Author: shoesluvsjesuschrist

….I will trust in you….

…and I will not be afraid…


I had an AMAZING time at the lake!


I got to spend from 3 full days with my super cool family. It was so much fun! hehe. The first day there, I fell off a bike and skinned my knee all up..aha.. It was so Hilary of me. ❤


So let’s see, I rode a bike everyday..great exercise..and I fished!!! YAY FOR FISHING! Aaaaandddd….I did a buncha other stuff I can’t remember…but the most fun..was …..HIDE & SEEK…..!!!!! Omg, it was so much fun. Me ‘n Maurly always hid together…and we’d get all hid ‘n stuff…and it’d be real quiet and we’d start laughing about something completely random or we’d hit our heads or she’d say..”uhh…i gotta pee.” lol. Me & Maurly are SO much fun! ❤


I got home earlier and I ran over to Rachel’s and we watched the end of that European Gigalo movie…blahhs. I love my sister ‘n my brother-in-law!! They got me a tshirt from Jamaiiiica!! It says….get this…JAMAICA! ahah! *sMoOchEs*


That is clouds reflecting in the lake..isn’t it gorgeous?


Maur, Nee, Adam ‘n Uncle Kevin


Me ‘n Neely being a little bit cooler than you.


My baby girl!! Mud much?AWWWW! Me & my baby! 3 of the best people ever!


*smoooooooches*

I dare you to tell me to walk through fire, I dare you to tell me

I dare you to.


Hiiiii. It’s already 4:00! I’ve been at Rachel’s by myself all morning. I watched Radio and cried my EYES out….then started Wedding Crashers but haven’t finished it yet. I think ima stay over there tonight. I just had to come home to get ready for the LAST PRODUCTION of my play! hehe. I FOUND MY CELLPHONE!! WOO-HOO! Thank ya Jesus! So, yeah, I’m def. going to the lake tomorrow with Aunt Dana, Uncle Kevin ‘n the kids…i’m pretty excited. But kinda sad cuz I miss my sister and that means two extra days not seeing her since she’s coming home Monday and I wont be here until Wednesday evening! I gotta go get my nails filled in soon…and maybe I can go tan tonight. We were supposed to go walk this morning, but Sam had to clean and I slept ’til 12:30, lol. Well, i’m about to goooo…but here are some lyrics…Good song. Kenny Chesney is AWESOME! <33 Hilary


 


“Like Me”

Drivin’ down the road again
A highway that never ends
Takin’ naps in my old car
Singin’ in guitar bars
Killin’ time with cafe queens
And truckers playin’ slot machines
I meet a lot of wannabes
Dreamin’ big and livin’ free like me

Charlie runs the Produce Shack
Livin’ in a van out back
Sellin’ peas and homemade syrup
Cantaloupes and Elvis shirts
Braggin’ on future plans
With whiskey breath and shaky hands
I meet a lot of wannabes
Dreamin’ big and livin’ free like me

Wearin’ wrinkled travelin’ clothes
To another one-night show
‘Cause that’s where I was born to be
Have guitar, will travel light
Here today and gone tonight
Playin’ this lifetime lottery

Here’s to faces I have seen
A carnival of those who dream
Rodeos seekin’ fame
Table dancers I can’t name
Willie T. in Abilene
Karaoke’s all-time king
And every six string wannabe
Dreamin’ big and livin’ free like me

Wearin’ wrinkled travelin’ clothes
To another one-night show
‘Cause that’s where I was born to be
Have guitar, will travel light
Here today and gone tonight
Playin’ this lifetime lottery

To every dreamer I have known
May Lady Luck take you home
I pray for every wannabe
Dreamin’ big and livin’ free like me
I pray for every wannabe
Dreamin’ big and livin’ free … like me

Livin’ free like me
Livin’ free like me
Livin’ free like me

I saw your face in a crowded place, but I don’t know what to do…

…cuz I’ll never be with you.


First night I’ve been home in a while….It’s kinda boring. I talked to my sister earlier! She’s having a good ole time down in Jamaica! hehe. Yay. So, I wanna go somewhere tonight.


The play wasn’t half bad. In fact, I really enjoyed it.. Thank goodness. God’s pretty awesome, dont you think? Nobody got saved tonight, but it was a very good production. Yay! I wish you all (who live in LA) would come tomorrow night at 7! It’s great. Bro Todd at the end said something that caught my attention. He said “One man begged to Jesus…one more day, one more time, one more chance…and others begged…but the thing that caught me was…Jesus never changed his mind.” So true. Everybody, get right. Tonight.


Hmmph, let’s see. I might be going to the lake with my aunt, uncle & 3 cousins on Sunday-Wednesday. Hope so..<3 Will be FUN if I do..fishing, biking, swimming, playing games, maybe..:)


So I think I left my cellphone at church tonight…on silent. I’ll never get it back. O yeah, I left my bridesmaid dress at the Holidome last Sunday. We gotta go up and get it tomorrow. I might go stay at Rachel’s all by myself tomorrow & tomorrow night. I’m just being random now.


I need a job. I want: the Teddy Geiger cd (dont make fun), some new clothes, new sunglasses, haircut ‘n highlights, 2nd hole in ears ‘n some more junk. Anybody wanna pay me? Okay, i’m done being random. But, if yall wanna call me tonight..try 7580898 ❤ *smooch*

Love them like Jesus..

I stayed at my Sambo’s again last night and it was funzo, TUNZO!! We didn’t go to bed until like 630 this morning. We had lots of fun though…esp. painting! Oh, how I love to paint me some Claritin commercials!!  And that chocolate dessert thing…twas great! We ran to village about 6 to get milk…aha it was cutesy. So we ate pancakes for breakfast…and biscuits..and eggs..and bacon…yum! Thank ya, Seth!


So, tonight is the dreaded play. Turns out, I have to be this chick who went to prom and Seth was my date…like my longtime relationship guy…and he never told me about Jesus…so anyway, we die and go to Judgement…and I go to the bad place. It’s so sad. It’s even sadder that I have NO emotion whatsoever so it’s VERY difficult for me to beg Jesus for a second chance..I HATE IT. *cry*


Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 1 Corinthians 13:4-5


I so love that. It’s gorgeous and so true. Mr. Keith read that at Rachel’s wedding and it’s so true. I mean, we have so many problems in this day & time b/c of this thing we call love. If you’re not a Christian, you have no idea what love is…this love that Jesus gives to us…it’s amazing.


No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it. 1 Corinthians 10:13


Being tempted is not a sin. Jesus was tempted…but he never sinned. The devil throws temptations at us every day, but with God’s help, we can resist…


I love you, Jesus.


<33 Hilary Dilary Dock


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Leave the lights on for me…

I’m in a pretty good mood today! Been eating me some dill pickles. Yum, yum! ❤ I need to take a shower so I’ll be ready for play practice. But i’m lazy. I think my last wisdom tooth is coming in on the top right and it hurts really badly. But when it’s in, they’re finished! I’m pretty freakin’ bored. All my girls are gone. Sam & Daniela are at work, Jeska’s in D.A., Sarah’s in TX, Arlene’s at Milldale, Rachel’s in Jamaica….*sadness*. I just miss my girls so much. But yeah, life is fun, you know it? So fun that i’ll leave you with tons of icons. *SMOOCH*


…::: Monica ‘ n Dawn :::… ~> You girls are GREAT! I love you both tons and I’ll be sending letters your way soon!



The ABC’s of Friendship



Accepts you as you are
Believes in “you”
Calls you just to say “HI”
Doesn’t give up on you
Envisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts)
Forgives your mistakes
Gives unconditionally
Helps you
Invites you over
Just because
Keeps you close at heart
Loves you for who you are
Makes a difference in your life
Never Judges
Offers support
Picks you up
Quiets your fears
Raises your spirits
Says nice things about you
Tells you the truth when you need to hear it
Understands you
Values you
Walks beside you
Xxoxoxoxxxoooxxoxo
Yells when you won’t listen and
Zaps you back to reality


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i so love that last one! lol GUESS WHAT? YOUR MOM! OO BURN!!


 

From the rising of the sun to the going down of the same

…the name of the Lord shall be praised.


Hi guys. I’ve been at Aunt Dana’s with the kids for the past two nights and now I’m sitting at my hoe’s house. It’s been a pretty lil laid back day.


I went and picked a gallon of blueberries this morning, woo to the hoo for me! $20 a gallon though! How lame! Last year they were only 10! So anyway, we went up to McDonalds and got breakfast and let the kids play for like an hour and a half…and then came home. I took like a 3 hour nap until 3:oo. Now i’m over here.


Me ‘n Seth went to play practice earlier and it’s a trip. aha…those silly people. Heaven is freaking awesome. I’m so scared I have to go to Hell tomorrow night! I loved Heaven! So much cheering! hehe…Well anyway, I should probably go now…but I love ya! Call me up sometime. 7581097! <33


Praise thee the Lord.. 

God’s gonna blow your clouds away…and make it a sunny day.

Hi guys! What’s uppp?


Yesterday was hardcore rockin’, yo. I went up to Grandmother’s and chilled with my family all day. It was sUper nice. ‘Cuz all yall know me & my family are cool like whoah. So I sat around with everybody talking for a while..and at one point, I fell asleep on the couch, but Chels woke me up and wanted me to go to Rachel’s with her…so I did that ‘n talked to the Kellys for a min. (thats weird to say!) Hmmm, we went back to Grandmother’s and looked at some pics on Chantea’s dig. camera! (AW!) The kids all ran around and made mud pies and had a blast. “Even if you did kick my butt, I’d still do some serious damage!” aha I love my cousins.


Me, Rach, Dock ‘n Mandee went to Monroe last night and ate at Lonestar! I had some crazy chicken ‘n noodle stuff w/ vegetables. The broccoli was SO good..oh buddy. Then we went and saw Fast and the Furious: Tokyo Drift. It was AMAZING! Oh, I loved it..times 29572. Seriously, guys. Go see it. NOW. I’ll go again, I promise!


Everybody left by the time I woke up today, except Adam. He’s staying with the family for about a week. I’m excited! Woop, woop!


NoShoesGirl08 [2:48 PM]:  it was super funny. but my aunt dancing was sooo  gross and hilarious and i loved it so much!
NoShoesGirl08 [2:48 PM]:  aha
NoShoesGirl08 [2:49 PM]:  my family is the shiz and nobody will change my mind!
CHSchristian09 [2:49 PM]:  haha I heard

CONGRATULATIONS! RACHEL & DOCK KELLY! JUNE 17, 2006!


It was our weaknesses he carried; it was our sorrows that weighed him down. Isaiah 53:4


I’m sitting here….I’m lonely.


What do we do now that the wedding is over? There was life before this wedding? I’m so washed away…I feel like crying every second. Everything is just so sad! But not exactly sad, I’m just so so so so happy…about like everything. You know? Hmmph. I guess I’ll letcha know how everything went down.


I woke up about 10 maybe and went and picked up my sister b/c she had to take a bubble bath at the trailer (aha.) So anyway, we went and got our hair done at 11:30 and thaaat was fun. No actually, she left my rollers on forever and my head was so weighed down..aha it was funny. Sooo then we went and got our make up done and that was eventful. I looked so funny..seriously. She so messed up my lipstick!!! BUT yeah we all looked gorgeous!!! We got to the church about 2:20 (supposed to be there at 2, hush!) and got all dressed and ready. It was HILARIOUS getting my sister into her dress!! We had so much fun w/ that. But there were SO many problems. My mom left the MUSIC at the house & we lost the fake garder..aha it was great. Everything finally worked out though. Pictures were nice & funzo, ya knows.


5:00…the wedding started and we walked in all slow & smiling (and me chomping on some gum, dont tell!) The whole ceremony was really beautiful, amazing, nice, whatever you wanna say, cuz it rocked hardcore. I cried during the slide show…but only b/c Katelyn was and I couldn’t hold it in any longer!! Bailey came bringing me tissue..hehe. So everybody knew I was crying! GR. hehe And our feet hurt like whoah.. I had 2 walk out w/ Jeff Glass & he was like I think my shoes are too small and I was like OWW MY FEET HURRRT! But yeah, it rocked. And omg, Sam saved the day w/ the whole music business! YAY! But awww, everybody came to the wedding! SO sweet! Aunt Lanette & their whole family came!


Reception was AMAZING.


The first dance was to “Simple Man” by Shinedown (the first song they ever danced to…AWW!) And then Dont Wanna Miss A Thing. Well, the wedding party had to dance to You & Me by Lifehouse.. I had to dance w/ Jared Finley. It was awkward to say the least. “You smell like cigarette smoke.” “I’m…sorry.” aha…kill me. My family danced all night long. It was SO funny when my mom & her sisters got out on the dance floor! But the sweetest dance..I promise..was the last one. It was “Time Of Your Life” by Green Day..and Rach, Nicole, Lanee’ & Dock all swayed together…it was beautiful! I ALMOST CRIED! Anyway, the wedding ‘n reception rocked hardccoooree. Cept me & Rachel left clothes in her car…so we were stuck in wedding dresses last night. Me & Sam ran 2 walmart to get some and when we got back, Ana was asleep so we ran around with Coty trying to find coke machines and then went to bed around 2:30. Joy.


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Now I’m here and it’s over. But i’m gone now. LOVE YALL! Thanks for the prayers, it went awesome.


We were filled with laughter, and we sang for joy. And the other nations said, “What amazing things the LORD has done for them.” Psalm 126:2


 


And by the way, everybody was drunk by midnight. Aha….score.

AHHHHHHHH!

Ok, so I lied.


Here’s how today is looking.


9:30–Hair appointment


11:00–Meet Monica for Slideshow


12:30–Be at Church


DECORATE CHURCH!!


3:45–Home to get  ready


5:00–Rehearsal @ church


6:30–Grayson Seafood


8:30–Bacholorette Party


 


I’ll see you guys tomorrow. *dies*

There’s nothing any better, I’ll be singin’ it forever!

She is running 100 miles an hour in the wrong direction…


Hiiiii. I’m sitting here jammin’ to some tunes and eating SALAD! YUM! Omigosh, you guys. Catalina dressing is the best thing EVER invented! (haha My mom just said “yeah” to the phone at the same time my music said “yeah!”…it was funny)


Then in walks Prince Charming and he knows just what to say…


So…I stayed with Jeska last night and we didn’t go to bed…lol. Her mom came home at 7 this morning and we went to the coffee shop and got awesome big trains & then came home…ate ’em…went to bed..haha. We slept til 4:00!!!! Surprised? NO! haha..So..we started True Love Waits at church tonight and it was SO much fun! I freaking loved it. I’m so looking forward to it every Wednesday! Well, except NEXT wednesday b/c I signed up for that play at Holum! I thought I should probably use my free time to do something for church, ya know? So…next Wed, Thurs & Fri nights will be busy at Holum.


Can’t get past her scarlet letter…and we’ve never even met her…


Omg, tomorrow is gonna be pretty busy. I have to wake up REALLY early and burn CDs and then at 9:30, i have a mock hair appointment with my mom. After THAT, we gotta go out to Mrs Monica’s to make a slideshow! Tomorrow night is the Rehearsal & Rehearsal Dinner at Grayson Seafood…  Friday will be ALL the last minute EVERYTHINGS and then we have a Bachelorette Party at Mrs Beth’s..  I don’t even wanna think about Saturday yet! I’m so ready to see my family though! -AND- see my sister happy & married! AWW! She’s gonna SO be beaming!


I was cryin’ when I met you, now I’m trying to forget you…


See you kids later!!!


I would offer you a warm embrace..to make you feel my love.


❤ Hil