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HEY! I’m a happy go lucky chickadee this mornin!!!!! woooo! Kylie broke up with Seth last night and she called me this morning and she’s SO happy and back to how she used to be!!!!! It’s soooo awesome! I love my Kylie! She’s so happy and hyper now! 🙂 I stayed up until like 4 because I couldnt sleep..I hung pictures on my wall and threw away lots of old magazines and crap. I’m TRYING to get organized but it’s SO hard! I wish I could just take everything out of my room and start over.. Anyway, I wrote Arlene back and sent it this morning. I sent her a picture of me & Rachel..one of the church pics, ya know. I look so stupid, lol.

ANYWAY! We have church tonight! Whoo, whoo! I love church! Yay! Im happy it’s Wednesday! I gotta go work at the House of Hope in the morning with Mrs Cindy n Haley. I ate a hot pocket for lunch. I love getting comments. I can play “I love thee” on the piano. I watched Degrassi last night while writing Arlene! She sent me a prom pic! My soap opera don’t come on until 1 soooo im just sittin here waitin. Mom gave me some things to do, so I should go do them..Ok, I think I will! Bye! 🙂

AVRIL LAVIGNE LYRICS

“Freak Out”

Try to tell me what I shouldn’t do
You should know by now,
I won’t listen to you
Walk around with my hands up in the air
Cause I don’t care

Cause I’m alright, I’m fine

Just freak out, let it go
I’m gonna live my life
I can’t ever run and hide
I won’t compromise
Cause I’ll never know
I’m gonna close my eyes
I can’t watch the time go by
I won’t keep it inside
Freak out, let it go
Just freak out, let it go

You don’t always have to do everything right
Stand up for yourself
And put up a fight
walk around with your hands up in the air
Like you don’t care

Cause I’m alright, I’m fine

Just freak out, let it go
I’m gonna live my life
I can’t ever run and hide
I won’t compromise
Cause I’ll never know
I’m gonna close my eyes
I can’t watch the time go by
I won’t keep it inside
Freak out, let it go

On my own
Let it go
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Just let me live my life
I can’t ever run and hide
I won’t compromise
Cause I’ll never know
I’m gonna close my eyes
I can’t watch the time go by
I won’t keep it inside
Freak out, let it go

Gonna freak out, let it go
Gonna freak out, let it go

xoxo, hil*

Hey you. You’re mighty gorgeous! Yes you are! 🙂 hehe. I took a nap today. I was reading that book and I just fell asleep and slept for a while. When I woke up, I heard my sister talking and then some deep voice and i was like…whoah. But it was just Dock, lol. Me n Rachel went in the kitchen and she made Dock some food and we talked for a lil while. Dock bought her “Dazed & Confused!” Im so happy! Now I get to watch it anytime I want! haha, im so excited! So Kylie called me from Craig n Terri Ann’s! We talked about everything n yeeeeeeaaaaahhh. I wish I was babysittin their kids! I LOVE them sooo much lol. ANYWAYS…Dock n Rach are watching “Hostage” and im just sittin around.

Mom talked to somebody today and they said one of Landon’s vocal chords wasn’t working and they were calling in a specialist. Still no news about the infection and all. Keep my baby in yo’ prayers. Thank ya, thank ya.

My daddy got stung by a yellow jacket so we rode the fourwheeler up the road and put gasoline in the nest! I chased a few lightenin’ bugs but I didn’t catch any. Boo. Well, i’ll be talkin to yall later when I have better news. XOXO, HIL*

Hey…..whats up?

I woke up about 11 something today and read for a lil while and then Kylie called and I told her everything and yeah. Im thinkin about ridin out to Jimmy Don’s and gettin my letter later. Mom took Honey to the vet…so I have to wait for her to get back. I called Sam a lil while ago and she was going to BAM!!!! BOOO! I wish -I- was going to BAM!!!! Anyways, I really wanna go to the hospital and see Landon and Tony and Skylar.

La la la……keep Landon in your prayers please!!!

Well I gotta go take a shower!! I’ll TTYL!

–edit– Well i WAS going to go to JimmyDon’s but I drove out there and I was like…im going to get lost…it is WAY too far out here…so I came home. Plus It is SOOOOO hot outside!!!

He is SUCH a loser.

I can’t believe he thought he’d get away with it.

He’s going down…

down….

down…..

DOWN!!!!!

xoxo, hil*

Hey…we need your prayers.

They put Landon in ICU today because of some inflammation. Memaw Shirley called and told us and she really didn’t understand what it was about, so she didn’t really give us much information. I’m trying to get Mom to call Anna, but she’s not doing it yet. Just please pray. Please, please, please, please pray. Thank you guys.

xoxo, hil*

–edit– Mom called Mrs Anna and she really didn’t know any more than Memaw Shirley did. She said something about an infection and he’ll be in there 10 days. I think we’re going to see them tomorrow. Gosh, I hope so.

Heeeeeeey! What’s up? Not much here, just chillaxin ya know. Let’s see..I took a nap yesterday and slept til church time and then went to church. Mr. Keith talked about all the stuff we have to do to get ready for revival. We’re gonna have a prayer bowl and all this stuff. It’s really cool. Yay Revival! haha. It’s not ’til August 14th (MY BIRTHDAY!!). Hmmmm. I stood around n talked to ppl last night..and then came home and watched tv for a lil while and then worked on my box and slept.. I had the weirdest dream! I guess it was about Oklahoma…we learned alotta stuff about Indians lol and me n Sam met these 3 guys lol. And we sang amazing grace while walking across railroad tracks hahaha YEP! Sounds pretty fun. Oh gosh, I smell eggrolls..GROSS!

So I think the precious baby boy’s name is Landon Kyle. I’m not POSITIVE, but that’s what I think it is. Aww, I can’t wait to see him again! WHEN CAN I SEE HIM AGAIN??? Ok, bye! 🙂

O…..M……G!!!

A very precious baby boy was born to very proud parents, Tony & Skylar this morning a little before 11 weighing a little over 6 lbs! OMG…He is SO precious……SOOOOOOOO precious!

We got up and got ready for church this morning and then Tony called and me and Mom went up to Glenwood and right when we got there she was having the baby. We went to the waiting room and found Vincent (Tony’s dad) and we sat there for a minute..then Tony runs in the room saying HE’S NOT BREATHING…and we all FREAK OUT and I start praying…and Anna (Tony’s mom) comes in there and says “he’s breathing now..” so Anna goes back and comes back to us and says “something isn’t right.” so me & Mom start praying again and they all leave the room..and then Anna BUSTS back in there and says “HE’S FINE!!!! HE’S BREATHING!!!! HE’S FINE!!!!!” and then everybody can move again..lol. Omg..I almost had a heartattack..I couldnt breathe..and it was horrible. But it was because of the pain medicine they had given Skylar.

They took the baby to the nursery and Me & Mom sat around a minute talking to Vincent’s sister and then went and watched the nurses work on the baby and then they put him up next to the window and we all sat there for a really long time and just looked at him and he is so precious. He’s the most beautiful baby I have EVER seen in my ENTIRE life! I love him so much already..it’s an amazing feeling.

So, it was really good to see everybody. Especially Tony. He hugged me and I thought I was gonna bust into tears…I’ve missed him so much. Then I hugged Anna and Vincent and I was like OMG….I love these people so much. Skylar is beautiful! We went and saw her right before they brought the baby to her..and then we left and I cried all the way home and then cried when I got home. Mom was like “you could never be a nurse because you’d cry everytime somebody had a baby” and I thought “nope…just this time…because this baby..is so special to me”

Well, im about to go…keep the baby in your prayers (I haven’t heard the name yet..I’ll tell you when I find out)…thanks yall. PRAISE GOD! man im so happy!!!!!! well…xoxo, hil*

“Godspeed (Sweet Dreams)”

Dragon tales and the “water is wide”
Pirate’s sail and lost boys fly
Fish bite moonbeams every night
And I love you

Godspeed, little man
Sweet dreams, little man
Oh my love will fly to you each night on angels wings
Godspeed
Sweet dreams

The rocket racer’s all tuckered out
Superman’s in pajamas on the couch
Goodnight moon, we’ll find the mouse
And I love you

Godspeed, little man
Sweet dreams, little man
Oh my love will fly to you each night on angels wings
Godspeed
Sweet dreams

God bless mommy and match box cars
God bless dad and thanks for the stars
God hears “Amen,” wherever we are
And I love you

Godspeed, little man
Sweet dreams, little man
Oh my love will fly to you each night on angels wings
Godspeed
Godspeed
Godspeed
Sweet dreams

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I was sending Sam some quotes and Anna called and she made me start crying all over again. We can’t go so long without seeing them again. I don’t know if I can handle it. I’m going to take a nap or something. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I am SO emotional.

ok im gonna post some icons bc i LOVE them!!! lol they’re sooo cute! HAHA aw how cute me & Kylie lol LOL THAT CRACKED ME UP!

aw like on the notebook AW!LLAMAS! I have those but i add icecream aw*dies*ooh like Kenny chesneyAW! now thats true love lol HAHAawLOL NEMO’S MY ANTI DRUG TOO! LOLheheAW!HAHAYEP🙂WHOAH i always knew barbies were scary Image hosted by TinyPic.com life is not about waiting
for the storm to pass,
it’s about learning to dance in the rain.

L O L !!!!!!! S o r r y , I h a d t o !!!!!!!!!! h a h a h a h a h o w s w e e t i s t h a t!!!!!!!!! A W W W! L O L !!!!!!!!!! Y AL L have got to watch house of w a x !!!!! xoxo, H i l

SEND ME A LETTER IN THE MAIL!!!! ASk for my address and i’ll give it to you…..I NEED 2 GET LETTERS IN THE MAIL! lol

Hey yall. It’s Xanga time again, lol. Whatcha doin???? Not much here. I went to sleep about 1:30 or later last night because I was working on my box and just sitting around listening to the dixie chicks & thinking about Tony n Skylar and just hoping she goes into labor like during the day so I can go up there right when they call. Mom won’t take me if it’s in the middle of the night..even though it’s gonna be like her GRANDCHILD! lol. Anyway…I gotta go buy me some word searches and stuff to be prepared! lol.

I finally fell asleep and had a dream about Oklahoma. We had to leave early but we were planning to go back but Sam didn’t wanna go back…and I was really sad. Then we went to church and somebody died and everybody was mourning and it was awful…

Mom & Dad went to Monroe to see Bro. Jimmy n left me here all by myself and I hate that..but i’m watching tv, lol. I’m watching a concert on MTV for poverty in Africa! It’s great…we’ve had some awesome bands on there this mornin! Green Day, Coldplay…whatever band that’s on right now.. You should’ve seen Coldplay in London’s audience…it was like acres of people! It was awesome. But anyway, I’m just sittin here now watching some band sing and talking to Sam.

Phyllis called this morning and asked if we wanted to work the house of hope next week again..lol. We do 🙂 Well, imma go. Byez xoxo, hil* I like CoMmEnTs

*sigh* Hi..

Well..we went n got Haley and then went and got me my “when I work at the House of Hope drink”…strawberry parrott ice! I went to the house of hope then and it was really great. We sorted clothes all day and we made a good bit of progress being the fact that it was only me and Haley. Tons of people came today for their food boxes and to buy clothes. We got some stuff free. Haley got a couple shirts and I got a pair of shorts, lol. We had a good time…we had to throw away alot though. A pretty wedding dress, too. It sucked. There are tons of clothes up there..and i’m thinking about taking some up there next Thursday..

We left about 12:30 and went to Sonic for lunch. Sam called and said her class went good! That’s what I was hoping. So we came home and I automatically went to sleep and slept until like 4…..Sam called and woke me up and we talked for a minute and then we hung up bc I was dead asleep…then Kylie called and i was dead asleep…we talked and then I got up.

I came and got online….and then it started raining…and then I saw something…that made me unexplainably sad. Today I totally agree with Kaylin..it feels like the sky is crying. That just really depresses me….*cry*….

Dad wants to go over to Aunt Dana n Uncle Kevins and sit on the porch and watch it rain.. I’d love to. It makes me feel so country to sit on the old porch and watch it storm….I did it once before..but only for a minute because the rain was so horribly bad and it was thundering and lightening and I was getting soaked just standing there. But there was still a fire…It showed me…no matter how bad the storm is, Jesus is stronger than the storm and he’ll help my fire stay strong. I won’t let Satan blow it out..I’m gonna let it shine.

xoxo, hil*

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wooo, im happy again bc i wrote a poem. check it out www.xanga.com/ordinaryaintgoodenough woot woot. im actually happy bc i got my friends who love me for me !