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*The lord is my strength, my shield from every danger. I trust in him with all my heart. He helps me, and my heart is filled with joy. –Psalm 28:7

My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel……

[x] Name: Hilary Nelson
[x] Birthdate: August 14
[x] Birthplace: MonRoe
[x] Current Location: C-ToWn
[x] Eye Color: brown
[x] Hair Color: brown..but im goin purple!! then blue!! then hopefully pink

[x] Righty or Lefty: righty
[x] Zodiac Sign: leo
[x] Innie or Outtie: innie

—————–DESCRIBE——————
[x] The shoes you wore today: white bad kitty flip flops
[x] Your eyes: um brownish
[x] Your fears: losing the thing that means most to me

—————–WHAT IS——————
[x] Your most overused phrase on aim: lol
[x] Your thoughts first waking up: AH!!! NOT YET!
[x] The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: eyes and such!
[x] Your best physical feature: I don’t think I have one…

[x] Your bedtime: whenever im tired

[x] Your most missed memory: my family being together

—————–YOU PREFER——————
[x] Pepsi or coke: coke
[x] McDonald’s or Burger King: Micky DEES!
[x] Single or group dates: Groups are more fun
[x] Adidas or Nike: adidas
[x] Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
[x] Cappuccino or coffee: you cant even ask me to chose!! lol

—————–DO YOU——————
[x] Smoke: heck no
[x] Cuss: nopers!! thank you Jesus!
[x] Take a shower: more than one
[x] Have a crush(es): yeahh..
[x] Who are they: its top secret
[x] Do you think you’ve been in love?: with Jesus and music, lol. Yeah..love is…there
[x] Want to go to college: heck yes!
[x] Like high school: definitely
[x] Want to get married: want to but..
[x] Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: nah..im a dork
[x] Believe in yourself: yes i do
[x] Get motion sickness: nooo
[x] Think you’re a health freak: nope
[x] Get along with your parents: mmhmm
[x] Like thunderstorms: oh yes, rain and thunder is so hott *im weird i know*
[x] Play an instrument: i play the piano!!

————IN THE PAST MONTH DID:/:HAVE YOU————
[x] Go to the mall: oh yes
[x] Eaten sushi: no
[x] Been on stage: I wish
[x] Been dumped: nah uh
[x] Gone skating: nopers
[x] Made homemade cookies: nope
[x] Dyed your hair: not this month!!! LOL BUT I WILL SOON
[x] Stolen anything: not this month hahahahaa! not!

—————–HAVE YOU EVER——————
[x] Flown on a plane: oh nah uh
[x] Missed school because it was raining?: yeh…i go to caldwell! haha
[x] Told a guy/girl that you liked them?: no
[x] Cried during a Movie?: oh yeh
[x] Ever thought an animated character was hot?: yeah some kid on rugrats the other day “durn hes hott” hahah
[x] Had an imaginary friend: yessssss Susan
[x] Cut your hair: yeh…
[x] Had crush on a teacher?: not a crush, but i have thought some are hott
[x] Been caught “doing something”: um NO
[x] Been called a tease: once, lol.
[x] Gotten beaten up ?: no, i am invincible!
[x] Been in a fight: a real one? uh… no
[x] Shoplifted: nah uh..

—————–THE FUTURE——————
[x] Age you hope to be married: 20ies…ish
[x] Numbers and Names of Children: 3-50. Dacey is cute. I like Horizon and such. Embry is my fave boi name.
[x] Descibe your Dream Wedding: very expensive and showy and HUGE!
[x] How do you want to die? peaceful and in my sleep
[x] What do you want to be when you grow up?: Adolescent psychologist
[x] What country would you most like to visit?: Canada haaaaaaahahahaha

—————–OPPOSITE SEX——————
[x] Best eye color: gray
[x] Best hair color: dark
[x] Short or long hair: long!
[x] Best height: TALL!
[x] Best weight: dont care
[x] Best first date location: funness.
[x] Best first kiss location: in the rain

—————–NUMBER OF—————–
[x] Number of boyfriends you’ve had: uhmm like 0
[x] Number of drugs taken illegally: zero
[x] Number of people I could trust with my life: two.
[x] Number of CDs that I own: LOTS!
[x] Number of piercings: 2
[x] Number of tattoos: none
[x] Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: like a million times
[x] Number of scars on my body: lots
[x] Number of things in my past that I regret: uncountable

—————-FAVORITES——————
[x] Shampoo: SHAMPOO!!!!!!

[x] Fav Color(s): Blue!
[x] Day/Night: night
[x] Summer/Winter: i dont know!
[x] Lace or Satin: Satin
[x] Fave Cartoon Character: grumpy smurf
[x] Fave Food: everything!
[x] Fave Movies: lots of movies
[x] Fave sport: FOOTBALL

—————-RIGHT NOW——————
[x] Wearing: uniform
[x] Drinking: nada
[x] Thinking about: how bad i wanna eat and cant
[x] Listening to: nothing
—————IN THE LAST 24 HRS——————
[x] Cried: almost
[x] Worn jeans: nope
[x] Met someone: nah uh
[x] Drove a car: no
[x] Talked on the phone: a whole lot

—————DO YOU BELIEVE IN————–
[x] Yourself: yes
[x] Your friends: some of em
[x] Santa Claus: YES!
[x] Tooth Fairy: YES!
[x] Destiny/Fate: kinda
[x] Angels: yes
[x] Ghosts: YeS HAHAH
[x] UFO’s: iffy…
[x] God: Heck Yes!!!

——–FRIENDS AND LIFE——————
[x] Do you ever wish you had another name?: duh! yes
[x] Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: YES!
[x] Do you like anyone?: yes
[x] Which one of your friends acts the most like you?: Sam sad 4 her
[x] Who have you known the longest of your friends? uhm. Kylie
[x] Are you close to any family member?: my sister and some others[x] Who do you hang around the most?: my best friend
[x] When have you cried the most: theres been alot of times,
[x] What’s the best feeling in the world?: feeling like your loved
[x] Worst Feeling?: not being loved..
[x] What time is it now?: 6:08 pm

I CAN UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAY! Yeah, i’m not grouchy, lol. I’m happy as a hamster on CRACK!!!! lol. So yesterday…Sam came and got me and we went and bought ice cream and chips! MMMM! And went to her house and she worked on her memory book and I slept, lol. Except I didnt really…I pretended, lol. We talked for a while… I’ve resigned from being a whore. I couldn’t abide by the rules, hahah! So I left…and me and mom made a loop on the 4W… Rach took me to piano and Suebelle and me talked for a while and I played the piano of course.

I ate spaghetti when I got home and wrote Sam a letter…and studied!!! YAY 4 ME!! And I slept….woke up this morning..went to school. Took a science test, worked in Civics, talked to Calvinette in pe, saw Sam at lunch and she was HAPPY!!! hehe..looked at Tommy Raymond’s memory book.., wrote a paper in keyboarding, watched a movie and wrote Sam in fine arts, took a test in geometry (SOOO PASSED), and read Dragonsong in English. It’s actually good

WELL, GUESS WHAT!!!! I’m GOING TO JOHNNYS TONIGHT WITH MAH CHURCH! lol. Me & Sam & Kylie = SEGREGATE….. IM SO HAPPY! It should be a great night. I ❤ Ya!! xoxo, hil*

SAM: You are “THE COOL” along with Boo Radley and the Broussards, lol. Smile…Jesus Loves You!!!!!

Me and You

Ordinary no, really don`t think so
Not a love this true
Common destiny
We were meant to be
Me and you

Like a perfect scene from a movie screen
Where every dream comes true
Suited perfectly for eternity
Me and you

Every day, I need you even more
At the nighttime too
There`s no way
I could ever let you go
Even if I wanted to

Every day I live
I try my best to give
All I have to you
I thank the stars above
That we share this love Me and you

Every day, I need you even more
At the nighttime too
There`s no way
I could ever let you go
Even if I wanted to

Ordinary no, I really don`t think so
Just a precious few
Ever make it last
Get as lucky as
Me and you
Me and you

I won’t be writing for a while probably since I’m grounded. The bell is about to ring so I can’t write much. Nothing is going on and nothing will ever go on. This weekend is prom so Sam’ll be with Julie and i’m hoping to get Sam’s graduation present and such. Friday is Earth Day and that’s really great because I can send my Earth Day cards. Tomorrow is Picture Day and that excites me a great deal. I’m still doing nothing every night and waking up every morning sleepy dreading school. I’m not even reading anymore. My faminly keeps jumping down my throat and I’m just like….I wanna go to sleep. I’m getting so lazy. I’ve got to go walk…..please Sam……lol. I need walking. Well, this is all for now. I’ll try to write tomorrow. * Love for You Guys * xoxo, hil*

Ok, the bell will ring in 30 seconds.

I WILL WAIT…….

I need some more people to subscribe to…lol. Well since yall dont know anybody…imma have to move.

YEAH, I HAVE GOT TO WRITE!!!!! I’m grounded for my report card because I had one C!!! DURN MY MOTHER, lol. She didn’t ground me til Yesterday though..hehe. Ok, so….Sunday night-we went to the Nursery with Maurly and Neely cuzz they get SO fidgety at night. We colored and watched Barney and played with babydolls! Me & Sam sang JUST A LITTLE TALK WITH JESUS to ’em!!! hahah It was GREAT! So anywho…we went to Grandmothers after church and I ate potato salad and then felt….awful. So I came home…thought I was gonna throw up. And my dog runs off, so I got on the fourwheeler and found him…and then went to sleep on the couch because I felt sick.

I didn’t come to school yesterday because I felt so sick…Let’s see. Mom grounded me for my C. I couldn’t get online all day yesterday….so I watched TV (Boy Meets World and Gilmore Girls and 7th Heaven and such) and I slept alot. Ramsey wouldn’t leave me alone..lol I drove the fourwheeler in the woods yesterday with my Dad to show him the post cuzz he’s gonna put a sign up. “NO ATVs!!! WALKING ONLY!” Except for me..hehe. Cuzz SOMEBODY wont stay offa MY LAND!!!! AHHHH! And then Kylie came over and she swang on the tire swing….and jumped off the fourwheeler and THEN jumped off a LADDER!!!! I thought she was gonna break her neck, lol! YEAH IT WAS GREAT! I went to Grandmother’s last night and visited before Aunt Dolores and Gary leave today. Yeah, I can’t wait til the wedding you guys!

So anyway, today is the first day of the rest of my life..hahahhahaha It’s ok…Jeff called me a “hooky player” cuzz I didnt go to school. O WELL!! Neither me, Sam or Kylie came yesterday..(as weird as that may be…) So…im already thinking about vacation! lol. WE ONLY HAVE 24 DAYS OF SCHOOL LEFT!!!!!!! YAAAAAAAAY! Sam only has 14!!!! lol. Well, imma run off now. Comment Comment Comment and i’ll try to write again tomorrow!!!! I ❤ Ya! xoxo, hil*

Grease – Summer Nights Lyrics

Summer lovin’ had me a blast – summer lovin’, happened so fast
I met a girl crazy for me – I met a boy, cute as can be
Summer days driftin’ away, to uh-oh those summer nights

Tell me more, tell me more, did you get very far?
Tell me more, tell me more, like, does he have a car?

She stood by me, she got a cramp – he went by me, got my suit
damp
I saved her life, she nearly drowned – he showed up, splashing
around
Summer sun, something’s begun, but uh-oh those summer nights

Tell me more, tell me more, was it love at first sight?
Tell me more, tell me more, did she put up a fight?

Took her bowlin’ in the Arcade – we went strollin’, drank
lemonade
We made out under the dock – we stayed up until ten o’clock
Summer thing don’t mean a thing, but uh-oh those summer nights

Tell me more, tell me more, but you don’t gotta brag
Tell me more, tell me more, cause he sounds like a drag

He got friendly, holdin’ my hand – well she got friendly, down
in thesand
He was sweet, just turned eightteen – well she was good, you
know what Imean
Summer heat, boy and girl meet, but uh-oh those summer nights

Tell me more, tell me more, how much dough did he spend?
Tell me more, tell me more, could she get me a friend?

It turned colder, that’s where it ends – so I told her we’d
still befriends
Then we made our true love vow – wonder what she’s doin’ now
Summer dreams ripped at the seams, but oh, those summer nights

Tell me more, tell me more.

Hey there. What’s kicken your way? I’m sittin here drinking some water, saving some pics, talking to Samantha. (Had to say Samantha cuzz only skanky people say Samantha! Not that im skanky of course!) Ok anywho…last night me and Sam went to Grandmother’s and visited with the family. Went to Duff’s and acted like spies!! And then some guys thought we were checkin’ em out and I was like DRUNKS!!! hahah. We told Mom the Megan story because Rachel said something about it and yeah. Then Sam told everybody Mrs Barrett stories and we laughed! When we got home we got online for an hour and then I took a shower and we went to bed really.

We missed Sunday School and were late for real church and had to sit with Katie’s parents!! Then I came home and went to Grandmother’s house…played a lil blasterball…ate a hotdog and tried to sleep but I couldnt! So I came home…almost died in the woods…and now i’m here writing. I’m kind of sleepy but sleep is gay!! So, i’m gonna leave you with some lyrics.

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don’t belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you’re bleeding

No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I’m happy
But I’m not gonna be ok

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don’t know what it’s like shit
What it’s like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like

Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

Hey skanks! I’m at Samantha Anne’s house! She’s taking a shower so thats why I’m updating! I came over right after school yesterday and we had a blast, lol. We talked and ate spaghetti and did fun stuff !! We went to Grandma Carolyn’s to drop off some garage sale stuff and Jacob and we had to stay and talk to everybody!! It was great! I LOVE SAM’S FAMILY!!!!!! YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH! LOL But Sam does!!!!! hahahaha Ok ne who. We chilled for a while and yeah….watched TV and stuff. We talked for like forever about our marriages again.

So I talked to Ariel last night but we never got to an agreement of course. But, we don’t care anymore. I can’t say I don’t care about Megan because that would be very unchristian-like for one and for two, it’d be a lie. But I understand things a lot clearer now and this is just one of those things you endure when you reach high school. You find out who your true friends are. And, I emailed James a minute ago and was telling him about everything and I thought…this isn’t really a problem. It’ll all be done and over soon and nothing will matter anymore. And, it’s nothing God can’t handle or get me through. Please keep me in your prayers though because I definitely need ’em.

We stayed online listening to AOL Radio for ever. . .and yeah. Seth came in here and we all talked and took crazy pics until like 4 this morning! I was tellin ’em secrets! hahaha —— and his Dad are hott! hahaha *Love for secret keepers* Except Seth because he told Allie something I said! Durn him. I fell asleep and Sam went to bed and yeah I woke up about 6 and went to her room and slept until 10. THEN JACOB WOKE ME UP WITH THE DANG CHICKEN!!!!

We went to Grandma Carolyn’s again to drop off Jacob but we ended up staying until 2. IT WAS GREAT, THOUGH!!! I was like “DONT WANNA LEAVE!!” Sam dressed up like a Muslim and I read Peter Pan to her!! Aww, and we watched BMW!!!!!! We saw Nick V. mowing and….it was like eye candy! Hahaha SUCH EYE CANDY! lol. So, anyway….the whole time it was great. I ate junk food..and then was like…..MCDONALDS..haha We went to Johnny’s and saw Chris Thibedeaux and we didnt have enough hands to hold pizzas, breadsticks, mcdonalds and to drive…so we were like AAHHHH HEELP!! and he was like ” i’d love to stick aroudn to see how this ends up but i have pizzas “.. Anyway, finally we went to my house and got church clothes for tomorrow and came here.

We’ve been doing absolutely nothing but we both changed our xangas!!!! Check hers out!!! It’s rockin! I did it..hehe. Well, we’re going to Grandmother’s tonight to visit with Aunt Dolores and Gary (Aunt Dolores and the bald man)….its gonna be uhm…great. I wanna go to back to Grandma Carolyn’s house…tear.

Well, i’ll update TOMORROW. I’m staying with Sam again tonight too. hehe. Life is great when you’re having fun!!! TWIRLING IN THE SWIRLS OF LIFE!!!!! Well, I love Ray Stevens and i’m out. xoxo, hil*

Love songs suck and Fairy tales aren’t true!

Wow, I have alot to say!!! First all, I’ll tell you about yesterday! I went to Sam’s after school and we went to the dentist and I read magazines! lol. Then we came back to her house and listened to the AOL Radio! SOOO GREAT! I ❤ Kid Tunes, hehe! Rachel scared us to death TWICE! lol. And then I went home and got online and talked to some silly peoples. I asked two people if they would still be my friend if I wasn’t Megans and they both said OF COURSE! So, I ❤ them now, lol!

Today: Took notes in first hour, Took notes in second hour, talked to Amy and Kirsten in third about being a whore!! LOL! At lunch, me and Sam sat with Dixie and Tiffa. Wierd !

OK!!!!!! NOW FOR THE DRAMA! lol I dunno why Megan should be mad at me in the first place because I didn’t run my mouth about her at all. I’m not like that. I don’t spread rumors and I don’t repeat secrets. (Unless i’m talking to Jeff or Sam, lol. BUT I DIDNT EVEN DO THAT!!!) Now everybody is hatin on me cuzz I supposedly did! The Mermaid from back in the Eric-O days thinks I’ve done Megan SO WRONG and im just like….what did I do? Gaah…help please! lol. Can’t you see the true colors? Please? I mean, ARIEL…..you dont even know me. You know nothing about me!!!!!

My mom keeps getting on my nerves, lol. I feel so bad for thinking that though. I’m like…gaah say something stupid. But I love my Mom so much! Uhm, i’m wearing these shoes that keep falling off my feet!! I need some new cute flip flops! SO, IM STAYING WITH SAM TONIGHT! It’s gonna be a SAM AND HIL WEEKEND!!!! YAAAAAAAY! We’re gonna talk about our first loves, our heartbreaks…and plot to kill the heartbreak-ers, lol. We’ll drink Sweet Tea n talk like lil old ladies!! and say tee hee. haha!!!!

WWW.WWUJD.COM that is supposed to be What Would Uncle Jesse Do from Full House, but i havent gone to it yet. *is scared, lol* HOLLY IS BACK!!!! So…I don’t look people in the eye anymore. Like Tiffa, Jessica Lucero, Megan…i dont look at ’em. And, I dont look at Heath anymore either…..im SO weird! lol.

IMMA MISS MY SENIORS!! WILL THE SENIORS PLZ GIMME ONE OF THEM CARDS WITH UR NAME ON IT????? PLZ!!!!!! lol. IMMA MISS ‘EM SO MUCH! *tear* I had a dream that four guys kept stealing candy from a store by a book store. I CANT WAIT TO GO WATCH JACOB PLAY BASEBALL!!!!! HIS TEAM IS PURPLE! It’s gonna be great! I miss the Ballpark a lot. I miss James, too. lol He hasn’t emailed me in ages!! DURNIT! lol I dunno why I say that.

So, rumors rumors rumors about Dock. I hate rumors. I hate people who run their mouth about crap that aint true. (SO WHY WOULD I DO IT?!??!?) I havent talked to any Monroe people in a while like Hooda, Karen…and all them, lol. I havent even talked to my family from out of Caldwell in a while! All of my conversations out side of Caldwell are Jen Jen!!! 🙂 Well, i’m gonna go……but comment comment comment!!!

BOOM BOOM AINT IT GREAT TO BE CRAZY? BOOM BOOM AINT IT GREAT TO BE CRAZY? GIDDY AND FOOLISH THE WHOLE DAY LONG BOOM BOOM AINT IT GREAT TO BE CRAZY!?!?!

xoxo, hil*

somewhere between the procrastination, the homework, the friendships, and the nasty cafeteria food, the calls to old friends, the i miss yous, and the i love yous, and what are we doing tonight`s? somewhere between all of the changed and growing and the skipping classes, the studying for tests, and the pretending to be studying for tests, and the downriight not studying for tests, i forgot. ..i forgot what it meant to cry. i forgot that pretending to be happy doesn`t make you happy. i forgot that pretending to be smart doesn`t make youu smart. and that pretending to be okay doesn`t make youu okay. i forgot that you can`t just forget the past in fear of our future.. i forgot that you can`t control falling in love.. and that youu can`t make yourself fall in love. i learned.. i learned that i can love.. i learned that it`s okay to mess up. and it`s okay to ask for help.. and it`s okay to feel like crap.. i learned it`s okay to complain and whine to all your friends for a whole day.. that somehow they`ll make it all better. i learned that sometimes the things you want most you can`t have. i learned that the greatest thing about school isn`t going to be who is most popular or going to the parties..not even the hook ups.. it`s the friendships.. which means taking chances. i learned that sometimes the things we forgive and forget are the things which we most need to talk out.. i learned that letters from friends are the most important thing.. and that sending cards to your friends makes youu feel better.. but basically, i just learned that my friends, both old and new, are the most important people to me in the world. ❤ (HAD TO MAKE IT ALL PERTY COLORS, LOL)

Hey, i’m at school again!!! It’s all weird faculty schedule today, ya kno! We get out at one today!!!!! Yesterday was frickin’ ok..lol I didn’t go to church cuzz Sam was sick and then Kylie came over and we went fourwheeler ridin’…walked around in our place. Ran into a couple trees, lol. Fun though! Then we came home and ate spaghetti!!! I’m having a good day today! lol

I went to the dentist yesterday and I have to get my wisdom teeth out!!!! I’M SCURRED!! They’re not putting me to sleep, though cuz they’re doing it in the office!! *is upset* they’re just gonna make me crazy, lol. It’s gonna suck..i’ll get it done this summer though so it’s not TOO soon!

Me & Sam are having a Hil & Sam weekend!! YAAAAY! They’re having a garage sale though..lol Yay, im SOOOO EXCITED ! I JUST CANT HIDE IT! lol. CHOCO CHIPS!

Well, i’m almost finished with my book…Well, me and Megan aren’t talking anymore….I cant handle friends that hurt me… i love yall though! MUAH! xoxo, hil*

i DON`T WANT THE WORLD TO SEE ME
cause i DON`T THiNK THAT THEY`D UNDERSTAND
. . .i just want you to know who i am. . .

Me & Sam listened to AOL Radio earlier….DO THE ELMO! yeah, its the cool. Nope. Broussards + Sam + Boo Radley = the cool LOL

Hey! Yesterday was great! I went to Sam’s right after school and we talked to some silly people and played with the fake Chuck the Duck. It was still fun though…..Nathan and Holly are home, thank God.

People think if they go against my friends, they aren’t hurting me. Well, if you think that way you are SO wrong!!! Things with Megan are….kind of hurtful. I’m just disappointed in her. I thought she’d changed…and maybe she has. But not all the way. People never change until the pain of staying the same is greater than the pain of change. Bro. Jack Daniels said that and it makes so much sense.

I rode the fourwheeler to Kylie’s in the dark about 8 last night. It was soo dark and I couldn’t see. Almost ran into the pond, lol Just kidding! Well, ttyl, mk? SAM IS SICK!!!! *cries* Well, Love yall! XoXo, Hil*