kirsten’s for a minute..and then went to the Graveyard park..woo buddie. That was freakin SCARY! Never go anywhere like that with JEFF or ROY! lol. When we left there, we met up with Kirsten & Sarah and went up to the boat docks..and played like freaking 5 year olds. We threw rocks and just went CUH-RAZY! lol. But when we got there…me & Jeska were laying in our spot..upside down on the side by side slides…and Roy was laying horizontally on top of us and we were talking..and Jeska was like “What are we gonna do after high school?” And Roy was like…”I’d like to say I have it all planned out..but I don’t.. I don’t know what’s gonna happen..but, I do know..there will always be a waffle house.” AWWWWWWW! My friends are the best!!!! 🙂 Well I’m out..but TODAY IS MY SISTER’S 24th BIRTHDAY! YAY! Happy Birthday to mah sistahh!! ❤

 

So, I’m thinking…this is gonna be the hardest year of my life. aha Just kidding, but seriously. I’m buckling down..doing HOMEWORK..haha what is wrong with me? So…my classes..

1st hour: Chemistry: Mr. Foy: ..best class ever! I really enjoy it!

2nd hour: Advanced Math: Mr. Hillman: It’s gonna be a good class..I can feel it.

3rd hour: Sociology/Psychology: Coach Cross : Oh goodness…we have fun, but it’s pathetic.

4th hour: Spanish 2: Senora Rucker : Its gonna be fun, but not as great as last year!

5th hour: JOURNALISM: Nikki Jonessss: Best thing ever. Always. 🙂

6th hour: English 3: Bordelon: Yeesh. Boring. I’ll get through it.

7th hour: American History : McIlwain : Can you say *YAWN*? Blahhzzz..

It’s not so bad though…I’m gonna pass this year…fo shizzle. GO ME! Prayers needed as always!!

❤  HILARY

So, i’m sitting here in Jeska’s room. It’s about 9:15 am. At 8 this morning, I was woken up by two of my best friends in the entire world (Jeska ‘n Jeff). They had gone to McDonalds and gotten me pancakes. =] It was SO sweet! They are entirely the best things ever. :o) Well anyway, I’m sitting here in the dark listening to the washing machine..and “I’ll be seeing you” by Billie Holiday. Jeska & Jeff are asleep to my left..and it’s precious. So as I was sitting here..I was just thinking..this is one of those “moments”..one of those moments that I’ll look back on….no matter what is going on in my life..and I can honestly know in my heart..that everything I’m working for…is worth it.

Another moment…was two days ago.. After Roy had gotten hurt, we were painting..and pretty much worried about him.. Well, I hadn’t been painting much…but I had just started…and all three of us were painting and “Time of your Life” by Green Day came on..and we danced around and sang and painted..and it was priceless.

So, just a word to ya.. Life is absolutely insane sometimes..it’s busy and everybody is rushing around. There’s heartache and trials and pain… But never get too busy..to have moments like these…because when you’re having hardships in your life…these little moments get you through. Always remember..it’s the little things.

❤ ❤ ❤ Hilary Dilary Dock ❤ ❤ ❤ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!