Tonight was great!

The Hills Have Eyes was great! The ending sucked..but it was an awesome movie! And HILARIOUS! Oh boy, HILARIOUS. It made me mad…and laugh a bazillion and I even CRIED for like a split second. “It’s breakfast time.”

We laughed, sang along, saluted to the flag… Danielle covered her eyes, hehe.

Then we went to WAFFLE HOUSE! YUMM! It was HILARIOUS b/c Chandra remembered us…<3 And BillyRay didn’t come in until 9 so we left him a note! ❤ Chandra said she was thinking about us yesterday! ahaha

Then off to the MALL! ❤ Mom bought me some Crocs..but they don’t fit well. So when I go back and have money, i’m buying Abercrombie cologne, new Crocs, and some CDs from FYE! Yaaaay.

Three cheers for Nirvana!

❤ XOXO -Hil

 

 

Last night was nice. Or something. Heh. I got depressed and slept. We had plans…but thankGodfully, they crashed. So, I crashed. ❤

I’m sOoOo ready to go to the movies!!!!

I less than three you!

It’s such a beautiful day!

XOXOXO…quotes for you!

we’re not sarcastic ; we’re hilarious ;
we’re not annoying ; we’re just cooler than you ;
we`re not bitches ; we just dont like you ;
we aren’t conceited ; we speak the truth.
& babe, we’re not obsessed ; we’re just best friends.

turn up the music;;
cause this song reminds me of you

Heres to the soda we exchanged for beer
the juice we mixed with liquor
the flings we made into romance
the n i g h t s that turned into m o r n i n g s
and the friends who turned into family

im the girl who
will burst out laughing
in absolute dead
silence because of
what happened the day before

A BEST FRIEND is the person who will sleep with the phone under their pillow,
incase you wake up in the middle of the night,
crying because everythings all wrong with life right now,
but shes there to talk, to make things seem better again

i want someone who wont care that
i never wear shoes
that i’m incapable of staying still
that i can’t grasp the concept of cleaning..
and i refuse to be lady-like
someone who realizes that half the decisions i make
are usually decisions that i’ll regret
and i have the right to over-react at any given moment..
i want someone who knows I’m completely insane
and they wouldn’t want me any other way

having a boyfriend in the summertime
is like bringing sand to the beach..
who does that?!

 

 

Hilary, quit slouching.

Mom, answer your dang phone so I can reschedule my tanning appointment and go to Jeska’s or her come over here. People who do not answer their phones to not deserve cellular phones!

Today was a rather nice day…..I had fun….and life is extremely good. I didn’t frown…like, at all. Until I found out I have to go to the Newspaper place instead of my get together with the lovelys on Monday to get rid of our “I-cant-believe-the-weekend-is-already-over” blues. And you can’t have that on Tuesday! It’s not the same..:( Who’s up for going and drinking until it closes Monday? …Drinking COFFEE, that is. Hoes.

Tuesday, I’m thinking I’m going to get my permit. Sunday, church. Tomorrow, me, Jeska, Danielle ‘n Jeff are going to the movies.

I really wish I was going to the Speech Squad thing tonight. But I forgot to ask my Mom and such. And i’m so effin’ broke! Oh well…see yall later fools.

-XOXO-

 

 

You know what? I’m tired of every single one of you..and me..all of us…GRIPING about how much our lives suck. They don’t suck so SHUTTUP! All of us. Life is short, have FUN. Quit being depressed and SMILE, have FUN. Daaaaaaang.

This weekend should be interesting=) Anyway, i HOPE so! I’m sOo cold. I’m drinking a black cherry vanilla diet coke and it makes me want to vomit. We’re going to Grandmother’s tonight b/c we’re having Aunt Dana’s bday cake! YuM! Im such a freaking fatty hoe!!!!!!! =( Kill me.

I really wanna go to Randol’s. I want some fish..and crawfish..but only from there<3

Smile guys….its not the end of the world….it’s not…

XOXO

I burnt in the tanning bed tonight!

My Looks

[ ] I am shorter than 5’5
[x] I think I’m ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.

[x] I tan easily
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x ] have/I’ve had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[x] I would get plastic surgery
[ ] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[not many] I have freckles.
[ ] I am blonde.
[ ] I have blue eyes.

Family/Home Life

[] I’ve sworn at my parents.
[where would I go] I’ve run away from home.
[] I’ve been kicked out of the house.
[] I’ve been physically hurt by one of my parents.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I’ve had children.
[ ] I’ve lost a child.

School/Work

[x] I’m in school.
[ ] I have a job. (but need one bad)
[x] I’ve fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework
[ ] I’ve missed a week or more of school.
[x] I’ve been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years
[x] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[] I’ve stolen something from my job
[ ] I’ve been fired.
[x] I’ve skipped school. Not technically, but I’ve missed just to do it

Embarrassment

[ ] I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry
[ ] I’ve peed from laughing.
[x] I’ve snorted while laughing.
[x] I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
[x] I’ve glued my hand to something
[] I’ve laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I’ve had my pants rip in public

Health

[uhh 7 weeks early and had Jondis…or w/e but naw..] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I’ve gotten stitches. 
[ ] I’ve broken a bone.
[ ] I’ve had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I’ve been to the hospital for over a month.
[x] I’ve sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[ ] I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I’ve had chicken pox.

Traveling 

[x..i mean i didnt do the driving ] I’ve driven over 200 miles in one day.
[ ] I’ve been on a plane.
[ ] I’ve been to Canada.
[ ] I’ve been to Mexico.
[ ] I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I’ve been to China.
[close] I’ve Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I’ve been to Europe.
[ ] I’ve been to Africa.

Experiences

[x] I’ve gotten lost in my city.
[] I’ve seen a shooting star.
[] I’ve wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I’ve seen a meteor shower.
[x] I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
[NOO scared] I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[x] I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts. (sorry boys)
[ ] I’ve been to a casino.
[ ] I’ve been skydiving.
[x] I’ve gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I’ve played spin the bottle.
[ ] I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[] I’ve crashed a car.
[ ] I’ve been Skiing
[x] I’ve been in a play.
[x] I’ve met someone in person from the internet.
[x] I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I’ve seen the Northern Lights.
[] I’ve sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I’ve played chicken.
[x] I’ve played a prank on someone.
[ ] I’ve ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] I’ve eaten Sushi.
[ ] I’ve been snowboarding.

Relationships

[x] I’m single
[ ] I’m in a relationship.
[ ] I’m engaged.
[ ] I’m married.
[ ] I’ve gone on a blind date.
[ ] I’ve been the dumpee more than the dumper                                                                                                  [x] I miss someone right now. (way too many)
[x ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I’ve cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I’ve gotten divorced
[x] I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
[ x] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
[x ] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
[ ] I’ve kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality

[] I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex
[x] I’ve had a crush on a teacher (haha wellll)
[ ] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I’ve been kissed in the rain.
[x] I’ve hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime

[x] I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t
[x] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I’ve cheated while playing a game
[x] I’ve cheated on a test. (Have to get an A some how)
[x] I’ve run a red light.
[ ] I’ve been suspended from school.
[x] I’ve witnessed a crime.
[ ] I’ve been in a fist fight.
[ ] I’ve been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol

[x] I’ve consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink
[]I’ve smoked weed
[] I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them.
[ ] I’ve eaten shrooms
[ ] I’ve popped E.
[ ] I’ve inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I’ve done hard drugs.
[x] I have cough drops when I’m not sick (They just taste so good)
[ ] I can’t swallow pills.
[] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem (8)
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I’m depressed
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I’m anorexic or bulimic.
[x ] I’ve slept an entire day
[x] I’ve hurt myself on purpose. (not usually but I have)
[ ] I’m addicted to self harm.
[x ] I’ve woken up crying.

Death and Suicide

[ ] I’m afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[ ] I’ve seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I’ve planned my own suicide.
[ ] I’ve attempted suicide.
[ ] I’ve written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism

[x] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[ ] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[] I own something from Pac Sun.
[x] I own skanky underwear.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay. (A BOARD GAME)
[I WANT COLOGNE…YUM] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random

[x] I can sing well
[ ] I’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[X ] I open up to others easily
[ X] I watch the news.
[ ] I don’t kill bugs.
[WELLLL!!] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse sometimes.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[x] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ X] I’m a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair
[ ] I have “x”s in my screen name
[ ] I love being neat
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day
[] I bake well.
[] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[x] I would wear pajamas to school
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun.
[X ] I am in love with love.
[ X] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS
[x] I laugh at my own jokes
[ X] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts
[ X] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can’t sleep if there is a spider or roach in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate
[x] I bite my nails.
[] I play video games.
[ X] I’m good at remembering faces.
[ X] I’m good at remembering names
[ ] I’m good at remembering dates.
[X ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

 

—So, today was actually nice. I think I even smiled….a lot. ❤ The math part was actually not so horrible, I don’t think I -failed- or anything. I was just kinda spunky when I woke up this morning! I think it was the Aerosmith! Seriously. Anywho–I need chocolate. I ate me some salt n vinegar chips and drank a Sprite earlier. Can you say MUCH NEEDED? So I went to the dentist with mah hoe and she didn’t get her braces off just yet. Soon tho.. Well, i’m cold and no church tonight so I’ll catch yall later. Im out— XOXOX

Well, I was really depressed last night…I ate like 100 thousand fudge bars…talked to Jeska…listened to hawthorne heights, 10 years and 3dd…wrote in my journal..FINALLY went to sleep listening to 10 years.

And I woke up feeling…GREAT…and then I remembered..that life sucks.

And there are men on my roof. Stupid hail damage.

Girls night? Anybody? Uhh guys night? aha SOMETHING. I neeeeeed youuuuu.

–XoXo–

 

I’ve got a candle,
And I’ve got a spoon
I live in a hallway
With no doors and no rooms
Under the window sill
They all were found
A touch of concrete within a doorway
Without a sound

Chorus:

Someone save me if you will
And take away all these pills
And please just save me, if you can
From the blasphemy in my wasteland

How did I get here
And what went wrong
Couldn’t handle forgiveness
Now I’am far beyond gone
And I can hardly remember
The look of my own eyes
How could I love this
A life so dishonest
It made me compromise

Chorus

Jump in the water
Jump in with me
Jump on the altar
Lay down with me
My hardest question
Too answer is
WHY!!!

Chorus

Some one save me (x3)
Somebody save me
Somebody save me
Please don’t erase me

The GEE is today…

kill me now. Pray for me or something! ADD and GEE don’t mix. ❤ SmOoches!

 

Yep….Tonight was the…..shizzle.

I have a batman bandaid on my finger, hoe. Wanna do something about it? Yeah, didn’t think so.

The show was fun….and pretty loud. Outside was more fun=) I love me some red bull! And SO DOES JEFF! aha…. uhh 3 cans, eh? ❤ We were very…..secluded….and outside! aha

Dark alleys, red bull, pink paint…YESSSS!

Waffle house was pimppped. BILLYRAY!!!

Scott the Stripper called me a b-word. Silly prank callers.

The ride home was….fuuuuun.

And me and my pink paint on my thigh are….out! *MUAH*

EWWWWWW. I’m so dirty. Why am I DIRTY?

 bluerainbliss [12:22 AM]:  my hand smells like soap
NoShoesGirl08 [12:23 AM]:  aw mine smell like cigerettes and bacon

I can’t find my skirt. DEPRESSED. hehe. God, HELP ME PLEASE!

I bought a Myspace shirt….hehe. And an ac/dc shirt! Tell me I’m not cool! I AM! hehe. So we hung out in Underground with J forever and then saw Kaylin ‘n Melissa in Hot Topic! So, me ‘n Jeska had a fiiiight in Underground and everyone stared. =) YOU HOE!! haha I love you jeska lyn*!

Rach: “I just spilt Sprite down me and it’s FREEZING!” Jeska:”OMG, I just bit into a chedder pepper and cheese got all over me and it’s HOT! It’s all down my shirt!” Rach:”It’s all down my pants!” Me: “I’m so gonna put that in my blog.”

Jeska pinched random people in the mall! “HAPPY VALENTINE’S DAY!”

“Where they really going to weigh themselves?”

So, school was AWESOME today! SCOTTY DOESNT KNOW! Variety show was amazing, guys! Danielle–you did SO GREAT! I love you hoe! The games were cool too until some guy broke his ankle. =(

Tomorrow is gonna rock my world. ❤ See you guys there! *Smooches* xoxo  But now..i cant find my skirt…imma cry so much

–Hilary**