I love how nobody notices when I don’t write and stuff. No comments at all. My entries are WORTHLESS!

I’m headed to Tennessee on Monday morning at 4. I’m excited, but I’m really nervous.. I need this though more than anything. I’m gonna miss Jeska, Jeff ‘n Roy oh-so-much. But I’m ready to go. I need an adventure with mah Sam!

Had a cookout tonight and all in all, it was a success. Cant believe I’m leaving for a week. I do not like this ONE BIT! But i’m going and a part of me is really excited. *sigh* PRAY FOR ME, YOU!

I got the Plain White T’s CD with Hey, There Delilah on it and i’m obsest. ❤ haha OBSEST!! Yay. I’m gone now.

So, I think it pretty much stormed last night and I loved it. Me ‘n Jeska were addicted to SIMS for two days. YEAH! I made a whole new neighborhood today. lol ANYWAY. We went to Monroe earlier and saw You, Me & Dupree and it was good for a laugh. I liked it, but it wasn’t GREAAT but it was good. I LOVE Kate Hudson! Plus..I got SUBWAY, COFFEE and MY NAILS DONE AGAIN! Now I feel COMPLETE!

I talked to Sam tonight. She’ll be coming home on Saturday. I miss herr!! But she’s having tunzofunzo in Orlando. Fuge is in a couple days and I’m NERVOUS!!

I’m going to the dermatologist (sp?) tomorrow and I’m nervous about that too. I HATE doctors! *sigh* But then I’m having a cookout type thing and it should be fun. I took up journaling again, yo. I think that’s why I’m running out of things to say.

PEACE!

 

It’s actually been a really good day.

I hung out with Jeska, Jeff ‘n Roy all day!!! WOOO! It’d been way too long since the ORIGINAL group has been together.. I’ve got to say that’s the way I like it most..just us 4. SO guess what! WE GOT IN A WRRRECCCKKK! hehe..Some lady hit us, yo! At CITGO in Monroe or wherever. It was HILARIOUS..but really sad. But everybody was A-OKAY! So we sat inside Citgo FOREVER since we couldn’t come out with the cops there since we were sitting illegally! Hey, I can’t help we don’t own a MINI-VAN! lol…So we just mainly hung out all day. We had this err…fight..with some…SPRITE. Hehe..Totally by mistake, too. Oh Lordy, mah friends are @m@zin’. So like Jeska said…”Normal people are so boring..and really crazy people, they’re scary, but when you’re insane like us…, it’s just cool.” We walked around on the road forever..and then we walked Roy home. Gosh..there’s nothing better than us being together!

So, everything is mainly settled, I think. No more problems for a while!!!!! AND WE’RE GOING TO SEE STAIND AND 3DAYSGRACE ON AUG. 29TH! Oh yes, get excited! lol. Well, i’m definitely about to go. BE BACK SOON!

<3333

“Life is 10% of what you make it and 90% how you take it“

Don’t worry about the world coming to an end today,
it’s already tomorrow in Australia

my friends rock. youre so jealous. end of story.

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W E R E  B E S T F R I E N D S  F O R E V E R
& & T H E R E S  N O  D O U B T  A B O U T  I T .

so lets lie in the grass
and stare at the stars
live through the moment
& figure out who we are

i’m just a summer girl.
i wear my flipflops.
when i let my hair down,
that means that the party starts.
who needs a boyfriend?
i got my girl friends.
when we get together,
the summer never ends.

 

Do you feel you have nothing to offer? You are a vessel of God’s light. You do not need to work at it; just shine! What is inside will be seen by everyone.

Yesterday, I read ALL day long. This Lullaby by Sarah Dessen…oh its awesome!

I’m going back to Monroe today..Bout to call Jeff so see yall. ❤

Life is SO much better. God intervened..and it’s GOOD. Like, getting better by the minute! I HAD TACO BELL FOR LUNCH! Aaaaaaand, I got to hang out with Roy today! And talk to Sam on the phone for the majority of the day! lol My girl is currently in FLORIDA!! lol. Pray for herrr, kk?

Hmm, Brad Mount came out to the church tonight and it was nice. I got to hold Lilly! Awwww! But she wanted Angie so bad, I gave her up! haha. Im so glad Angie came tonight, too and brought mah kids! And I got a strawberry slush at the end of the day and listened to Freebird in the dark. So, it’s just been a really awesome day.

Sam sent me some pics earlier. One is of this crazy girl with scissors in her mouth..and Sam said “that’s the kind of people you’ll be working with one day.” And she just looked so cold and fearless…but also SO scared. So then I lookd at the next pic she sent and it’s of this girl with short black hair wearing a strapless black shirt and a cross necklace..and she’s hugging herself. And she looks SO sad. So I said in reply, ” See, THAT, my friend..is who I wanna help. I wanna help those poor little girls who need help..so badly. Ones who think life is NOTHING good. Ones who have nobody to love them so they turn to Eating Disorders, self destruction or drugs. I wanna help them..I wanna love them. They say you shouldnt get too attached in places like those. But I want my facility to be one of LOVE and COMPASSION and JESUS.”

So anyway, i’m going to go eat carrots and celery now! Night guys! Keep the prayers going!

Me ‘n my two best girls in the entire world!

Me & Seth being gangster..Jeska being..white.!

Me ‘n mah girl<3

…may your greatness fall on me..

So I didn’t stay with Sam tonight. Oh well. Today was MUCH better than planned. Still not sure what’s in store for the next few days-weeks-month. I’ll most likely find out Monday or Tuesday, though. Anyway, it’s getting better. All glory to God, of course. I ate at Churches Chicken for dinner tonight. Talk about bland! I did get a free drink though. Even if it still tasted like pool water. Right as I arrived home from my first venture to Ro-town, I started back. Me, Mom ‘n Rachel went and saw The Lake House and it was GREAT! I really enjoyed it. It could’ve had a more intense ending though. So, then, I went to the West Monroe Walmart, right? Ok..

THAT was an experience. THE COMPUTERS SCREWED UP! We couldn’t check out for like 30 minutes and we waited forever! We finally did get to check out though and there were two black girls in front of us. *sigh* Two black girls talked crap about me & my sister! haha..They kept looking and whispering..it was SO annoying. Then, she asked us if she could smell our soap…and I looked at her like she was CRAZY..and Rachel ignored her..AND SHE SMELLED IT ANYWAY! Gosh, people just do NOT smell my soap without permission! *huffs n puffs* Like my mom said, “I usually wouldn’t consider myself racist, but they were about to mess with the WRONG white woman tonight! I am NOT in the mood!”

Fact of the day: They were like auctioning off a date with Jessica Biel. Said she was the “sexiest woman alive”. Wasn’t she great in I’ll be home for Christmas ? Heck yes! Best movie ever!

heart disease..

DON’T BE A PEOPLE-PLEASER, BE A GOD-PLEASER!!

I’m going to Monroe again today…*sigh*

My wonderful Samantha Anne stayed with me last night! We had a big time! Woo-hoo! lols. We didn’t really do much..we talked..we sat online..we went to the tanning bed..we had fun just being together!

Oh my GOSH, I have GOT to go.. I’m going to Monroe in 4 minutes and then I’ll go to Sam’s afterwards to spend the last night she’s here with her..See yall.

Above all else, guard your heart, for it affects everything you do. Proverbs 4:23

Let’s see. Today sucked, too! Well, I woke up at 730..and then at 10 and around 12, we went to Johnny’s..me ‘n my mom ‘n sister. I saw Will! Hiii! haha. Thenn, I went to Monroe and did some neccessary things.

So….the only good thing about this week is I finally made up my mind about what I wanna do when I grow up. But I have to start planning now. It’s going to take ALOT of time and planning.

..Tomorrow is going to be worse.

Bye bye. ❤ Hil

No matter what;
we’re gonna stick together.
’cause when i said best friends;
i meant forever.

Sometimes you just gotta be weird.
Go against the crowd and act stupid.
Laugh till you cry and
cry till you can’t feel the pain.
Don’t listen to what other people say.
You know you’re being yourself
and that’s all that counts.
Don’t worry what they will think about you.
Your true friends will stay by you.
So just be yourself.

& everytime I needed her she was there…
                                     no matter where or when..it didnt matter
                              She knows just how to make it better
                       & make my sky a little brighter
                                     Knows just what to say to make me smile…
                                     I hope that someday i can be
                                     at least half of the friend she’s been to me…
                                     nobody can compare…
                                     //\ my BEST FRIEND //\you know who you are<3!

Here’s to the crap we talk, the
boys we stalk, the way we shop, the
laughs we cant stop. The gossip we spill,
and the looks that could kill. We’ll stay
together, all through the years…best friends forever.

 

Dance in your underwear;
Run through the sprinklers;
Act weird with your best friend;
& just be crazy;;cause life is
too short to be normal

I’D AGREE WiTH THE DiCTi0NARY
girls before guys ;
partying before studying
& friends before love ❤

 

iUSeDTObENORMaL
UNTiL i MET THESE LOSERS i NOW
CALL MY BEST FRiENDS  

 

 

 

 

Yes, kids, I’m fine. It doesn’t have much to do with me and that’s why it’s confidential.. Sorry. Will ‘n Kylie, we’ll do something ASAP..but a lot is going on right now..too much to think about. Don’t worry about it.

I miss Sam already and she’s not even at Disneyworld yet!!

Such a lonely day…and it’s mine…the most loneliest day of my life.

❤ HiL

..Send me..

Don’t hide your feelings from the Lord. Genuinely express your fears and needs to him; then ask for help. God deserves your honesty! He will meet you where you are.

…….Today was horrible. HORRIBLE. But it’ll get better, i’m sure of that. Thanks to my constant comforting friends ‘n God…i’m all set. Just keep up the prayers. Please. Thank you guys so much.

Let’s see….there’s nothing else to write about..come on.. oh well.