We’re under construction right now.
But mm-mm. I love me some coffee.
heh…………………….heh.
XoXo, HiL* 
Author: shoesluvsjesuschrist
ROMANCE THE EMO KID
I’m off to Monroe to get some more pictures! hehe. Be home later. Gimmie a call.
Awww…Sandra Day O’Connor…she retired. Ronald Reagan appointed her 24 years ago. That’s pretty sad.
George W. Bush rocks my socks. He’s going to Europe next week. He has to make his decision this weekend. Pray for him!!
“Justice Sandra Day O’Connor, the first woman appointed to the Supreme Court and a key swing vote on issues such as abortion and the death penalty, said Friday that she is retiring after 24 years on the bench.
O’Connor, 75, said she will leave before the start of the court’s next term in October, or when the Senate confirms her successor. There was no immediate word from the White House on who President Bush might nominate to replace O’Connor.
It’s been 11 years since the last opening on the court, one of the longest uninterrupted stretches in history. O’Connor’s decision gives Bush his first opportunity to appoint a justice.”
xoxo, hil*
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We went to Monroe and got my pictures which are really good!! I bought some stationary today so I can keep writing all you cool people on cool paper. *yawn*. Sam bought her some sunglasses. We ate at Chile Verde and we all ate fajitas. Wasnt the best Chile Verde ever. Latida. I’m so tired. I’ve been sleeping! I took a nap! hehe. Talk to ya later. Byeeeeeeeee. xoxo, hil*
What’s kickin, yo?
I had a really good day! I woke up at 9 because Aunt Sharon called and then I called Sam. I didn’t feel good so I was gonna go back to sleep but I couldn’t so I got online and talked to Sam and we finally ended up wanting food so thats what we did. We went to Popeyes and then rode around thinking where to eat and finally ended up at Grayson park and we ate our chicken! Then we rode around a lil while and ended up at Ward’s to give some woman some money or something, lol. Guess who we saw?? DEVON! lol. Ahem. Where was he? Noooo….not being stopped by a cop. NEVER! Ah, *has a heartattack and dies*. It drives me up the wall! But, nevertheless, we saw him!
We went through the carwash! And I called Jessica Alger but she never returned my call! Then we went and saw Grandma Carolyn at work and we talked about Oklahoma and Branson and everything in the world, lol. We showed her our pictures and stuff. We finally left and went to hang up our signs! I hung mine at J & K and Sam hung hers at Citgo (and they suck)! We went back to her house and looked at xanga layouts forevers! Finally about 6 something, we left and went and hung Seth’s sign at the village. Then we went to Grandmother’s and ate Indian tacos again….MMM MMM! We stayed up there forever listening to Fivo and talking about Oklahoma. I’m home now and I really dunno what I’m doing, lol. But I DO know that my texts aren’t working! Oh well! Well….pray for some issues I’m facing right now! I love you guys! xoxo, hil*
Kaleidoscope by GS Megaphone
hey won’t you cast a smile my way?
or do i remind you of the things you used to say?
what can’t you remember?
and why can’t i forget?
the promises you made are now the words that you regret
(chorus)
but you can’t see through your kaleidoscope eyes
the colors blind you
while this black and white world dies
You go on doing what you want to do
until your pleasures all catch up with you
tell me why you find the truth so hard to see
when not so long ago it was you reminding me
you think that i don’t notice the pain that’s in your eyes
the man that you’ve become
is the man you’ve once despised
(chorus)
who are you?
where has he gone?
where did you leave the truth you’ve known?
Jesus forgives, you’re not alone
so take my hand i’ll lead you home
you can’t make it on your own
this world will leave you dry and alone
i have surrendered you into God’s hands.
so i come back to Jesus Christ
come back to Jesus once again
Natural Highs!
1. Falling in love.
2. Laughing so hard your face hurts.
3. A hot shower.
4. No lines at the supermarket
5. A special glance.
6. Getting mail
7. Taking a drive on a pretty road.
8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio.
9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.
10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer.
11. Chocolate milkshake (or vanilla or strawberry!)
12. A bubble bath.
13. Giggling.
14. A good conversation.
15. The beach
16. Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last winter.
17. Laughing at yourself.
18. Holding a newborn baby.
19. Midnight phone calls that last for hours.
20. Running through sprinklers.
21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.
22. Having someone tell you that you’re beautiful.
23. Laughing at an inside joke.
24. Friends.
25. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.
26. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.
27. Your first kiss (either the very first or with a new partner).
28. Making new friends or spending time with old ones.
29. Playing with a new puppy.
30. Having someone play with your hair.
31. Sweet dreams.
32. Hot chocolate.
33. Road trips with friends.
34. Swinging on swings.
35. Making eye contact with a cute stranger.
36. Making chocolate chip cookies.
37. Having your friends send you homemade cookies..
38. Holding hands with someone you care about.
39. Running into an old friend and realizing
that some things (good or bad) never change.
40. Watching the expression on someone’s face
as they open a much desired present from you.
41. Watching the sunrise.
42. Getting out of bed every morning and
being grateful for another beautiful day.
43. Knowing that somebody misses you.
44. Getting a hug from someone you care about deeply.
45. Knowing you’ve done the right thing,
no matter what other people think.
I rarely put stuff like this on my xanga but it just made me think! Sometimes the best things in life are the little things!
I went and walked today with Sam! I went to church tonight & we had bible study.. During prayer, all the youth went n made signs for Life University! Yay yay. Sam is off work tomorrow. woot for that. Everybody stood around outside and talked after church. I showed Mrs Mary n Mr Keith my pictures! hehe. I had a good time at church tonight. Well, I better go because I’m on the phone with Sam and I can’t ever concentrate! Hahaha. So talk to you later. I ❤ You! XOXO, Hil*
WOW!!! hahaha…Will McCarty..you rock my socks! So here we go..i’m gonna post the rest of my pictures (until tomorrow when I go get my other rolls of film, hahaha!) Don’t you love my rockin’ pics?
These are the 9-12 yr olds! Susie’s in the back with her head turned, lol and umm Whitney I think it was is beside her! lol I hope that’s her name!
The fishing scene in “Where The Red Fern Grows” was filmed here!!!! Isn’t that too cool for words? lol..
How cute! lol. Morgan, Amber, Reed, Jaimie n Samboooooo at the Trail of Tears museum thing! lol
Jaimie trying to play that game, lol..I forgots what it was called!
Robert n the woman (forgots..lol) playing the game!!!! They never hit the fishy though…lol
ROBERT!!!!! Man he rocked! lol. He was HILARIOUS! Mom said “hahaha..he’s crazy”
Jaimie n a summer home! I wanna live in one of those during the summer!!!! They poured water on the floor and shut up the house during the day so at night it would be cool inside!! Cherokee Indians were so smart! And in the winter home, they like made a fire inside or something and then closed it up and at night they cleaned up the ashes and slept in there!
Mrs Vickie and some of her class! AWWW!
JAIMIE & HALEY!!!! They’re so silly
Jaimie! Isn’t that cute?
My Haley girl! lol Ain’t she prettyful?
HAHAHA! Jaimie again!
Woah..hi there!
LOL!! Maybe she was trying to explain what she saw when she closed her eyes…
Saw on the phone at the hotel! Wonder who she was talking to…hehe
This is the lovely blurry picture of our WONDERFUL hotel!
AAMMBBEERR!
Jaimie, lol!
Oohh lookie there! Me & The Samantha
Seth…he looks so depressed, lol..Methinks he was just tired!
Hush, lol. I was getting tired..It had been a loooonnnng day of being available..oh check out the earrings…FEATHERS!!!!!
MATTHEW!!!!!! Awwwwwwwwww…..*tear*
Ms Odell!!!!! She’s so cool yall!
Mrs Marilyn, Mrs Barbara, Mrs Diane, Mrs June n Mr. John!
Abby doin Jaimie’s hair!!! She did all of the girl’s hair all week!
Jaimie n Morgan! Awww. how pretty! Check out Morgan’s nametag! hahaha.. You should see mine! It rocks so hard!
What am I doing? Ooh, everybody notice my pretty fingernails!
Hahahaha..she’s the queen of crazy pictures!!! Yay for her!
The girls practicing sign language!
AW! Morgan and Amber!! AWWWW! I guess the crossword puzzles ^^ tired ’em out! lol
Jaimie n Haley once again..lol
Aww the girls!
More awake in this picture! lol. they’re so sweet aren’t they? pshhh! hahaha
FIVO!!!!!!! Here he is you guys…..the infamous….FIVO! Happy! Jim Muskrat!!!!
HALEY AND HUNTER! Man…that’s what I miss most about Oklahoma…the puppets. 😦 I MISS HUNTER AND OLIVE!!!
This is the inside of the church!
Seth, lol. I took that while we were sittin there waitin to leave for church!
The beautiful Mrs Diane Frazier!
Bahhh..i was talking to Rachel on the phone!! Hey look Seth..there’s no crumpled tissue behind the vase!
SAWYER!!! Isn’t she beautiful???
And last but not least….the sign language girls once again!!!!!
Ok so I guess I’ll leave some words to ya. It’s Wednesday and we have church tonight!! YAY! Eh, that’s about all, lol. I’ll talk to you guys later!! Love ya! xoxo, hil*
Hey!! I finally got those pictures I promised you thanks to the help of Sam and Will! Here you go!!
My beautiful Samantha Anne in front of New Baptist Church in Stilwell, Oklahoma!
The HANDS 4 HIM! My gorgeous girls!
All the kids and Mrs Phyllis! Haha! It’s kinda blurry but we all ROCK!
Reed & his Granny!!! Mrs. Barbara!!! Awwwww! How sweet is that!
Patrick and Mom! I’m so glad I got this picture!
The two coolest people in the WORLD!!!! Sam & Reed!!!! Don’t they look so happy???
“This is me and my preacher. We’re cool!” HAHA i love you Sam! Me & Mr. Keith! I love this pic of me! I look soooo cool! haha
Me & Sawyer!! I look stupid n this pic but its the only one I have of me n saw!
Is that not the most precious picture you’ve ever seen??
Haley & Tosh Kirk!!! Those are my girls right there!
Sawyer and Matthew!!!! Man, im gonna miss that boy!!!
Jaimie n Matthew! He doesn’t like to look in pictures! I was shocked I got his eyes open!!!
Those are the Indians singing Amazing Grace in Cherokee!!!!!! It was SO cool!
Mrs Winnie, Jason & Tosh doing Bible Drill !!!!!! Mrs. Winnie won by the way! lol
Reed & Sawyer singing the last night!!!!!
Everybody in the church! Dont you just LOVE natural pictures??? hehe…I DO!
Me & my most FAVORITE lady in the whole world, Ms. Odell!!! She grabbed my hand at the last minute so that’s why my hand looks so silly! But I love her dearly!
Me & Reed! Aren’t we cute?
Look at my sunshine!!!! There weren’t any clouds in front of her beautiful SMILE!
Jaimie, Morgan, Haley, Abby & Seth waiting to load up and come home!!!
SETH!!! lol I swear he was awake when I took it…he looks like he’s peacefully dreaming though!
xoxo, hil*
Hey!! What’s kickin chicken? I just got home from Monroe! I went and got my pictures developed! Well..one roll. I left the other two though so i’ll go get them like Thursday or something! I just needed to get at least one roll today!! So I did! lol..Mom woke me up about 7 this morning and we got ready to go and went up to walmart. I bought..a book! Summer Sisters by Judy Blume! lol. It looks really good! You have to remind me to give Sam The Notebook back! I’ve had it forever! I bought me and Sam matching keychains because I haven’t bought her one in forever! She’s the keychain girl, ya know. We’re going to walk later!! Yay!! Anyway..about my pictures! They’re really good! When Sam scans ’em, I’ll try to post ’em but it usually doesn’t work out so well so I’ll just send ’em to yall then.. I really like them though! I’m so excited, lol! The one of me and Mrs Odell and the one of me and Mr. Keith..they’re SO good!!! YAY! I really like the one of Sam and Reed too! Man..pictures are the best! I have one of Sawyer and Matthew so yall can see the sweetest kid ever!
I just painted my fingernails with red sparkly fingernail polish that smells like cherries. Is that cool or what? I think SO!
I saw Dock today at Walmart…hadn’t seen him in a while. So, the mail lady hasn’t come today…or so it seems. My letters are still in the mailbox. Sorry Will but my sister didn’t send off your letter while I was in Oklahoma. I guess she FORGOT!
Crystal, Rebecca and Jeremey are staying with Aunt Jan right now…Mom said we’ve got to do something with them this week. I love the kids so much! I got to see them for a few minutes before church on Sunday. Mom also said that she wants to try to go to the waterpark on Friday if Sam isn’t busy. I wonder when she’s starting her classes..I should ask her. Mom ALSO said that I needa meet up with Hannah sometime.. She was so full of ideas this morning! haha..I taught her some bible verses on the way to Monroe and we listened to all 4 Third Day CDs.. THAT I HAVE..WILL!
Last summer at Milldale, Mrs Marcie said that she read through proverbs every month and she always learned something new every month..so I picked up the habit.. Last night I was reading Proverbs 27 and the fifth verse said “Open rebuke is better than love carefully concealed.” I just couldn’t believe that I’d read Proverbs 27 over and over and never really been hit by that verse..but it hit me last night like BAM. Man, God’s good, isn’t he?
I can’t believe I’ve written this much. I didnt intend on it. Well, I have to go clean a little before Mom gets home from work and I go walk with my Samantha Anne! Well, talk to you laters. xoxo, hil*
O-si-yoh!
Seth gave me a wonderful idea. Why don’t I learn Cherokee?? Well, I started looking through some Cherokee language sites..and I’ve decided why I can’t learn Cherokee. I’m too simple-minded. It’s too hard.
A-ya a-yv-wi-ya!! A-ya gv-ge-yu-i ni-hi!!!!!!
Told you it was difficult. And all that says is “Me Indian! I love you!” hahaha.
Ko-hi-u-sv..a-ya da-s-ti-he & da-gi-a-wu-ga!!!! (Tonight..me thirsty & tired!) Well you lovely people, I better go!
RANDOM CHEROKEE WORD OF THE DAY: Milk = u-nv-di
Do-na-da-go-hv-i!!!!! (Goodbye!)
xoxo, hil*
*loves my new layout*
Ah, my head hurts like crazy. Mom says my eyes look weak..I don’t think it’s because I’m coming down with something though. I finally ate real food today..the first time I’d eaten real food since Friday night…and before that I hadn’t eaten since eh…wednesday or something. I talked to Sam on the phone today for a while…then I hurt her again by telling her something I did. I don’t think before I do things. I think about how I see it, but not about how she sees it. I’m horrible..but i’m not having a pity party.. That wouldn’t help anything. I have to get up and start over.. I’ve been thinking about why I hadn’t been eating and the same thing happens to me at Milldale…but this time it wasn’t for the same reason…Im not sure what it was though.
Did you know that Wednesday is Remote Control Day? Well, it is. And Thursday is Sky Day. So what’s everybody doing for July 4th? I’m not sure yet. Year before last, we did fireworks at Aunt Dana’s because Coty and Monte were here! I don’t really remember last year! Well kids…I better go. I’ll ttyl…send me a text…or comment…leave me some encouragement! Tell me you love me! hehe. XOXO, Hil*
Your First:
1. First best friend: mallory may
2. First car: never had my first car!
3. First real kiss: havent had one yet
4. First break-up: ^^^
5. First screen name: hippiechickhil
6. First self-purchased album: i dont remember!!
7. First funeral: my mom’s dad
8. First pets: well we had cally cat when i was born and then i had gabby too..and we had yogi bear, charcoal and cody..
9. First piercing: ears
10. First credit card: none
12. First enemy: I don’t really have many “enemies”..never have.
13. First big trip: Well, i’m sure my first “trip” was to Diboll or Lufkin TX..
The Lasts:
1. Last cigarette: Smoking Kills!
2. Last car ride: home from Sonic last nite
3. Last kiss: never
4. Last good cry: Saturday about 4
5. Last library book checked out: when the sparrow falls or something? lol i think i lost it..where is that book?
6. Last movie seen in theatres: house of wax…great movie yall.
7. Last beverage drank: water
8. Last food consumed: popcorn chicken..then i thought i was gonna vomit. im not used to eating yet, lol 9. Last Crush: hmmmm. i go through phases.
10. Last phone call: well I called Mom, then Sam..then Sam called me back..then Mom called me back. So Mom..lol
11. Last time showered: yesterday
12. Last shoes worn: purple flip flops…n i got in troubles bc i didnt wear my light up ones…
13. Last item bought: cookie dough blast
14. Last annoyance: ppl bein mad at me
15. Last time wanting to die: never really
16. Last time scolded: like…scolded..like got in trouble? I almost talked in the prayer last nite and I got the look..THEN I was talkin durin choir practice n reed said “SHHH!”
Relationships:
1. Who are your best friends?: Jesus, sam, kylie, jeff, will…
2. Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend? nah uh
Fashion:
1. Where is your favorite place to shop? hot topic! catos
2. Any tattoos or piercings? um my ears!
Specifics:
1. Do you do drugs? nope.
2. What kind of shampoo do you use? dove…or something
3. What are you most scared of? drowning
4. What are you listening to right now? Reed n Sawyer…number 9. the lamb, lion n king song..or something
5. Where do you want to get married? on the beach…ask Sam I have everything planned out! lol
6. How many buddies are online? 5
7. What would you change about yourself? id be in shape and more confident
Favorites:
1. Color: black, silver, blue, pinkish, purple-ish
2. Food: salad
3. Girls names: i’ll get back to you on these
4. Boys Names: ^
5. Subjects in school: health n english
6. Animals: dogs
7. Sports: football
Have you ever:
1. Given anyone a bath? yeah…maurly, dylan..or tyler…one of them lol, neely mccoy
2. Smoked? there are cooler ways to die.
3. Bungee jumped? nah uh..
4. Made yourself throw up? no way..
5. Skinny-dipped? yup…when I was little
6. Been in love? yes…with JESUS!
Current:
1. Clothes? planet hollywood tshirt n blue shorts i bought in jena the other day
2. Music? reed n sawyer
3. Make-up? none..
4. Annoyance? stupid stuff
5. Smell? dont smell a thing
6. Favorite musical artist? not sure right now
7. Desktop picture? noah n allie…i want a notebook romance
8. Book you’re reading? my bible n thats it right now
9. CD in player? gah….reed n sawyer
10. DVD in player? dirty dancing
11. Color of toenails? pink! hehe. i wore my pink shoes yesterday!
Last person:
1. You touched? Mrs Cindy when she handed me my cookie dough blast! lol
2. Hugged? Sawyer
3. You instant messaged? Will
4. You kissed? nobody
Are you:
1. Understanding? most of the time
2. Open-minded? pretty much
3. Arrogant? rarely
4. Insecure? very
5. Interesting? can be, lol.
6. Hungry? havent been since friday nite at church
7. Smart? yes
8. Moody? sometimes
9. Hardworking? can be..but not usually
10. Organized? i like to be but i rarely am
11. Healthy? yes.. just out of shape
12. Shy? not anymore
13. Attractive? eh, Jesus says so..lol i dont think so really
14. Bored easily? ADD
15. Responsible? sometimes!
16. Obsessive? some times….
17. Angry? nah…im never angry
18. Sad? not alot
19. Disappointed? alot 20. Happy? YEp!
21. Hyper? oh i can be
22. Trusting? too
23. Talkative? yeah..i dont like silence very much
24. Legal? nope
Whom do you want to:
1. Kill? nobody! hehe
2. Slap? its not worth saying
3. Get high with? no one, thanks.
4. Look like? i dont want to look like any one else
5. Talk to offline? certain people
6. Talk to online? ^^^
7. Hang out with? ^^^^
Random:
1. In the morning I am: like..what time is it?
2. All I need is: LoVe! hehe and Jesus!
3. Love is: super cool.
4. I dream about: crazy things
Which is better:
1. Coke or Pepsi: coke
2 flowers or candy: flowers!!! Blue Roses! hehe or sunflowers!
3. Tall or short: tall
4. Liquor or beer? eh neither
Random:
1. What do you notice first: smile
2. Last person you danced with: oh man i dunno its been a while
3. Worst question to ask: How old are you again?
4. Who makes you laugh the most? Indians 5. Who makes you smile: all my friends
6. Who gives you a funny feeling: nobody really anymore
7. Who do you have a crush on: nobody
8. Who has a crush on you: nobody
Do you ever:
1. Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone to instant message you: not anymore
2. Save conversations: not anymore
3. Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: lol nah
4. Wish you were younger: no
5. Cry because someone said something to you: used to
Number:
1. Of times I have had my heart broken: eh…a few times
2. Of hearts I have broken: i dont think any
3. Of guys I’ve kissed: none
4. Of girls I’ve kissed: NONE!
5. Of continents I have lived in: 1
6. Of tight friends: hmmm not sure really
7. Of CDs I own: ALOT
8. Of scars on body: a few.. i like scars xoxo, hil*
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