Hmm…this hasn’t been a very good day for me. Everybody was upset and I wanted to help but i didnt know what was wrong and I hate that. I hate my friends being sad and I don’t have a way to help..


First hour….Mrs Burns wasnt in there so we read section 1 & 2 and answered questions. Second hour, we read section 2 and I did the rest of my vocabulary. Me and Kylie wrote notes back and forth about being dorks, lol. PE…I sat there with Megan and Casey and Amanda for a while…but didnt talk to nebody. I told Megan I was supposed to be mad at her and shes like why i havent done ne thing to u!?!? but oh well. Jeff came in and me, him, Kirsten and Amanda played BS. Amanda won…and I talked to Jeff until the bell rang. I went to lunch and that girl Ashley who came to AWANA with Keisha has moved to Caldwell, so I talked to her and Abby and Tommy..then Abby left when Sam got there and Dusty came over there and we all sat there and talked, lol. Fourth hour, I found info on Adolescent Psychology (note the entry before this one). Fifth hour, we watched a movie about art and answered questions. Sixth hour, we learned how to do this stuff with calculators. Seventh hour, we read more of dragon song…


I just saw Justin and Megan talking and I wanted to go tell Justin to call me or something later cuzz I needed to talk to him, but i didnt. I’m just gonna let it go. I’m trying to let maturity get in the way. I’m not gonna get into anybody’s business anymore…(or imma try not to, of course) Well, i’m stuck at the school til 5:30 and i wish sam would come get me or something, lol. She had to go get college shots!!! w00t for shots, man!! Me and Sam are in agreement with guys right now. We’re in the same situation, lol.


Omg, i have a project due tomorrow and I haven’t started!! It’s a planet thing. My planet is called Shizzle X. It has 7 parts: Dr. Pepper, Groovankles, Jasminderella, Chesney, Spiker, No Shoes Land and Smurfilicious!! Our transportation is gonna be: pumpkins and magic carpets!! hehe. Well, love you, talk to you laters! xoxo, hil* Cheer up kids, God loves you and so do I !

http://www.iseek.org/sv/13000.jsp?pg=13000&id=100428


http://www.wcupa.edu/_ACADEMICS/sch_cas.psy/Career_Paths/Clinical/Career03.htm


Childhood and adolescence can be especially turbulent time periods in an individual’s life. Due to this, the American Psychological Association (APA) has a specific division devoted to helping this unique population. Children and adolescence are often difficult to work with. Most do not wish to be in therapy and may give the therapist a hard time. It is possible to get through this population, but it requires special techniques and a good deal of patience on the part of the therapist. Psychologists encounter other difficulties with the parents of the child or adolescent. The child or adolescent may be willing to change and perhaps making good progress; however, when placed back into the same environment which facilitated the problem, the child or adolescent often reverts to old behaviors. It is very important that the parents also be willing to make changes in their lives in order to fully bring about change in their children. Unfortunately, many parents are unable or unwilling to cooperate. Therefore, frustration among child and adolescent therapists can be unusually high times.

Children and adolescents have specific problems which are not issues for adult clients. Puberty, for example, is an extremely tough time for adolescents. Body changes occur, sexual desire sets in, and the need for independence becomes strong. Peer influence rises with adolescence and so does the need to fit in with peers. Along with this, weight becomes an issue, drugs and alcohol are more likely to be experimented with, and the possibility of teen pregnancy arises. Furthermore, getting along with parents is something that affects both children and adolescents; however, it is more difficult during adolescence. In lieu of all the issues facing children and adolescents, it is understandable how some develop serious psychological problems. Depression, bipolar disorder, eating disorders, along with others affect children and adolescence as well as adults. However, these young people require specialized therapy and treatment in order to become healthy adults.

Hey silly billy goats! hehe..What’s up? Not much here, just chillin’… School was okie dokie ok today! First hour, we took notes and I had to sit on the floor…blah. Second hour, Kirsten told me this long story about Megan and Justin and her and Meredith and Mrs Dana and Mrs Rita and Mrs Khris…and i was like…GAH U SHOULDA CALLED ME! *is sad* haha..drama drama drama! Coach Crockett tried to make me do vocabulary but i was like THERE’S TOO MUCH ON MY MIND!!!! lol Third hour, Kirsten told Amy the story and I sat there and we talked about stuff, ya kno. I decided that i’m a horrible child and I have to start being a better daughter… I think my parents are too overprotective alot, but i’m glad they care.


I told Sam the story at lunch….and then fourth hour, we started a research paper and i’m writing on Adolescent Psychology. Fifth hour, we got in groups and looked through a art book of naked people and found some paintings! But it started POURING RAIN!!!!!!! And I was like DURRRN! I stood on a chair and kept fallin’ off, lol. So I had to walk back across the road in the rain and I got DRENCHED!! Sixth hour, we did trig.!!!!! Seventh hour..lets see…we read Dragon song! Stupid story!


So, the whole Megan thing….im just….confused. I needa talk to her..but what I heard…makes me mad. It’s just like last time and that TICKS me off… I’ve also been thinking about Holly all day…and Nathan, lol. Make ’em come home, plz. And then…i’ve been down a lil bit lately cuzz of somebody…who fits this quote.


In every girls life
there is gonna be one boy
that she will never forget
& a summer where it all began


 I miss that summer…but i’ve changed so much since then. I’ve grown up, too. I’m hoping to hang out with Sam this weekend….we need some time!! I’m obsessed with quotes!! Well, i’ll talk to yall later…comment me because I’m missing my comments….*cries* i love yall! xoxo, hil*


I haven’t talked to Will like really a conversation since…Friday night!!! WIIIIILLLLLL….GAAAH! lol

FINALLY I CAN WRITE!!!


Yesterday. . .i didn’t do much. Kylie came over and we got the fourwheeler stuck and then it died and we had to PUSH IT OUT OF THE MUD all by ourselves!! LOL It was SO funny…and then we watched Ladder 49. When she left, i talked to Sam some on the phone and then watched “Odd Girl Out” with my parents! About 10, i watched “Saw” with Rach. Went to bed about midnight thirty.


TODAY: Woke up and took a shower and went to church! Bro. Keith washed Seth’s feet, LOL…gross! And yeah…after church, I went to Sam’s and we started watchin Saw again but Julie came over and we all went in the living room and talked to Mrs Penny for a while. When Julie left we got ready..and went to my house to get some money and then drove to Video Giant and dropped off the movie and then went to her house to get some gas money…then we went to Village and got gas and got some cokes…went the wrong way…made Mitch think we’re stalkers..and then drove to OLLA….we were late and yeah, it was funny. We jammed the whole way there to AWESOMETASTIC music! WE WERE LATE…*dies* but we finally got to Amanda’s road and followed ’em to church.


Turns out, Amanda’s husband is a total hottie. His name is Jason and he is super wonderful! YUP! So, the man who did the clay stuff was weird and it was good but not SOOO GOOD. ya kno? But Sam got to sit by Jason and he smelled….SOOO GOOD! LOL! Didja know Todd preached at Springhill? Well he does! lol. He makes me laugh! So, Amanda gave us directions and we came home and HERE I AM!!! I just ate a sammich and i want something to drink!! I hope yall are doin good, i ❤ yall! xoxo, hil*

Yay, i’m at school and I enabled these cookies so I can update on THIS computer, w00t. We’re doing time writings again and I don’t have to do ’em..I needa check my email but i’d rather not. Too much secrecy..and im not prepared lol. H/O gotta read this letter from Sam.


Ok i’m done now. I made a frickin 85 on a Civics test earlier. Now WHO does that? Yeah..stupid-ness. Bobby needs to get over himself, lol. WE ARE THE FUTURE!!!! Me, Megan, Kirsten, Amy and Jeff played BS in PE!! That was great! OMG, i accidentally said the b word….*hides* It was an accident I SWEAR!! Kirsten told me I looked beachy and I was like aww you look b*tchy too…yeah, i felt really bad cuzz it was an accident and everybody was like OMG SHE CUSSED SHE DONT CUSS..and im like yeah i dont, it was an accident. So that made me sad. At lunch, we talked and Katie talked and I told Cody Howard to tell her to shut up and he did, LOL. YEAH!


So, about the DNow thing..I was gonna get Sam to go but she can’t because it’s next weekend and she has plans with Julie. But she COULD…come with me and be with Julie the NEXT weekend but im not gonna oppose, ya know. And i’m not gonna be mad of course! Well, if Sam don’t go, Megan better go or i’ll be sad and lonely cuzz I don’t go places without Sam or Megan lol. I mean i’d be ok but still…*isnt as weird as Grayson people* LOL….or am I? Probably. I’m gonna go though.


SO! This weekend is gonna be ABSOLUTELY NOTHING unless somebody calls and says LETS GO!!!! Megan said something about going to the movies but she started naming people who were going and I refused, lol mmhmm. Maybe i’ll go to Sam’s Saturday evening and stay with her cuzz Sunday morning we’re going to Amanda Williams church to watch this man play with play-doh. LOL Actually he does something with clay…and he might come to my church so we have to see how he is!


Well, i’m gonna go..but I’ll write again tonight as always! xoxo, hil* (I never edit, i just make a new post)


Today isn’t Earth Day. Earth Day is in like two weeks. I’m officially THE IDIOT.   Do you know where I wanna go? I wanna go to DOLLYWOOD, that’s right. More than anything! But i’m at..the highschool. Yep! But only like 62 days til summer?  6 weeks of school!!!!! YAY YAY YAY YAY! 5 weeks til graduation. 4 til Sam gets out of school!


I CHANGED MY SITE FOR THE 100TH TIME!!! W00T! LOVE YA!


–edit– gotta talk about MJ!


Anybody who says that they liked Peter Pan before Michael Jackson gave Neverland a bad name because it’s about never growing up…ooh! Michael Jackson is all about never growing up. Ever since he was a little boy, he’s never wanted to grow up. With all these trials and everything, it’s tearing his dream to shreds. That’s why he is like he is these days. People criticize him. It makes him feel like a grown up. Poor Michael Jackson. All he needs is a friend. He’s beautiful in God’s eyes. Can’t you see through him? He’s scared. He just wants to put on his pajamas and go back to Neverland. Leave the man alone. 


One sin is as bad as another. He’s not the devil. He’s most likely guilty, so he should just get out of the way of the press and go to jail. Quit talking about him! It’s sad when I take up for Michael Jackson…but GAH yall. Leave him alone!!!!! *grrrrrrrr.* 

Omg, the cookie monster is transforming! PBS is changing him all up. His song used to be “C is for cookie” and now it’s “cookies are a sometimes food” WTC!! Thats where they cross the line! GRRR! *gets all mad*


I didnt go to school this morning, but imma go in like 40 minutes…*should get ready* My feet are so cold. Sorry everybody, i didnt mean to sign off all crazy last night but my mom was like “GO STUDY NOW”….but i didnt, lol. I slept..late at that. Hm..I’ve started reading a chapter of proverbs a day along with a psalm and right now…im reading daniel…so, thats happy.


On the radio, they’re talking about dads at Disneyworld, lol. I’d really like to go to Disneyworld!!! Ok, well i’m thinking about going to that DNow thing with peoples…but I gotta go, so i’ll talk to yall later! MuAh! xoxo, hil*

Hey, time for another update! I went to Sam’s after school! We helped Jacob with his homework and got him ready for his first baseball game (aww!) And then we watched the end of Abandon!!! Sam liked it I think. Anywho, we got online and I told Kyle Broussard we were getting married and I think he took me literally and got scared! haha. I played with glue and ate a piece of candy that transformed into CARAMEL!! WOW


So we went to Grandmothers about 7 and were really loud and got in trouble!!! They said we were very entertaining! I took silly pics and such!! Well, it’s time for bed. Free day tomorrow!!!!!!!! AWESOMENESS! Well, t2yl kids! XoXo, Hil*


(DO I DETECT A DORK???)


YOUR MOM!!!!!

Hey crazy psycho lovers! MUAH! Yeah, its a great day! The sun is shining and I am happy! lol. I didn’t do BAD on my science test this morning so you should be KIND OF HAPPY for me! And then…civics was fun cuzz I finished my notebook and wrote notes to Kylie about Micheal Jackson!!!! IT WAS GREAT!! *love 4 Kylie* Let’s see….I DONT CHEAT!!! 30 hundred people today have talked to me about cheating and im like…*RESISTED* So high five! Ok, we walked in PE today outside!!!!!!! It was awesome!! Me, Megan, Jessica, Casey & Amanda walked around (i think thats all) and sang Micheal Jackson songs and Amanda talked on the phone, lol. Yeah it was pretty great! Hung out with Sam and Katie at lunch…katie told stories..and now im here getting done with a scavenger hunt!


I’m going to Sam’s after school to finish watching Abandon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Ok Yesterday: I went to Sam’s about 430 and we started watching Abandon but didn’t get finished And then went to church and church was really fun..weirdly. SAM BROKE JONATHAN’S FINGER!!!!! Ok, she didn’t break it..but its outta place now. hehe..i thought that was HILARIOUS! But he didn’t think so..poor jonathan! Yeah, we played kickball and then ate chips and drank coke. Church is fun…only 5 Wednesdays left. One of ’em is the store, one of ’em is us going to johnnys and another one we’re wanting to go to that Mercy Me concert but I doubt we’ll go…well ttyl kids…email me or something! I ❤ you!! xoxo, hil* hippiechick543210@yahoo.com of course!


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not really on drugs…quote from almost famous, MUAH!

Hey~! What’s the get down down low low down THANG?? WHATS UP?? I’m at the wonderful CPHS! And I know all of you missed me because I wasn’t online yesterday…I bet you were like “where’s hil??” Well, my mom wouldn’t let me on just because she wouldn’t! But thats ok because I caught up on my SLEEP! You have NO idea how much of that I needed. So, I got home..slept..woke up and ate Boston butt…it wasnt very good. And I went back to sleep. Made Jessica Alger a CD with stupid songs on it…and then went to Suebelle’s. I only have 3 weeks to learn my recital piece..*is scared* It’s not my fault, either! Durn piano. And Dale came and I gave him Kaylin’s s/n and she’s gonna kill me!! lol Woops! I called Sam and we talked for a while..cuzz she was giddy and I was giddy and I looked at my new ELLE girl magazine that my Grandmother INSISTS on buying me (its cool..bc its SO COOL!) And i’m almost finished with Harry Potter! Ramsey slept wimmie last night..and woke me up about four..silly puppy.


My sister has a stomach virus!!! OH NO! I will NOT get it. *hopes* I hate…being that kinda sick! Sam has the ACT this weekend, so…im not doing nething with her. But, I might go to Monroe with Jessica and Megan…maybe my mom will take us. We wanna see Miss Congenialty 2! Because I wanna see the previews for SISTERHOOD OF THE TRAVELING PANTS! hahaha and I need the 2nd harry potter book and some blank cds..and A NEW JOURNAL! I’m almost finished with my journal!!!!!!


Ok, off to do meaningless crap!! *love 4 ya* xoxo, hil*

Hey, im at school again. It wouldnt let me update on that other computer, but im here now! YAY…anywho, i dont have long to write but I just wanted to..ya know. It always makes me happier, hehe. How are things with you guys? I wanna hear all about yalls day! It’s been GREAT for me, you know! School isn’t really the best but….my happiness will override the misery of school any day of the week-rain or shine! I’m hoping to watch Abandon with Sam after school but I havent seen her today. I wrote her a note, too. Durn her, lol. ALSO! I drew Brian a pair of pants and he called me a blas..oh whatever, cant spell but you know. I can’t remember what we did in Fine Arts yesterday. I think we just talked…or maybe I hope we just talked. I know I read my Harry Potter book..some. I’ve read almost 8 chapters. Jeff was griping about how fast I read, silly silly silly. Anywho, there’s not much to say so imma fly like pickle! Talk to yall silly skanks later! *MUCH LOVE*


xoxo, hil*