Me ‘n Jessica are having -so- much fun!!!! We just made the most awesome cookies…called “The Cookies.” TTYL KIDZ! JESSICA CALLED ME TO COME TAKE A PIC


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Today has been -sooo- much fun! Last night, me ‘n Dad went ‘n got Jessica. It’d been AGES since I’ve asked my mom if somebody could stay the nite ‘n then went to get them with my daddy. Me ‘n Jess did bunches of random stuff, went to video giant…went to Sonic ‘n got strawberry slushes ‘n saw Megan…Came home..watched A Lot Like Love. I fell asleep and woke up this morning to SATURDAY MORNING CARTOONS! We watched those forever…’n then got up..and went fourwheeler riding.


We had -soooo- much fun. Jessica almost broke her tailbone-lol. We broke down and had to WALK HOME…then we rode some more and some more and some more. I ended up RUNNING OVER MY LEG!! It hurt..so much. We spun gravel..alot. We were REDNECKS!!! We almost flipped sideways and Aunt Louise saw us!! *shudders* Later we went to Crossroads and walked around the graveyard talking about funerals ‘n our gravestones. WE RATED GUYS ON HOTORNOT! haha it was soo fun, i think im about to do that again right now, it’s sooo funny too. We made cookies…and then we threw them out….we burnt them. *sigh* I have the worst headache..but I had so much fun today. We took pics…..fought with knives and blood. =( I have pics. My whole arm was sliced up! N*E*WaYz…she went home cuz she got her Rolling Stones magazine! w00t w00t. I haven’t gotten mail in….forever. I’m expecting a letter from Jen Jen though. I’ve gotta put Aaron’s bday card in the mail..but it can be late…Alright, i’m gonna leave you with some junk…cuz its fun. I love you all! Keep up on the commentz!












-i’ve discovered as i’ve grown up, life is far more complicated than you think it is when you’re a kid. it’s just a straight forward fairytale


a best friend can make you have the best day of your life even when your having the worst


chase your dreams, because your dreams won’t chase you.


when something unexpected comes, you just have to pick it up && run with it ❤


– -the first time you fall in love, it changes your life forever and no matter how hard you try, that feeling never goes away


the way i see it you have to take every chance you get, because there might not be a another one. you have to learn from your mistakes because nobody’s perfect. you have to laugh, love && live everyday like it’s your last


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every girl dreams for that one guy who :
* says “i love you” and really, truly means it.
* that opens doors.
* that walks on the outside of a sidewalk so he can be the first to get hit by a car that careens off the road & push her out of the way.
* that cooks dinner for her.
* that said, “you’re beautiful.”
* that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.
* that gives flowers and a card when she is sick (& even a stuffed animal perhaps).
* who has given her flowers just because she is feeling a bit depressed.
* that said he would die for her.
* that really would.
* that did what she wanted to do.
* that treated her like a princess.
* that cried in front of her.
* that she cried in front of.
* that holds hands with her.
* that kisses her with meaning.
* that hugs her when she’s sad.
* who would give their jacket up.
* that calls to make sure she got home safe.
* that would sit & wait for her for hours just to be able to see her for ten minutes.
* that would give his seat up.
* that just wants to cuddle.
* that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what (even if she got fat).
* who told his secrets to her.
* that tried to show how much he cared through every word & every breathe.
* that thought maybe this could be the one.
* that believed in her dreams.
* that would have done anything so she could achieve them.
* that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams.
* that wasn’t just trying to get laid.
* that actually listened.


THINGS THAT MAKE LIFE WORTH LIVING:
Falling in love. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. Milkshakes. Bubble baths. Giggling. Long convo’s late at night. The beach. Running through sprinklers. Laughing at an inside joke. Laughing at yourself. Laughing so hard your stomach hurts. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. Just plain laughing. Having someone tell you that you’re beautiful. Friends. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep. First kisses. Making new friends or spending time with old ones. Playing with a new puppy. Sweet dreams. Hot chocolate. Road trips with friends. Making chocolate chip cookies. Holding hands with someone you care about. Watching the sunrise. Watching a sunset. Getting out of bed in the morning after sleeping in and looking out the window to see its sunny, birds are chirping, and kids are playing. Knowing that somebody misses you. Getting a hug from someone you care about deeply. Knowing you’ve done the right thing, no matter what other people think.Being in the arms of the one you love. Getting all pretty. Walking in the rain. Dancing in the rain. Kissing in the rain. The rain. Receiving roses. The first snow of the winter. Eating ice-cream and crying to a chick-flick. Going to the movies. Making a fool of yourself and not caring because you’re having too much fun. Fridays. Saying I love you. Hearing I love you. Cuddling. Pictures that remind you of good memories. Good memories that you think back to and start to smile


Rain, Smurfs ‘n Fairytales…..XOXO, HIL*

Woo-hoo.


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I should be at First Baptist, but nobody was goin ‘n I couldnt get a hold of anybody to go with me…so i’m sad. My mom’s pissed, also..she was like “YOU HAVE TO GO!” and then I didn’t so she wasnt happy. Also..Coach JOHNSON told her I wouldn’t shut my mouth in his class and she needed to remind me why I come to school. *dies* He’s out to get me, I SWEAR! I have a feeling Hilary’s gonna bring a tape recorder to school and SHOW my mom what goes on. *Hilary tells Carl what to study* Coach Johnson: “MOOOOOVE! TURN TO PAGE 205! MOOOOOOVE! TURN TO PAGE 11, NOW TURN TO PAGE 396..HILARY MOVE!” HAHA…his class is sooo pointless. We’re getting to watch the Sandlot 2 in PE!! It is -soo- good! That lil kid is VERY attractive..he has such nice ARMS! Haha…wow, im a loser. We got to listen to Lion King songs in 3rd hour and it made me happy. I then got very quickly VERY SAD in Alg II cuz i’m sooo failing that class. I’m TERRIFIED to see my report card. No more not studying for meeee. I’m gonna be all over my notes like white on rice. I’m smart….I’m not supposed to fail. I checked out a new book today. It’s so fun! I LOVE Meg Cabot! SHE ROXX HARDCORE! Espanol was muy bien. Test was easy as pie. And oh I love me some key lime pie. Will you take me to Dairy Queen to get a keylimepie blizzard? They are -sooooo- yummy. Me ‘n Jeff couldn’t fight ‘cuz Coach Patterson wasn’t there! And I typed up crap for Ms Jones in 7th hour, so yeah.


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We took Dock some cash to Sonic, then came home…and I played SIMS. I’m HOPING to go to Grandmother’s in a lil while. Hey, I wanna go take Cindy Sue under my wing..I’d be a good big sister type thing. Well, i’m out like a light….<3 ya!


I LOVE YOU GUYS WHO COMMENT ME! YOU ROCK MY WORLD STAR STYLE!


Rainstorms, Fairytales ‘n Abercrombie Cologne, XOXO, hil*


i miss the guy
that one I
 used to know


Forget his name,
Forget
his walk,
Forget
the way he used to talk,
Forget
the love that you once knew,
Remember now, There’s someone new.

Forget
the fun that you once shared,
Forget
the fact that he once cared,
Forget
the time you spent together,
Remember now, He’s gone forever.

Forget
the times they played your song,
Forget
you cried all night long,
Forget
how close you once were,
Remember now, he belongs to her.

Forget
the thrills when he walked by,
Forget
the times he made you cry,
Forget
the way he said your name,
Remember now, Things aren’t the same.


 

Today has been soooo lazy. I didn’t wanna get up this morning…I went to bed pretty early last night, though. Before 11. I streched ‘n exercised, read my bible and then went to bed without even calling Sam.


Coach Johnson moved me AND Jessica today…which made me sad. I liked walking in PE..we talked about Halloween ‘n stuff. I’m so excited about the edge of madness, the fair, halloween as a whole…., going to the costume shop…oh it’s so awesome! THE CANDY! I wanna do a scavenger hunt, though. MEL CAME TO SCHOOL THIRD HOUR! It made Hilary happy. And yes KAYLIN…I DO CARE!!!! *cries* hehe. But not really, only kind of…..ANYWAY. There’s nothing to say about school besides the fact that it sucks. I got a letter in the mail from Jess today and an email.


Do dreams carry any meaning?


Assuming that dreams do carry meaning, what are their roles in a human’s life?


Assuming that dreams do not carry meaning, can they still play a role in one’s life?


Jeff broke the skin on my arm today….but “oh no, you did that yourself.” Yep, i’m so…talented, am I not? I wonder what i’m doing tonight. Tent…..Awana…sleeping. I’m wanting the nap..



reality Sucks


no more holding it in
how many years can i pretend?
nothing never goes the way it should
no more sitting in this place
hoping you might see it my way
cause i dont think you ever understood
that [what im looking for] are the answers
to why these questions never go away….



so you buried all his clothes and
burned the letters he wrote,
but it doesn’t make it any better. does it make it
any better? and the plaster dented from your
fist in the hall and where you had your
first kiss reminds
you that the memories will fade.


And there’s nothing more I wanna do than waste some time with you


Rain, Smurfs ‘n Fairytales, XOXO, HIL*

Because of you I never strayed to far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I dont get hurt
Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you I dont know how to let anyone else in


Hey kids. It’s been an uneventful day. I didn’t get any mail in my mailbox today. I sent Dawn’s letter off this morning, though! School was alright. The scales say I’ve gained 3 lbs which makes me wanna throw up…alot. ha Let’s see. I don’t even remember today. I just know… I don’t know what I’m talking about. I’m sleepy, too. I stayed up ’til midnight last night on the phone with the Samantha. It was the 2 year anniversary of the first time I spent the night with her. Also, if it wasn’t yesterday, it’s one day this week that 10 years ago, OJ was aquitted! hehe..”Drink apple juice, ‘cuz OJ will kill you” Awwww.


I fell asleep in Mr. Hillman’s class today..which scared me, but he didn’t say anything. *yawnssss* My parents are totally against me painting my room black. “That’s a devilish color.” Ugh, that’s a devilish assumption. It’d be so calming, I’m really hoping. Anyway, I’m not being made to go to the Edge of Madness this weekend, but I gotta go NEXT weekend, so i’m still freakin’ about it. Bluh.


There is nothing like returning to a place that remains unchanged to find the ways in which you yourself have altered. –Nelson Mandela


I still don’t know what I’m gonna be for Halloween. You know, I’ve been thinking lately..dwelling on the past….wishing the past was the present..you know. But I found a quote earlier that was like WHAM BAM so true.


I can’t go back to yesterday, because I was a different person then. –Lewis Carroll


Well, I smell broccoli, so it’s time to go eat. I think i’m like….dehydrating, too. I’m so thirsty. Well, talk to yall laters. Hope you’re all doin’ good.


                   Rain, Smurfs ‘n Fairytales, xoxo, hil*


Right now I’m in the boring part of my life,
when everything in life is just.. so boring
and I can’t wait untill something happens.

 

“Against All Odds”

How can I just let you walk away
Just let you leave without a trace
When I stand here taking every breath with you (ooh..)
You’re the only one who really knew me at all

How can you just walk away from me
When all I can do is watch you leave?
‘Cause we shared the laughter and the pain
And even shared the tears
You’re the only one who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now
There’s just an empty space
There’s nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face
But take a look at me now
There’s just an empty space
And you coming back to me is against the odds
And that’s what I’ve gotta face

I wish I could just make you turn around
Turn around and see me cry
There’s so much I need to say to you
So many reasons why
You’re the only one who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now
There’s just an empty space
And there’s nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face

But take a look at me now
There’s just an empty space
But to wait for you is all I can do
And that’s what I’ve gotta face

Take a look at me now
I’ll just be standing here
And you coming back to me
Is against the odds
And that’s a chance I’ve gotta face

Take a look at me now

she finally lets go of her fake smile & the tears slowly roll down her face as she whispers in the mirror “i don’t want to be me” <|3



I’m about to eat something, take a nap, do homework…I have a headache, I need flexstra. She said it wasn’t addictive…but I think Jorie lieddddd. I need some…right now. It makes me hyper and I love it. <3<3<3 But then I can’t sleep…so anyway. I have a headache and homework, so i’m gonna try to get out of going to the tent tonight. I know I should go, but I might die there..with my headache. I think I got the Mosquito disease last night. I’m not risking it again tonight. (Hopefully.) Baptists are stupid. Who sits outside during mosquito season?


School was better today…Jessica wasn’t there & I was alone…so utterly alone. I’m reading a book called Pay the Piper and it’s really good. I can’t wait to read the Hippie book. I’m reading it next. I’m such a bookworm. Man, so much crap relates to the last book I read in my life. It’s so weird…I wanna be like Lauren. I’ll post later…with fun stuff.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAWN!!! XOXO!


Rain, Smurfs ‘n Fairytales, xoxo, hil*



Mmkay, im about to tell you guys about my weekend that’s not over yet!! hehe. I woke up yesterday ‘n cleaned ‘n got ready to go to Monroe. At like 5 something, I went to Jessica’s ‘n fooled with cds..and applied eyeliner-lol. We finally left ‘n went to MONROE! We jammed on the way up there to random crap…got to the Mall..went to Hot Topic. Guess what? THE MOHAWK GUY WAS THERE AGAIN ANNNND THE EYEBROW RING GIRL! hehe But so was this guy with pretty hair…so it made me happy. We decided I’d buy my stuff at Journey’s first so we went over there…and this one girl DEMANDED I bought stuff. I bought some black converse ‘n checkered shoelaces because she demanded that I did so. She almost persuaded me to buy the checkered belt, but I REFUSED. hehe After I spent all that crazy amounts of money at Journeys, I went back to Hot Topic and got my fantabulous HIM cd!! “Dark Light”…it’s so amazing. I helped Jessica buy her Fall Out Boy jacket..that is 10 times too big. My smart friend wouldn’t try it on. The pretty hair guy was nice to me!! And the mohawk guy gave me the free thing this time! I was excited. And I got my 16.99 cd for 13.99…which was great. I think Jessica’s gonna take back her jacket, cuz she looks so gangster.


We went out to the car ‘n zoomed to Wendy’s…I got me a yummers cheesburger thing that was yummers. We went to Tinsletown ‘n met ROBERT! Yall..Robert is cool. What 38 year old man ACTUALLY listens to My Chemical Romance, Green Day and Three Days Grace? He has a Wyoming accent. He’s just cool and he was soo nice to me! He’s such a great guy for Mrs Vickie. PLUS, he quit smoking!!! What a GREAT influence! hehe. Me ‘n Jess played air hockey in the arcade and I won!! like…7-2. HA! FINNAALLYY…we went to the movie…at like 9:40. The popcorn was cold..I was sad. We saw The Exorcism of Emily Rose. It was -retarded-. It was like all…catholic and stuff. I didn’t much enjoy it, but it was a good movie to make fun of…which I did…like alot. “Why would a psycho person say she was the devil if she wasn’t posessed?”


After the movie, we hung out in the parking lot for a bit…I danced around because I was on FLEXSTRA! Then Robert showed us the park and the puttputt golf place and the rodeo arena..and I was like Hey RObert, let’s go to Waffle House! So we did, hehe. Me ‘n Jess sat on the twirly chairs and ordered hashbrowns and played Clay Aiken on the jukebox. <3…*dies out laughing* We then went to Walmart…bought black fnp ‘n eyeliner…saw Robert again. AND SAW GUYSSS! HAHAHA! “Hey, do I know you?” “No.” “Are you Veronica?” “No.”…*few seconds pass and we meet again* “HEY VERONICA!!!!” “I’m NOT Veronica!” *we meet again* “If you Veronica, which fnp would you buy?” “Lemme see how it looks on me…*puts it on* *Other guy puts it in his mouth..”IT BURNSSSSS!”* Yep, those are the kinda guys in Walmart at 1 AM.


I got home about 2:30…went to bed..went to church this morning…it was great. Todd was in our class and he’s so awesome. He gives good answers and explanations! The service was good…Mr. Terry sang a song by himself.


After church me ‘n Mom went to Monroe..I couldn’t get my pics developed. I saw Brad. I cried. I jammed loudly all the way home. I called Jessica. We talked about calling Aaron. “SEAHORSE!!!” “BABOWBA” I’m about to leave and go to the tent revival. I hope it’s not too hot.


I love Jordan!!!! She’s beautiful!!!!!!! hehe I love…YOU ALL!!!! Rain, Smurfs, ‘n Fairytales, xoxo, hil*

 I just ate some ravioli and vanilla ice cream. Not together, but yeah. I slept until like 11:30 today even though my mom had told me to get up since 8:30. Can I get a woot woot? So I got up and took a shower…then finished “The Wind Blows Backwards”…almost cried cuz it was sooo good. Then I called Jessica ‘n we talked ’bout Miss Seventeen ‘n writing letters ‘n book clubs ‘n going to monroe later. I can’t wait cuz I finally get my CD. But now I gotta go clean ‘n stuff before my mom has a cow…cuz I have to earn money-lol. So i’m about to post some icons I stole from Dawn because they made me smile.


That relates to alot right now. mhmi still love that song. yes i do. ha, caldwell?i love dawn for posting that one!‘swhy im going there TODAY! Thats only the best movie EVER!


          Rain, Icons & HIM CDS, xoxo, hil*

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today was awesome.


*i*love*you*<3


Ok, so it wasn’t -awesome- but it wasn’t horrible either. I got all my junk turned in except for my all academic thing and I think i’m going to go cry now. But, Hilary isn’t gonna cry over stuff she can’t change…NO MO! hehe..OMG…CARL WOULD NOT LEAVE ME ALONE TODAY! Plus…he was mean to me. The pep rally sucked. I’m done talking about school ‘cuz it sucks.


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I am glad it’s Friday though. I wonder if I’m doing anything. Maybe me ‘n Jessica should stay together and have our depressed party…Actually, just the thought of walking in her yard at this very moment makes me wanna burst into tears. I’m so not over it all yet. I thought I was…but I’m definitely not. I still sit around and wonder…”will he call tonight?” It’s not just him, though. It’s all of them…It’s everything about them.


Life’s not always rainbows ‘n butterflies, xoxo, hil*


Thanks for all the comments. They’re great.<3


–I hate you because you make me feel this way.. But I love you so much.–


Im that girl that sits back and watches her break your heart, the one you come crying to when your world falls apart, the one thats there for you no matter how many times you screw her over, the one who will always be your friend….<3


im still thinkin about you


I’m sorry that you don’t like the
person I’ve turned out to be
but you need to realize
that I’m o n l y being me



I am a poet writing of my pain.
I am a
person
living a life of shame.
I am you daughter hiding her
depression

I am your sister making a good impression.
I am your friend acting like I’m
fine

I am a wisher wishing this life weren’t mine.
I am a girl who thinks of
suicide

I am a teenager pushing her tears aside.
I am a student who doesn’t have
a clue

I am the girl sitting next to you.
I am the one asking you to care
I am your
best friend hoping you’ll be there

 ^^^ i’ve always thought that was gorgeous<333


Did you realize that when people say “You’ve changed!”, it’s only because you’ve stopped living life their way?

hehehehehehehe. I soo love that..like so much. Ok, it’s been a pretty craptacular day. Nothing went as planned..Coach Johnson turned evil and so moved me. I prolly failed that test..that Carl CRUMPLED UP. I had to write an essay on Volleyball in second hour…I was all by my lonesome in third hour and so I drawed…(yes, drawed) with markers. Fourth hour, Mr. Hillman tells me I made a 72 on my Alg 2 test..way to start out a new six weeks. I went and got my all academic paper that’s due tomorrow and pretended like I was gonna go to ULM so I could get an ugly bracelet that says “ULM. IT’S WORTH IT.” I forgot to turn in my magazine thing in Spanish. I think Miss Jones gave me a horrible grade in 7th hour. I miss Mrs Hilbun so much..it makes me wanna cry. 6th hour made me happy, though. Jeff played with paint..and then he killed our cult. So at recess, me ‘n Jessica ran around recruiting again! It was FUN-O!


I have so much school crap to do before in the morning..so I better get off and start. Define them functions…(dont have my book.), Write a 2 page essay and all the stuff that goes with that. I think that’s it. I’m planning on writing Sam ‘n Aaron though. Sam wrote me a letter today that made me think like..a bit. It says “IF YOU’RE NOT WHO I THOUGHT YOU WERE…THEN WHO ARE YOU??” and it made me think…I’m not sure who I am. I’m just growing up..and learning who I am.


“On the subject of Kurt Cobain”


BlueRainBliss: he also said “Drugs are a waste of time. They destroy your memory and your self-respect and everything that goes along with with your self esteem.”
LilBeatnik77: haha yeah i know
LilBeatnik77: he only said what ppl wanted to hear…
LilBeatnik77: so that goes against everything
BlueRainBliss: yeah
LilBeatnik77: so he had no clue who he was
BlueRainBliss: just like most people
LilBeatnik77: yep
LilBeatnik77: he was mortal after all
BlueRainBliss: I got a letter from Sam today and it said something to the effect of “you don’t even know who you are” and i was like yeah..you’re right. im growing up, im learning who i am


I’m gonna leave you with some Cobain quotes. Have fun..and pray for me. YAY, I GET MY CD SATURDAY!!!! Rain, Smurfs & Fairytales, xoxo, hil*


A friend is nothing but a known enemy.”


“Don’t expect me to cry for all the reasons you had to die.”


I really haven’t had that exciting of a life. There are a lot of things I wish I would have done, instead of just sitting around and complaining about having a boring life. So I pretty much like to make it up. I’d rather tell a story about somebody else.”


 I’d rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not.”


I’m too busy acting like I’m not naive. I’ve seen it all, I was here first.”


If you ever need anything please don’t hesitate to ask someone else first.”


It’s okay to eat fish because they don’t have any feelings.”


My generation’s apathy. I’m disgusted with it. I’m disgusted with my own apathy too, for being spineless and not always standing up against racism, sexism and all those other -isms the counterculture has been whining about for years.”


Punk is musical freedom. It’s saying, doing and playing what you want. In Webster’s terms, ‘nirvana’ means freedom from pain, suffering and the external world, and that’s pretty close to my definition of Punk Rock.”


Rather be dead than cool.”


–edit–Ok, I feel alot better than I did earlier because I just walked outside and the cool weather is glorious. I found out who I’m gonna write my essay on, but I can’t tell you ‘cuz it makes me laugh -so- much. I’m waiting on Megan to bring me her Alg 2 book if she ever will. I need to deliver a FD to Jessica if ever my parents get back to the house. I still dunno what I’m gonna do about my halloween thing, but I’ll think of something…I always do. And if all fails, I’ll turn it in Monday and they can be mad at me. Look like I care?? I’m thinking about going to the fair tomorrow night..like me ‘n Jessica! I’m so excited. I hope this weather stays like this forever!!!! Talk to you cats later. ❤


“The idea is to write it so that people hear it and it slides through the brain and goes straight to the heart.”
–Maya Angleou


“I’m not sure a bad person can write a good book. If art doesn’t make us better, then what on earth is it for?” –Alice Walker


Hehe…quotes are fun. So are icons. Lemme find some..



Mmkay. School was fine today. I have a test in World Geography in the morning, but I didn’t bring home my notes, so I hafta go early n study cuz it’s labeling and it’s gonna be hard. Like 3 weeks ago, I went to Jessica’s to study for a World Geography test and my life changed, lol. I haven’t been the same since!


Yeah it does.


I walked in P.E today…which reminds me, I GOTTA SHAVE MY LEGGGSSS!!! Oh wow, I was really happy ‘n hyper with Jessica in first ‘n second hour! Like BABOWLBA hyper!!! ❤ Third hour was fun too…like hyper fun. We had a hard test in Alg 2 which I forgotted about but I think i did -ok-. Jessica sits by me in Espanol now so that’s great! I talked to Jeff n 6th cuz Coach Patterson wasn’t there. 7th hour we read a story about a woman killing her husband with a frozen leg of lamb..it was GREAT!


I have a project to do before in the mornin which is always fun. I got ice cream at Fred’s today with my sister…I told her klondike bars tasted like coffee. She so didn’t believe me either. Now i’m about to make a poster on William Melvin Kelley.


DOCK COMES HOME TONIGHT! And he gets his motorcyle…which is kinda cool. 3 more days ’til I get my HIM cd!!!! It’s only $13 at Hot Topic! YAY! I needa new profile pic..Imma change it in a sec. Mmkay well i’m gone to do my poster.


I got 5 comments! You guys are awesome! CAIT….ok, i’ll so move there so we can be friends! lol I wouldn’t wish for you to live here either cuz it’s horrible here! I LOVE YOU DAWN!!!! Rain, Smurfs ‘n Fairytales, xoxo, hil*


Tell me what’s wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Young girls dying to be on TV
They wont stop ’til they’ve reached their dreams

Diet pills, surgery
Photoshoped pictures in magazines
Telling them how they should be
It doesn’t make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what’s going on?
Tell me what’s going on
If you open your eyes
You’ll see that something is wrong

I guess things are not how they used to be
There’s no more normal families
Parents act like enemies
Making kids feel like it’s world war III

No one cares, no one’s there
I guess we’re all just too d*mn busy
Money’s our first priority
It doesn’t make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what’s going on?
Tell me what’s going on
If you open your eyes
You’ll see that something is wrong

is everybody going crazy?
is everybody going crazy?

Tell me what’s wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Rich guys driving big SUV’s
While kids are starving in the streets
No one cares
No one likes to share
I guess life’s unfair

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what’s going on
Tell me what’s going on
If you open your eyes
You’ll see that something
something is wrong

Is everybody going Crazy?
Can anybody tell me what’s going on
Tell me what’s going on
If you open your eyes
You’ll see that something is wrong


It’s silly for me to post Simple Plan lyrics, but uh…ya see….I heard that song a min ago..and i was like *love* because it’s sooooo true.