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Heeyyyyy…it’s 8:30 in the mornin!!! Im not supposed to be awake this early! lol but i gotta leave in 15 minutes to go up to the House of Hope. its really a blessing though…to see all the people that come in..you see how much you have. So much has been showing me that lately…HOH…oklahoma…i mean..tons. Yall should go up there. It’s youth month and it’s not even a very big task..the most trouble is waking up this early. it’s really rather fun. well, im pretty hungry so i’m gonna run…talk to ya later. xoxo, hil*

hey i stole some things from some random girl named Rachel!! yay for her.

you can ask me 5 questions, no matter how personal, inappropriate, or random…not that anyone cares about me and wants to ask 5 questions…but oh well!

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Type Your Name With Your…

Eyes closed::: hilary

Nose:::yolqary

Chin::: bkjm,.zfd (LOL NOT ONE LETTER RIGHT!)

Wrist::hoilksarftyht

Big Toe::: hgilkaREGTYHHZ

Ear::: j.,maaFZS C

Forehead::: yu7h
Lips::: hilary (OMG HOW COOL!)

Shoulder::: hiodsHOHNGANnlggd

Elbow::: hnilzaqrfthyu

Heel of Your Foot::: yhuolp;wqas5rtyhu76

Turned around in Your Chair::: hjilary

Computer Mouse::: dont have one..im on laptop

WELL THAT WAS FUN xoxo, hil*

Heey there! Guess what I did yesterday! I went to Sam’s! We watched Hitch and it was sooo cute! I loved it so much. It cracked me up!! I stayed for dinner and we had enchiladas! Yummy! We wanted to watch another movie so we watched the day after tomorrow and it was SOOOO GOOOD! I LOVED IT! It SCARED me! haha..i was like freaking out. It was a really good movie though!! Finally, we started watching Left Behind but we didnt finish it because I got kinda bored. Not that it wasnt a great movie-it so was. I just..it went kinda slow. I’m going to try to read the books. Hmm..we got kinda bored and went to bed about 1:30 after I emailed James. We tried to look up stuff about the Judgement House drama thing but we couldnt find it. Oh well.

Today we woke up and went to MOnroe about 9:30. Grandmother had a doctor’s appointment so we went and sat in the hot car listenin to music waitin on her.. Then we went to St. Francis to see how Bro. Jimmy was doing. The surgery didn’t end until like 1:45 or 2.. Everything went fine though, Praise God!!!! He’ll be critical for 24 hours of course like any patient but he’s fine!! YAY!! He’ll have to be at the hospital for a couple days though to watch him, ya know. I gotta go see him!!! Im so glad he’s ok!!! Keep praying please and thank you for your prayers! We went to Grandy’s and ate lunch and I ate a BLT! hahahahah…sorry that struck me as funny! =) We went to Walmart and picked up my pictures! They’re of random things and they’re pretty good! lol. There was one of Tony n Skylar n Mom and I was like AWWWWW!

I can’t wait til Skylar has her baby. It’s due this month! Keep her in your prayers!! Oh it’s such a happy day. We dropped by Grandmother’s on the way home and Aunt Dana was there and she said she read something I wrote to her a long time ago and she cried for 2 hours…and I was like AW how sweet!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love my Aunt Dana and Uncle Kevin!

Well, I just talked to Arlene for a while and I sent Sam a few texts and now I’m sittin here talkin to Will. They’re home, yay! I better go do something else though…ttyl ! XOXO, Hil*

What’s up? Not so much ’round this place. I woke up at 10:15 today! (YAY!) It’s great because I went to sleep about 3! I was on here talkin to some people and then I got on Cyforums for a while. Finally went to sleep and who do I dream about? Brad. It was a really funny dream actually, but I woke up crying..lol. Poor me.

I’m going to Sam’s today sometime. We’re gonna watch Hitch! Yay for that. Aww Jeff on his way to Arkansas. I wanna go to Arkansas!! I don’t get a vacation this year. Oklahoma was my vacation and Missouri will be my second one. None of my friends can come with me to the wedding because they’re busy so that pretty much sucks. About an eleven hour drive all by myself! I hate that! When we’re going to Oklahoma and Sam’s in there or when we’re going to Tennessee and I have Sam and Coty, i’m fine. But going to Missouri..by my SELF? Sucks.

My aloe vera gel smells like grapefruit. Have I told you that? lol So I havent lost any more weight but I havent gained anymore either which is such a surprise! I needa practice the piano..or go play Judy’s Waltz or something easy. Just so I can say I played something. I’m totally rambling now. Well, I’ll leave you w/ some lyrics.

3 DOORS DOWN LYRICS

“Behind Those Eyes”

Ohh yeah
Ohh yeah

You said i had something to say
Then you got that look in your eye
There is something youve got to know
You said it as you started to cry

Ive been down the wrong road tonight
And i swear ill never go there again
Ive seen this face once before
And i dont think i can do this again

Theres something I cant see
There’s something different in the way you smile
Behind those eyes you lie
And theres nothing i can say
Cause im never gonna change your mind
Behind those eyes you hide

As you turned to walk away
I saw another look in your eye
And even though it hurt like it did
I couldn’t let this be your goodbye.

You say that your sorry
And you say that it hurts you the same
Is there something here to believe
Or is it just another part of the game?

Theres something I cant see
Something living in the way you smile
Behind those eyes you lie
And theres nothing i can say
Cause im never gonna change your mind
Behind those eyes you hide

Ohh yeah
Ooooooo
Ohh woah

Behind those eyes you lie
Behind those eyes you hide

Theres something I cant see
Something living in the way you smile
Behind those eyes you lie
And theres nothing i can say
Cause im never gonna change your mind
Behind those eyes you hide

Theres nothing i can say
That’s ever gonna change your mind
Behind those eyes you hide

Behind those eyes you lie

xoxo, hil*

Uhm….guess what. I’m drinking a c2. I thought it was regular coke all along. What a great day it has been. I took ANOTHER nap at like 730..slept til 1030. Then I got up and watched The Golden Girls. It was the episode where Blanch loses her earrings and blames it on Rose and makes Rose do everything for her and be her servant..and then Sam (ya kno..that man)..well he comes to the door with Blanch’s earrings. Says he found them in his loveseat. Rose answered the door and got ’em..then she called Blanch in there and she said “Sam found your earrings in his loveseat.” Blanch was like Oooh I see. Rose was like “I think an appology is in order”..and Blanch said “Ohh, you don’t have to apologize for sleeping with Sam, Rose..everybody sleeps with Sam!” HAHAHAHAHA I died laughin!

That’s about all there is to say…I’m talking to a guy from California..long story, lol wouldn’t want to bore you. It’s actually kinda funny. OH well, time to go talk to my homies. Love ya lots, xoxo, hil*

I’m working on my other xanga site right now. It’s www.xanga.com/OrdinaryAintGoodEnough. It’s where I’m going to write my poetry..and stuff like that. Yall needa subscribe to it and comment and stuff when I get it up and running.

I slept ’til 12:30 today and then I read. I finished my book and cried and cried. It ended just the way I thought it would…and still I cried like I had no idea.

My sunburn still hurts like crap. I can barely walk it hurts so bad. Oh, being dramatic has never hurt anybody. =) Except for the fools. What am I even talking about? Oh, who knows. Talk to ya laters. It’s gonna be one heck of a lazy day. Keep smiling.

Kylie brought me a book. It shall be interesting. Life is just full of surprises, isn’t it? Well….when the going gets tough…eat a popsicle. Talk to ya laters. xoxoxoxoxoxo, hil*

Happy Fourth of July, kids! Lemme tell ya..it’s been a great one.

My family came down yesterday and we all bbq’d n ate watermelon and had a good ole time. Mom, Gmother, Aunt Ellen, Uncle Darrell n the kids went walking in the woods and Alexa got bit by an ant so she rode the 4wheeler with me and then they went and looked at the horses. Gmother rode with me, hahaha. It was so funny..but I loved it. I love my Grandmother so freakin’ much. lol Anyway. Sam came over and everybody left us… Mom & Dad went to Winnsboro with BR & Vickie…Rach n Dock went 4wheeler ridin with Nick n Angie. Me & Sam had to play vet. Rams had a tick and Sam could be a great vet lady, lol. Then he PEED on me…omg..thought i was gonna die. So I took a shower, lol. Soo..me n Sam got really bored so we went and rented Garden State and Hitch. We came home n ate bbq..me ate a chicken sandwich…SOOO GOOD! Then Kylie came over and gave us a HEARTATTACK! Kylie looked up xanga stuff and we talked about my dirty book which -is- a bit…on the dirty side. It’s ok..Kylie wants to read it, LOL.

We…ate a million popsicles and sat outside and listened to music when Mom got home. About 11 or so…we rode the 4wheeler a lil bit.. it was HILARIOUS! Sam said she’s never riding with me again! We went through the woods and kept hittin’ spiderwebs and Kylie kept SCREAMING “SPIDERS!! SPIDERS!! *AHHHHHH*” When we got into the woods…the light cut off and we all started screaming and it was soo funny..like blair witch project funny. I thought I was gonna die, lol. We finally got outta there and didn’t get eaten by spiders OR snakes. Then Mom was like “WHAT ARE YOU DOING?” so we went inside lol.

Kylie got online talkin’ to her peoples and me and Sam sat in my room being dillusional and sooo funny. I made my hand into a puppet! Hmm..we sang like Bro Lester and like Tommy and like Terry and her ciggarettes. It was sooo funny. Ramsey was givin my puppet sugar! Sam was like “say gimmie some sugar” and I was like…”sug-ar”…and THEN..i had my once in a lifetime Reed moment! haha “Ya don’t get tired, do ya?” LOL! Kylie finally got offline n we started watchin Garden State but they kept laughing at random things and I fell asleep..lol. Kylie poured rubbing alcohol randomly in my ears…while I was laying on..why I was laying on the floor? Hahaha.

Me & Sam went to the river about 11 today with the family. I had SO much fun! We really just sat on the sandbar n watched everybody go by.. We went n rode with Rach n Dock and we went snake huntin’! hahaha. Dock: “Ohh..most of the time, the snakes are in the trees.” Me & Sam: *looks up..* haha.. Oh it’s okay sweetie, i’m not gonna shoot you, the safety’s on. lol Ya gotta love Dock.

noSHOESluvsJESUS: i went snake huntin today
noSHOESluvsJESUS: haha
noSHOESluvsJESUS: ok not really
noSHOESluvsJESUS: but kinda
DarthHomer08: explain
noSHOESluvsJESUS: we was at the river
noSHOESluvsJESUS: with a gun
noSHOESluvsJESUS: lookin for snakes
noSHOESluvsJESUS: to shoot
noSHOESluvsJESUS: lol
DarthHomer08: HAHAHA
noSHOESluvsJESUS: …no really

About 2 something we went to eat at McDonalds n Haley came with us! Then we went back and Sam went home.. Billy Ray pulled me & haley on the double tube and it was sooooo fun. I didn’t wanna stop. We finally had to though and we sat around in the nasty river water. We all left about 330 and Me, Haley, Rach, Dock, Nick n Angie rode back to the boat docks together. I love Rach n Dock bein friends with Nick n Angie! ” I like Angie. ” “Angie?” “Oh, i mean I like Nick too but i mean i like u being friends with Angie” “Yeah? Me too.”

So I came home and took a long much needed nap. I had a dream about Bobby Ray lol but he looked like Chad Michael Murray, lol..He was HOTT! And he kept stealing my cellphone. And Ms Odell was there and she said she raised me right! hahahaha. So I woke up..really about 8 and called Mom. They were at B Ray & Vickie’s eatin’ homeade ice cream! Boo. They came home at 9 and we popped some firecrackers with the Mays. They left about 10:15 or something….and i’ve been here, lol. I am SOO sunburned! I can’t wear pants..glad it’s summer so I can wear me some shorts.

It was so awesome being with my church family today. I have tons of family but not alot of ’em live around here so little holidays aren’t much. I don’t know what we’d do without our church family. They are so awesome and I love them so much. They mean so much to me. If anybody is in trouble, they’re there. Which reminds me….Bro. Jimmy Goodman (like..one of the most important people on this earth to me) is having like heart surgery sometime soon..dno when. please pray…please.

I have GOT to go read my book! I told Jeff I was gonna go to Arkansas with them but they won’t have room for me and my fluffy pillows, so I can’t go. 😦 hehe. Ok…gotta go! Love yall! XOXO, Hil*

OK kids…i’m being cool and advertising all of Monica’s writing sites!

www.xanga.com/torn_together_with_ducktape – her poetry

www.xanga.com/XxXxSunstBlvdXxXx -Sunset Boulevard a story/novel she’s working on

www.xanga.com/XemoXwriterX – Friendship for Faith

www.xanga.com/XMldyDwnMsnX – Love and Friendship

www.xanga.com/th1ngsXch4nge yeah i dno what that one is!

HAVE FUN….lol and read ’em all bc Monica is cool! TTYL!

xoxo, hil*

Yay….church this morning was SOOOOO GOOD! It made me smile! I <3d it so much! Dock and Uncle Kevin came! It was so good! The singing was AWESOME!! Aunt Dana did soo good! Mrs Mary did too! hehe AW! It was so good…We have so much talent at OB! I showed Reed n Saw my pics after church and sawyer told me all about her trip!!! It sounded like she had a blast! Mr. Keith preached about freedom and such and it was just so awesome.

I came home and read a few chapters and then called Sam. She’s supposed to stay with me tonight but I haven’t asked my Mom yet, lol. She IS goin’ to the river with me! Well, I wish she’d hurry up and get here because I am SO bored…but she won’t be here until later..like 5. I love my book though…and I needa clean my room. Oh, Daddy grilled and I’m so hungry! It smells so good! Well, I better go do stuff! Love ya lots! XOXO, Hil*

–edit– pork chops, steak, hamburgers, chicken, hot dogs, beans, potato salad, slaw……FOOOOOD! YUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUMMY! I just ate me a hamburger and some side dishes, hehe. Gah..i’mma gain 10 lbs…(please no!)

Carribeangurl05: MMMMM-YAY 4 food on tha 4th

People ask me what you doin’ son
You’re gonna drive yourself insane
You’ll never find the sunshine
When you’re followin’ the rain
Seems like I’d take a new road
After all these years
But I wind up on the same old trail of tears

I’m still walkin’ down Memory Lane ‘cuz I know I’ll be runnin’ into you
Reminiscin’ through the pain recallin’ things that we used to do
I’m lookin’ up an old flame down on Heartbreak Avenue
I’m still walkin’ down Memory Lane ‘cuz I know I’ll be runnin’into yo

I LOVE RELIENT K!!!!

Family went to the river today with The McNemars & The Holmes’…..didn’t go. But I should have. I’m going back on Monday though! Yay! Hopefully Sam can come, too! I didn’t go to bed until late. I gotta get back on schedule with my sleepin! I think i’m going over to Kylie’s later to show her my pictures and to see her box. Well, I need to go fold clothes. TTYL! xoxo, hil*

OMG….im listening to Nirvana! hahahahahah YAAAAAAAAAY!

–edit–

I didn’t go over there because it started kinda storming a bit and she called and said not to. I think I’m gonna read today..like…all day…like the rest of the day. I’m gonna try to write Sam back tomorrow because the mail doesn’t run on Sundays, of course, so I couldn’t send it tomorrow if I wrote it today. Oh well. Talk to ya laters.

“She’s not available, he said.” “She puts out vibes man. . .”