Last night, my wonderful lil Kylie stayed with me at Rachel’s and we watched some movies until I fell asleep.

Today, we watched American Beauty. And i’m telling you, it’s CRAZY. Then we ate at Grayson Seafood ❤ I love me some Kylie.

Now im off to Jeskas…

Exit Hilary.

Easter is the bestest. aha I love me some Jesus!

 

‘n the Easter bunny got me the new Rascal Flatts cd!!! Oh yes! It’s REALLY good, too! I love it. Too much chocolate. By the way, I’ve been sore for about a month and a week now….every weekend, I do something crazy and I end up hurting. Fighting with Jeff, the concert, fighting with Jeff, playing volleyball, fighting with Jeff….yup yup.

I think me ‘n Kylie are gonna hang out tonight–wOo-hOo! Im excited! We haven’t done anything in a while! Spring break=freakin’ awesome. Ok, so I’m out. Love me for icons and quotes! aha…. –Hil

We’re really young & we’re gonna screw up a lot & you KN0W we’re gonna keep changing our minds & our hearts & through all that the only real thing we could offer each other Is forgiveness. Don’t let yourself get so angry that you stop loving cause one day you’ll wake up from that anger & the person you love will be gone
* Dawson’s Creek

Best friends hang tough. They don’t come with fragile stickers and aren’t easily scared off, or ticked off. Best friends help you out whenever they can, make time for you even when they don’t have any, and trust your friendship enough to say, “no”. Best friends are cross-your-heart and hope-to-die, good-times-and-bad-times, borrow-anything, tell-you-everything, trust-you-with-their deepest-darkest-secrets, always-and-forever friends.

Smile. It makes a world of difference. Dance. Who knows when you won’t be able to. Cry. Holding those emotions in is bad for you. Kiss. Kisses are the most wonderful things in the world. Laugh. Whats the point in hiding happiness ? Frown. Why not let him know you’re unhappy ? Apologize. You don’t wanna lose friends. Hug. Theres no better feeling being wrapped up close to someone you love. Live, because life is everything

You know you had a good time
wen you can’t tell your parents what you did.<33 (So, you don’t LIE..you just..dont tell the truth! Much love to my lil posse!)

I want someone who won’t care that
I never wear shoes,
that I’m incapable of staying still,
that I can’t grasp the concept of cleaning
& I refuse to be lady-like.
Someone who realizes that half the decisions I make, I’ll regret and 
I have the right to over-react at any given moment. 
I want someone who knows I’m completely insane and they wouldn’t want me any other way.

(All that describes me well)

 

 

“So just live, have wonderful times & make
mistakes but never second guess where
you’ve been, where you are, and most of
all where you’re going”
-Sex and the City

 

I just wanna be HAPPY. Yeah, I got my dreams shot down today by an old man who told me about how men meet women off the internet and leave their wives. Ookay.

  

We played volleyball FOREVER. SO hot and nasty! WE WON!! YAY!! And then we had ice fights! Oh yes! And lay down in the sun…so much fun. It was SUCH a hot summer day!

  

I really have the need to play Piggy-wants-a-signal or flash light freeze tag or hide and seek…tonight. And catch lightening bugs=) Please, please? I wanna go somewhere. But I’m stuck here. My parents went to some concert tonight and my sister’s right through the woods. So anyway, i’m so bored.

  

Can’t wait for summer…but then I’ll miss some of my friends.

  

I wanna see Scary Movie 4.

 

I want summer now.

   

I’m SO bored with life on days like this. Will it get better? It better get better ‘cuz I ain’t waiting seventy years for the wonderful things everyone writes songs and poems about to happen to me….awww like running through the cool grass in summer=)… hmm have you ever been down south? the grass isnt cool! its as hot as pavement!!!

   

Summer smells like freshly mown grass, chlorine and sunscreen, rain, sweat (eww), the rubber from those blow-up wading pools, watermelon, newly tilled dirt, and dandelions. Summer is made of lightening bugs, flip-flops, swings and sunburns, volleyballs and the river.
I’m so glad it’s all nearly here! Spring is beatiful too.
But before summer rolls around…Easter’s here!

   

I wish I was skinny…during summer at least.

   

Watch your step. I want the fairytale.

 

Let’s see…this is the way I’m lookin’ at it. I live for weekends. Last week was crap and even though we had our lil pity party last night, it made me sOoOo happy. I love my lil depressed posse so much.

Hmm, we went to Fred’s and bought TONSO candy. And..then went to Dollar General and bought 3 boxes of cookiedough bites (that were gone in like 5 seconds)…then to Kaye’s to buy Sprites:) And THEN…off to the park! Ate RAZZLES! (Can you say EW? lol Great gum though!) Annnnnd fought. My pants are sOoOo dirty! lols.

We had really bad luck all night. Key wouldn’t turn in the car, got caught doing TONSO things. 😦 But we’re SUCH good kids! We don’t lie to our parents about ANTYHING! lols. YAAAAAAAY for us!

I am SO sore.

So anyway, I had TONSO fun last night. Aunt Angie, Uncle Albert ‘n AJ got here about 1 and me n Jeska got up..went outside…came inside..ate…went back to sleep, lol. ❤

Well anywho, I’m OUT. Gimme a call sometime…7581097

Yeah, anything that can go wrong has gone wrong for me and my lil group the last couple of days. Starts out with me losing my AR book. Oh, joy. The third one in three years. I’m going to have to pay for it myself this year. And, Skylar is pregnant again. Not that that’s so horrible. . .but I’m just not feeling the whole unmarried parents thing.

Uncle A is in jail. For DWIs. That means hell for everybody else for a while. Great, huh? I feel so bad for Aunt Angie and AJ ‘n even Jeska…I mean, how can people be so irresponsible? *sigh*

And…I’m not even going into Jeff’s mess.

So I just dont feel like your crap today…so if I yell at you, you know why.

What do you do with 50 lbs of chicken? Oh yes, cookout for your friends!!!

Me and my dad just had a fight. He said I shouldn’t act like I was better than everybody. WTF! All I said was I thought touching raw chicken wasn’t so nice.

And my sister made me cry. I’m so tired of people I love calling other people I love losers.

Leave me love…I need it.

*Teenage Years*
Big dreams, Stupid fights, Sleepy days, Endless nights
Broken hearts, Mascara tears, Cell phone bills
Report card fears, Clothes too tight, Shoes so high
Out past curfew, Another lie, Eyeshadow color
Midnight black, Lip gloss flavor, Cherry Attack
Belts with stars, Boys with cars–Many Fears
Just a taste of teenage years

you were there for me for so many years .. making
me laugh while i was in tears ;; i will never let anyone
take your place because you’re the best friend i’ve got.
you laugh at my stupidest jokes ;; put up with my worst
moods .. go along wth my crazy ideas .. and you still \
manage to see the best in me

 

Yum for food.

I think it’s funny that CPHS students can be so amused by things like climbing up walls and brooms. It actually made me happy…

I walked a mile today in PE..and it was so wonderful. I love walking at the track. And it smelled like Tennessee today.. for those who don’t know me, you think I’m now weird. For those who already do know me, you know smelling my best sense. So yes, tennessee..and it made me wanna go there..or anywhere for that matter.

It’s Danyella day!!! So, say happy danyella day to Danyella! ❤

So I had a missed call on my phone today..from an 800 number. This crazy calling mess needs to stop. Now.

–XOXOX–

 

Hey lovelys. I’m sitting here eating ice cream. Dutch chocolate. Yum, yum.

Yaaaaaaay. Let’s see. Today I’ve been the best person ever and a disappointment. *hmph*

Coach Johnson made me laugh this morning. He told Megan “if she did worked like Hilary”, she would make As. Aha, yep, she sure needs to do what I do. Talk to Roy, Tiffany, Jeska, Chris, Sarah, Duke, Amanda, write notes, write long letters, write essays on anorexic cowboys…sleep. Yes, i’m good. Be like me.

I love Melissa for giving me that site name. I suuuuurely do. Hmmph, I wonder if I’m gonna watch Brokeback Mountain. My parents would kill me. Seriously. Is watching it a sin? Will God bash me for it? Not like I haven’t watched gay people movies before, lol. Lost & Delirious and A Home At the End of the World! lol. Kill me now.

Well, ima go before I can get into all that. –Much Love–

xXxoOo, hHhiIilLl

 

yep

Today was fun.

Me, Jeska Lyn ‘n Will went to Monroe…I bought a great book..that’s great. And we went and saw Benchwarmers and it is HILARIOUS! Def. reccommend it!! ❤

For all you kids who got to meet them…if I ever get my hands on you, I will kill you…ALL. aha im kidding. but im am GREEN with ENVY! <33 This is the best I could do…well not really, but it’s the best I did.

<333 yep…aint it gorgeous?

and there’s my ticket that I shall keep forever! aha..I’ll post more pics when Stifler guy sends them to us! SmOoches!

–edit– im not posting a new thing cuz you losers dont love me.

” The rain is nothing but tears I can’t cry…”

I’m falling apart again
And I can’t find a way to make amends
And I’m looking in both directions
But it’s make believe, it’s all pretend

So…
Shed some light on me
And hold me up in disbelief
And shed some light on me
And tell me something that I’ll believe in

It’s innocence within the maze
But I have chosen the wrong way
I’m still getting over who I was
There’s no sense of trust, there’s no definition of love

So…
Shed some light on me
And hold me up in disbelief
And shed some light on me
And tell me something that I’ll believe in

I know now, it’s not who you are
It’s who you know
And I see clearly now, which way to go
I remember the way I fell from above
And I recall the way I was

So…
Shed some light on me
And hold me up in disbelief
And shed some light on me
And tell me something that I’ll believe in
Shed some ling on me
And hold me up in disbelief
And shed some light on me
And tell me something that I’ll believe
Tell me something that I’ll…
Tell me something that I’ll believe
Tell me something that I’ll believe
Something I’ll believe

–Shed Some Light by Shinedown

WoO-freaking-hOo!

I had the best night of my life last night!

Trapt ‘n Shinedown = amazing!!!

So, okay, we got home and ready and finally left about 4 with Rach, Dock, Katelyn, Cody ‘n Jeska! We drove up there and took some tylenol, lol. Finally got up to the college about 430 or and got right in line…We stood there until 6:00 with Heather ‘n some other girls..then they FINALLY opened the doors and we -ran- in! lol. And Ashley found us and we all were together!

So we met this guy who was part of the event staff lol…and he was my lifesaver! Honestly….he took pictures for me, gave me gum, let me drink after him a few times and let me stand outside the gate!

Trapt….was…AMAZING! I mean, I don’t rly ever listen to Trapt but their show was so pumped up and awesome! I loved every minute of it! Headstrong, of COURSE, was the best..and I felt so silly cuz Im not a big trapt fan and didn’t know the words…but it made me feel so good..just the whole night!

Then…there was…Shinedown.

I can’t even describe to you how amazing they were. I knew all the songs…We sang along…we jumped up and down the entire time n headbanged! The lead singer of Shinedown is my hero…he’s so great. AMAZING! AMAZING! AMAZING!

When they sang Simple Man, I CRIED…held up my cellphone cuz I didn’t have a lighter and CRIED.

I got SOOOO abused though! Some guy kicked me in the face and Jeska elbowed me in the LIP. And let’s see how sore I am.. I hurt from my head to my TOES! Honestly…its great.

Well, the concert was fricking amazing! No other words to describe it, honestly. WOOOHOOOOO!

Yeah, We could’ve TOUCHED that.

We were outside the gate the whole time b/c we were pushed out there and it wasn’t bad and the staff guy didn’t care so I didn’t care being closer!!! WOOOOHOOOO! ❤

AND WE CAUGHT GUITAR PICKS!!!!!!!!!! I’ll post pics later.

–TODAY– School SUCKED..But after school, I came over to Jeska’s and we chilled! And Jeff came n got us and we went to the coffee shop and the levee..and FOUGHT! Skinned my elbow:( Then, went to the boat docks and rolled down the hill and then went to Fred’s!!!! ❤ Well, im out cuz we’re watching Dazed ‘n Confused and it is SOO great 4 me! BYEEEE!

I ❤ Shinedown!!!!

Yooooooooo.

I missed school today ‘cuz I wasn’t feelin’ good at ALL. Like…these post menstrual cramps or something, lol. But it’ll be okay. Jeska missed too..before she knew I was missing. Something about her neck=(

But imma just sitting here…..tomorrow is soooo close! i’m so excited! SHINEDOWN ‘n TRAPT! Yesss, me ‘n Jeska on the FLOOOOR! Yep, ya gotta love it. Anybody want me to call ‘n let ya hear? lol I do it every concert!

LOL!