hey losers. lol actually im the loser. im sittin here talkin to will n listenin to reed n sawyer…its kinda fun…lol. I had a pretty good afternoon…we went to church n I thought i was gonna have to sit there by my self but reed showed up and scared me to death! So we sat there and talked a lil while and we sang lol and tried to fix his hair, haha. “Your hair looks…weird.” “FIX IT!!!!!” “I..dont think I can..it’s been like that all day.” hahaha. Sooo..let’s see. The music was fantastic tonight! I sat with Sawyer, Jaimie, Sam & Reed. Mr. Keith baptized two people tonight! Isn’t that amazing? I think it is! It’s sooo good to rejoice in the Lord with your church family! Christians Sharing Christ were there tonight to give us the downlow since they are the missionaries we support and it seems like everything is going good! They’re reaching alot of people and it’s really cool.. Mom talked to Mrs Cindy n Mrs Diane for a while and I wandered from group to group. Sam left…so I stood with Sawyer..I tried to steal their keys so they wouldnt leave but they left anyway:( So then I found Haley and Jaimie..then Jaimie left. Sooo I stood around with Haley and talked bout some stuff. Me, Mom, Mrs Cindy n Haley all went to sonic for ice cream! mm mm! Hey guess what! One week of barely eating = losing 7 lbs! YAY! lol. It’s kinda exciting! lol. Well…I texted Sawyer and told her to have fun on her trip! And I txted Reed n told him to give Trevor a brotherly speech before she leaves! lol. He said he would, lol. I wish -I- was going to FL! My sister is still in MS at the beach!!! Jaimie said Patrick called her today and said he wrote Mom a letter! hehe. We’re going to send him a picture of him and Mom! He said something to the effect of “she was the best teacher ever” lol. Aw! lol. We pretty much misjudged him! Well anyway. It’s getting late and yeah. Ok, i’ll ttyl ! *Hugs n Kisses* XOXO, Hil* “When that old accuser tells me I’m a loser, I remind him how he lost my soul!” “I can’t even walk without you holding my hand!!” -YA GOTTA LOVE FIVO!
Author: shoesluvsjesuschrist
Hey there! It’s a great day just because Jesus rocks my socks! I woke up this morning and took a shower and then went to church!!!! I LOVE MY CHURCH! Everything was so spirit filled this morning. Everybody was so happy and I just loved it! Sam’s mommy taught Sunday School this morning and made me laugh! I think i’m gonna get me a notebook! Hahaha..Church was awesome. Everybody stood up and talked about Oklahoma and the blessings we recieved. Barbie Barbara Barb woman talked about our Japanese movie puppets! My dad got up and talked and it was crazy..he never gets up and talks and he did and he almost made me cry. Then my mom got up and I did start crying.. Then Mr. Keith started preaching..and man.. After church I went n talked to Mrs Penny, Seth, Sawyer, Reed, Dale, Mr. Gordon, Mrs Diane and my mom..and almost got left! Sawyer said I could just live with her! lol.
We got so many blessings out of our oklahoma trip. When you go somewhere like that, you realize how much you have. I was thinking today and I have everything…I am So blessed.. I have a great family, great friends, a wonderful church family who loves me…..
We went to Grandmother’s after church and I ate some icecream and they all listened to Jim Muskrat (sp?)! lol…well man…Im going with mom to church at 5 bc they have practice, so i guess i’m gonna go take a short lil nap or something! I’ll talk to you guys later. I love you!! XOXO, Hil*
Oh gosh..I don’t wanna be home. Right when I clicked on new weblog entry, I started crying again. Oklahoma was wonderful..it really was. For me..things were so carefree. “I feel so free when im in Oklahoma” (I know that was meant as an insult but its kinda true) I just felt like nothing mattered except for the people with me in the little town of Stilwell. I love that feeling. It’s like the Milldale feeling…but also, things between me and Sam aren’t so hot. Let me tell you all about everything. Oh, the joys of Oklahoma.
We left right after church on Sunday morning. The Thomas’ and the Holmes’ didn’t leave right away. We ate lunch at Wendy’s with the people in Billy Ray’s vehicle. Somewhere along the way, we met up with everybody and when we got to Mena (Not Menu) we stopped at Western Cizzler and ate supper. Eh…it was cold in there and yeah. We didn’t really eat anything because it was gross… We got split up again because Reed needed to go to Walmart and then when we were driving along, we caught up with the Holmes’ and then got lost. Hilariously, Mr. Keith got lost at the same exact part and we all ended up together again! You should’ve seen all of the men getting out of the car discussing what to do..Mr. Keith asked for directions! I was like…he’s not a real man! lol. “I feel safer now that Mr. Keith is with us.” Oh yes…when leaving the W.C., Sam got mad at me about what she stayed mad at me about all week and is still mad about. So yeah…we got to the hotel about 11 or so and IT WAS SO AWESOME! We stayed at the Americinn and it was super awesome. “I stayed here last year and I just now noticed it was “Americinn…like American”” We all unpacked and then went to our rooms. I stayed with Sam & Seth n we watched The Notebook and I went to bed about 2:30.
Monday morning we woke up about 8 and went over to our church. It was a cute little church, ya know. We had a lil meeting & then started decorating our rooms. I got stuck with Phyllis for the 4 & 5 year olds. Then me, Seth n Reed walked around outside and talked about how blessed we were at OBBC. Eh, we went over to Walmart and I bought me a Cinderella change purse! Aw, how cute. Newho. We went to Sonic for lunch, but me, Mom & Vickie ate Subway..(MMMMM MMMMM!) Back at the hotel, everybody went swimming but me, Sam n Abby so we sat around and talked and then I went up to the room and got ready for bible school. The women made spaghetti (this is when I stopped eating…eh..just because I wasnt hungry). Bible school started at 6:30 and it was alright. Not very many kids came. There weren’t very many 4-5 yr olds so me and Abby babysat Alana! She was so precious! Awww! Lanabug! She kept going through my purse and wanting more “mush” (bubble gum). Bro. Lester preached that night and he said beloved..71 times! Poor Bro. Lester! (sam’s friend!) He’s so old and feeble, lol. Reed n Saw sang “Come Down to Me”. I sat by Sam. I wore my pink shoes! “You can’t wear my shoes. They’d clash with your purple toenails.” So we went back to the hotel and went swimming. It was…okay. Mrs. Vickie got a call and they said Brittany Graham had gotten in a real bad wreck and was being airlifted to Shreveport..something about life support. That’s Mrs. Jeanine and Mr. Jimmy Ray’s neice so they left. I think she’s doing a whole lot better today though. We all prayed for her. I know because OBBC believes in the power of prayer. Oh the power of prayer. Man I love my Jesus. He’s so amazing. Well, we got out of the pool a little before midnight & the girls and Abby came over and watched “What Women Want” until 1:00. They left and we went straight to bed.
Tuesday: We got up about 10 and went over to the Thomas’ room to watch Shrek 2. About 11, we decided to go to Subway. Sam and my dad don’t like Subway…so we had to go to McDonalds. I whined forever, lol. I hate getting split up from the group. I ate some french fries and then we rode around looking at the mighty Stilwell, Oklahoma. We made a loop around the school and stopped at the Farmer’s Market. Back at the hotel, me, Sawyer, Seth n Reed swam for a while while the girls practiced H4H. I had fun! Reed n Sawyer are great! We swam for a pretty good while and yeah. So..we got ready for church and Mrs. Marilyn, Mr. Billy Ray n Mr. Gary prepared Boston Butt. (didnt eat much). I played with Olive the puppet while we all sat around. “Hahahahaha..*sigh*” Reed is a natural with the puppets. It’s HILARIOUS! So there were alot more kids that night. I helped Mrs Diane, Mrs Barbara, Sam n Sawyer with the 6-8 yr olds. She had enough helpers but she begged me to help her. (???) I helped Nikolas and Jason make crafts! Sam helped Jessica. Saw helped Matthew (who is autistic). He doesn’t really act like he is though. He’s just hyper, but who isn’t? But anywho. I met a girl named Megan! Church was excellent! Mr. Keith preached the sermon where he describes Calvary and one lady got saved. (Funny how that’s the only sermon I remember!) Reed n Saw sang “Had it Not Been”. It was so good. Fivo (Five-o?…) sang two songs and it was INTERESTING! hahahaha! I thought I was gonna die laughing but I didn’t, lol. I accidentally made Sam sit by herself and then I felt bad. Jessica went and sat with her. I sat by Reed n Amber. Saw’s phone kept vibrating! Reed was sooo amused with my light up shoes! lol. Dorrrrk. “LOSER! LOSER!” “What’s a lufer?” I knew Sam was mad now so I stayed in Mom’s room and went to bed about midnight.
Wednesday: We woke up at 6:30 and left for the Trail of Tears about eh..8. We got there close to 9 but it didn’t open until 10 so we found a gift shop and I bought me some feather earrings that I ended up liking. Sam felt grungy all day because I made her change from her dressy clothes to her James clothes! Hey..we talked to James on the phone! lol. Anyway. We went back to the Trail of Tears and It was awesome! Wah-doh is thank you in Cherokee! We went to BK for lunch. We went to this cool lil bridge for a lil while & it was pretty cool. Me, Mom & Sam went to Walmart and bought me another camera. I took a total of 87 pictures while I was there! We got back to the hotel and Reed came down to the room and we watched soap operas on mute while Reed made up the stuff they said..man it was funny. We started watchin Finding Nemo and then we all went to get ready. I finally got ready n then busted down to the girls room n stuff. We went to church and they ate leftovers. “If you’re trying to play footsie with me…that’s my knee.” Sam went n sat with Mr. Lester & they talked about Jamaica. It was the girl’s kitchen duty so I put up dishes! I went to the sanctuary n talked to Reed n Sawyer. “Hilary’s my girl!” “Hilary’s mean to me.” “Like I said, Hilary’s my girl!” Haha, ya gotta love ’em. Sooo we marched in and I sat with Mr Keith n we sang and said pledges and laughed at how horrible the puppets were. We had a few new kids at bible school and they still rock. Nikolas was being mean to me!!! Grrr at Nik! Well..bell rang and we went to snacks and once again stood around with Mrs Mary, Reed, Saw, Seth n Jaimie. We talked about when we were little!! Somebody told Mrs. Mary that I could sing…GR! “A little birdy told me you could sing” “A little birdy lied!” hehe. I’m gonna sing with Reed n Sawyer and I think Seth someday! It’s kinda exciting! Well church was a blast. I sat with Sawyer, Mrs Mary and Mr. Keith! Imagine that! Sam was still mad at me that nite..she even told me she was. So the girls signed “Offering” and it rocked. A hott guy sang! hehe. I dont know how to spell his name though. So, Bro. Jason preached in Philippians! He said “brothers and sisters” 87 times! I counted because I’m a a loser and I couldn’t concentrate. We all sat around n chit-chatted after church. When we got back, we went to the girl’s room and then talked to Sawyer for a sec and they told us to go to bed… Me & Abby went to Sam’s room and played UNO with Seth while Sam talked to Julie.
Thursday: Mrs. Mary called and woke me up at 9:00 so I went and watched the end of Surviving Christmas with Sawyer. The men had to go build the church. They ate lunch at Mr. B’s pizza and I ate half a salad. We ran to Walmart and that was about it for the day. I watched some of Dirty Dancing with Sam and sat at the pool and yeah. I don’t really remember ne thing about that day..Bible school was awesome though! They cooked taco salad and I still didn’t eat anything. I was gonna help with the kids but Reed came and got me! I was like….YAY!! I got to sit in Mom’s room and talk about Heaven. lol. I felt smart because I got an answer right that Reed didn’t know so then he had to ask me something he KNEW i wouldn’t know. lol Then I got in trouble! lol. Patrick told me I could stay in Oklahoma. I stole Reed’s name tag from Seth bc I didn’t think he was gonna give it to me and Seth is sooo tired of me! So I talked to Patrick at snack time and he was talking about trucks and Billy Ray said I was flirting with him and I laughed. hahaha Poor Patrick…Reed totally misjudged hiM!!
Friday: The men went to the church AgAiN! SOoOo..they woke me up and we went over to the church about…9ish maybe? I took some pictures of the guys lookin busy! hehe. Then we went to the creek and me and Abby waded in it..FUN! hehe. I loved it. We then went to a mexican restaurant and me and Sam talked everything out and kinda got a lil happier. So..Commencement Night! It ROCKED..and not because I was free OR available! lol. I sat between Reed and a lil boy..lol. The lil boy kept elbowing me on purpose and I kept telling him to hush and he wouldnt LISTEN! I took pictures of everybody up there… the kids learned alot! The 40 n up group sang Amazing Grace in Cherokee! It was so beautiful! Then they went to this other song during amazing grace and i was like Whaa? lol. I had so much fun. The 20-40 group sang When The Roll Is Called Up Yonder (in english, lol.) ANd Bro. Lester CRACKED US UP!!! We ate Indian Tacos after church! I actually ate!!!!!! YAY! I took tons of pictures after church. They’re gonna be wonderful, I hope! Cant wait to get them developed!! Reed rode back to the hotel with us…. I slept in Sam n Seth’s room bc I was available to do as much. (SKANK!)
This mornin I woke up at 6:45 and got ready n everything…we left by 750 and got home by 430. It was a long and stressful ride home..I started crying like 20408 times….when I got home, i went straight to my room and cried myself to sleep. I can’t believe I’m home. I’m gonna miss the fellowship so much. I’m crying now. Gosh my head hurts. I better go…..I love yall, I really do. It’s just not a good day…I hate getting home from long trips because I hate change…Well….bye.. xoxo, hil*
Sam and I aren’t fighting anymore.
hey sugar! im in oklahoma! yep….its sooo much fun. i’ll post about EVERYTHING when I get home…but im having tons of fun and i dont wanna come home. i’ll be home saturday though! Oklahoma is the best!!!! we have an awesome pool n hot tub and our rooms are great. bible school is awesome and i’ve talked to james on the phone TWICE! Everything is AMAZINGLY cooooL! So I better go because we have to go help make supper! TTYL! XoXo, Hil*
Hola Hola Hola! One more day til I leave! Are yall gonna miss me like crazy ? Im gonna miss yall! lol Actually i’ll be able to talk to yall cuz I’ll have Seth’s laptop!! lol. So..i didnt go to bed until 5 this morning. I couldn’t sleep so I wrote Amanda and then James. I FINALLY got to bed and then I dreamed some crazy dreams. Then I started thinking…all the hot guys me & sam are like..”man i want him” to..they all have just one sister n thats it. Oh well. I gotta go buy some stamps! Anyway I woke up about 10:30 today because Jessica Alger called and said her aunt Angie had her baby! It was three months premature and it’s a little boy..Albert Jr. (AJ!). It only weighs like 1 lb. and dno how many oz. It had trouble comin out so it’s really bruised..poor baby. They might have to transport him to another hospital because they don’t have the right equipment or something. Pray for him please! I can’t wait to see him! Pray for Aunt Angie too!
So i’m sitting here listening to this online radio thing that’s kinda like AOL radio but its not AOL..lol Dorkness. So anyway. I’m home alone right now..Mom & Dad went to Monroe to get something and Rach went to Diane n Jeff’s wedding! I wanted to go but I forgot about it until like earlier..oh well. Im sure they weren’t expecting me.
I’m supposed to be cleaning! Well, I picked up some stuff off my floor and straightened up the front room. That counts for something, right? TTYL! xoxo, hil*
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I just took a long nap! hehe. So let’s see. I had something to talk about. Oh yes. Mrs Vickie Alger just called me and said that lil AJ may not make it through the night. They think there might be some bleeding so they transported him to a hospital in New Orleans. Im so so so so so scared for them. PLEASE PRAY HARD!
I hope you like my “The Notebook” layout! Loves you! xoxo, hil*
Well…I talked to Seth n Sam on the phone for like 2 and a half hours earlier and it was so great! I Love them SO MUCH!! *HUGS* 
man that face is dumb. ne ways!!!! OKLAHOMA..HERE I COME ! IM PACKED N READY! HECK YEAH EVERYBODY..LETS GO! So then I got online and talked to Sam for a few hours..lol. Im like…so ready to go. We’re packin up some laptops, gamecubes, dvd players, dvds, cds…..im so excited. Me & Sam talked about James earlier…teehee.. HAHA that was SO called for ! We wont forget cuz we cant change who we are !
Tomorrow is gonna be sooo dull n lame n slowwwww. So…keep me upbeat. Not like u can leave COMMENTS though……whores. Ok BYE! xoxo, hil*
Do you guys like my new look? I love it. It’s beachy and it has guitars..man its so cool. So I hope you guys LOVE it…Sam loved it..She was jealous! I gotta find her something cool, lol. So…xanga comments aren’t workin..Will says they havent been workin for at least an hour…holy crap. I HATE that!
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Yeah..just decided I’d tell you what im talking about with Kaylin n Will ! hahaha..So let’s see. Sam just called to talk..bc she’s packing so im gonna have to call her in a lil while! I have to pack, lol. I love this cd…really I do…it so rocks.
So…after I got offline last night..I wrote Amber and then Will…went to bed about 330. Woke up about one today when Sam called my cell n woke me up! lol Then I went outside n sat on the porch to listen to the rain and I wrote Coty.. and now i’m here. I better go pack though..because I gotta leave day after tomorrow and I havent even STARTED packing ! So I better go do that (yeah right)! Man I love this cd….
Jesus Freaks, Smurfs, n Fairy Tales,
xoxo, hil*
Hey LOVE!
Whatcha doin? Not much here. Eh..im watching Dirty Dancing with my Mommy!! hehe. Man..Patrick Swayze is sexy n he has some MOVES!!! YUM YUM! COME GET YOU SOME! COTTON CANDY..CANDIED APPLES! Man it’s been a while since I’ve said that!!! I miss them BETA days. lol. Anywho. Today was Rebel Ryland’s funeral..I didn’t go bc I just didnt know if I should or not…
Mrs Cindy n Haley came over today and gave us some fresh squash n then some bread n butter pickles, salsa n cinnamon pickles…GROSS! So we sat around a lil while and then they went to leave n Mrs Cindy’s car wouldnt start so Mom had to take them to dance.. Sam called and we were like..we wanna go to Walmart so we drove to Jena!! I bought some shorts, some $1.00 flip flops, a paint pen for my sister and get this…THE SISTERHOOD OF THE TRAVELING PANTS SOUNDTRACK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Man..at first I was like these song suck..but now im like…IM LOVIN IT ! haha i really love it. esp the first song !
Sam dropped me off at Grandmothers n I sat on the couch with my Sister n talked about Aunt Dolores’ weddin!!! I really dont wanna go but i have to..well i dont..but she’d be kinda upset if I didnt bc she loves me ! lol. Rachel n Daddy really dont wanna go….so im going ne ways.
Dirty Dancing is such a sad movie….:( But I love it…oh well. I dont wanna hear that from you baby! you can! lol. AWWWWWWW!!!!! Mmm Johnny! I watched the end of Clueless a lil while ago…tis sooooo sweet ! I always thought it was so hilarious that the stepsiblings end up together, lol. Oh well..its not like ne body cares on the movie…. what if I ended up with my step brother? Oh yeah, i dont HAVE a step brother !!! haha sorry i forgot there for a minute ! lol. Im such a loser…..
I decided imma bring the laptop n watch dvds on it on the way to Oklahoma. man im gettin tired of typing oklahoma ! lol Oh well…..it’s about to be Friday. What to do tomorrow…pack. Yep, it’s gonna be a long stressful day of packing!!!! I love me some packin’ though! hahaha.
CoMMeNt n TeLL mE yOu LoVe Me!!! xoxo, hil*
Hey kids…what’s shakin’ bacon? HAHAHAHA…man I felt like Mitch. So yeah, hows it goin? BC here….man. it’s great. Well some things aren’t so great right now. But overall..things rok. Well….eh..yeah, it’s on the baseline of rockin’. Whatever. .
It was a good day….didnt do much. Went to church tonight and it was cool! We talked about Oklahoma…I AM SOOOO EXCITED! Sam is ridin’ with us and if I act up, they’re sending me to Mr. Keith! Uh-oh! hehe. I’m so freakin’ excited!!!!!! It’s like….SOOOOO MUCH HAPPINESS INSIDE OF ME! Imma burst with joy! Im like a balloon! =) And then we sat around visitin until 9:15 with…lets see…Mrs Mary, Mr Keith, Sawyer, Mr Kevin, Mrs Penny, Mrs Theresa, Mr Tracy, Sam, Mr John n Mrs Betty!! I Love them so much ! I LOVE MY CHURCH FAMILY SO MUCH!!!
I dunno what im doin tomorrow. I think I might find Sam or something since she doesn’t have to babysit on Friday! lol. That silly devil child ! I was like..man. i’ll babysit her. she’ll also go out the window. 🙂 hehe. well i better go! i’ll ttyl! xoxo, hil*
Every girl is a princess…doesnt matter if she’s her daddy’s or her boyfriend’s. She just needs to know she’s a princess!
Hey kids! How are you on this lovely night? It’s like..1230 and I just got home a lil while ago from MonRoe! Me & Mom went up there and Rach met us in the mall. I bought a black shirt n orange tank to go with my brown skirttt fo’ oklahoma. We left Mr. Paul’s truck at the air port n then went to walmart and I got some light up flip flops!! yAy! I wanted some lil 3 dollars ones but they said CORONA..and i was like…UHM NO! Screw flip flops that are advertisin’ alcohol ! We ate at Wendy’s n Rach got CHILI..and it was good. On the way home, we talked about Tony and foster care n stuff.
No Austin tomorrow !! They’re goin to get Katelyn from northwestern for drill team camp! So I get to chillax ALL day! I wish I was goin to the country club to lay out but..im not bc Rachel is goin with mrs beth. oh well.
Nicki n Joe had their baby!!!!!!!!! Awwwww. Baby. Man. Babies. Aw. Cute lil babies. Awwness. Sweet lil heavenly terrors. Awwh. Ok. i’m done. lol I’ll ttyl! XOXO, Hil*
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