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Yep, im at school. just got done lookin up these crazy shipwreck laws…but im the only one fininshed!! Yay 4 me! Well….church tonight. Kathy & Jamie wont be there…so we might get to go to real church! w000t! Im all crazy panic-ish. because i have to write a whole parody tonight because im a slacker and a procrastinator…NOBODY WILL LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!! IM GONNA KILL ‘EM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Well..cant wait til school to end!!! *HATE 4 IDIOTS*

Love you guys! MUAH! xoxo, hil*

IMMA KILL THESE PEOPLE!! *CRY* They are killing me….the guy who talks like James won’t leave me alone!! HHHHEEEELLLLLLLPPPPPP MEEEEE! GAAH. Imma kill somebody 4 real. I needa go walkin’. Im not goin to see the ring 2 because people are gay…and stuff. and people i dont like are going soooo screw them all!! Im just gonna have a lil jammy party…

Ok….milldale is on my mind…I long for this: waking up early and getting all my stuff together…driving the LONG drive to milldale….seeing the sights (LOL) and just having fun…counting flags….singing! Then we finally get there and im ESTATIC!!!! It’s SO wonderful…we do everything and then go to supper..then church….SOOO FUN! THen at the end of the week..it rains. ANd you play in the rain…and gah i cant explain it. I love just walking around…..it has such an atmosphere….a smell….a feeling…its undescribable. We cry EVERY year, LOL! It’s perfect…i could spend a month there. Really I could! So now im very depressed…..I need Milldale…so much. SaMMiE..we HAVE to talk to the lil girls tonight. HAVE to..or i’ll die. DIE. Well I LOVE YOU PEOPLES! *kisses 4 ya*

Its been a quite lovely day…school was fine and then I went to Sam’s. We talked while she cleaned her room and then we went to Sonic…came home…went to walk…and had FUN! Then I went to piano and MOm talked forever w/ Suebelle…

We really wanna go to Milldale…but that’s ok. I really don’t have very much to say…well im sorry….but me and sam are gonna have a jammy party! And Friday im going to see the ring 2!!! well xoxo!

I GOTTA WRITE A PARODY BEFORE THURSDAY! *CRIES* SLEEPING BEAUTY

xoxo, hil*

It’s been a good day!! We got outta school at 1!! YAY! So me and Sam and Jeff went to Sam’s house and then Julie came and got JEff! Me & Sam went to Grayson and walked our mile..no sign of the old man though. Sooo we went home and I swear..just talked. It’s good to just talk….we decided that we needa go to Milldale. It’s almost…necessary. But the only way is like Arlene’s church and that would be SOOO weird! SO PRAYERS!!

I wanna have a pajama party….a jammy party. “DONT TOUCH ME WHILE YOU’RE IN YOUR JAMMIES!!” LOL…But yes, a jammy party. Anybody wanna have a girl’s night with me? I mean…watch old girlie movies…stay up all night….girl talk….eat popcorn…sleep on the floor…wear jammys!!!!! C’MON, pleeeassse….

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Your love is… by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is…
Your kiss is…	erotic
Your hugs are…	to die for
Your eyes…	burn into my heart
Your touch is…	heart warming
Your smell is…	refreshing
Your smile is…	amazing
Your love is…	everlasting

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Your love is… by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is…
Your kiss is…	erotic
Your hugs are…	to die for
Your eyes…	burn into my heart
Your touch is…	heart warming
Your smell is…	refreshing
Your smile is…	amazing
Your love is…	everlasting

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Thats very groovy..lol

Kenny Chesney was in New Orleans last Friday night. That makes me wanna vomit SO much. You have no idea. Everybody who went….I HATE YOU…think im kidding

Our birth is but a sleep and a forgetting:
The soul that rises with us, our life’s star,
Hath had elsewhere its setting,
And cometh from afar:
Not in entire forgetfulness…”
-William Wordsworth

When you’re learning to face
The path at your pace
Every choice is worth your while.

Think but this, and all is mended,
That you have but slumber’d here
While these visions did appear.
And this weak and idle theme,
No more yielding but a dream,
Gentles, do not reprehend:
If you pardon, we will mend.

~A Midsummer Night’s Dream – Act V Scene II by William Shakespeare

XoXo, Hil*

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SoOoOoO….church was really good tonight. I stole some Eddie gum from Memaw boo..so me almost was estatic, but not!

Carribeangurl05: i wish prince charming would friggin e-mail me and aladdin would buy some new friggin pants -GAH!!!!!!!! (Ok..prince charming isn’t kyle here and she didnt really say PC & aladdin but I added those for sake of privacy, lol)

I NEEDA QUIT EATING BOYFRIEND COOKIES OR IMMA GAIN 200 LBS!!!

List five fictional people — from television, movies, books, whatever — that you had a crush on as a child (or early teens). Then post this on your Journal so other people can know what a dork you’ve always been.

1) Prince Charming from Cinderella, of course.
2) Bobby from Bobby’s World..ok i was like 5
3) The guy in “On My Honor”
4) one of the ninja turtles…or a powerranger. Then maybe there was somebody from that titan ae movie…ok i dont even remember what titan ae was about
5) Huck from Tom and Huck
Cuz he was strong, cute, and independant. Mmmm…
He’s still pretty hot, now that I think about it…

‘It’s a late April day,
And it’s sunny outside
And a red little girl’s at the
Top of a slide,
And an orange old man
At the bottom
Wants to take her for a ride.
As she slips and she tumbles,
The orange man mumbles,
Pennies crash down from the sky,
And he tells her he’ll take her
Away where it’s safe,
And of course,
It is a lie.’

Isn’t that creepy/awesome?

xoxo, hil*

I didnt go to Sunday School this mornign because I woke up late and didnt feel like taking a shower! lol My mom made biscuits and bacon…so I was really hungry (ever since last night) and I ate…mmm gosh yes. i love food. AnYwAy, I took a shower and went to church…but I couldnt concentrate worth crap…so I looked through the hymn books. The names of some hymns are so funny…wow. So after church, Grandmother came to mah house because Mom made dinner. We sat at the table and ate as a family! AW! We had dressing!! and other stuff that doesnt matter!

Everybody went to Grandmother’s afterwards and ate gooey butter cake w/ lemon icing for AUnt Dana’s birthday!! Then I had tickle wars with the girls!! So…I just read a couple chapters and now i’m sitting here waiting to go to church..i’m very sleepy!

Tons of people are joining our church…Aunt Dana says it seems too impersonal nowadays. But I just love the fact that it’s growing. I mean..its not just our old forever been there OBBC crew anymore…but we’re obtaining new christians…new AWESOME christians…They brighten it up, ya know! I love Mr. Keith!! And I love our band!!!! It is PERFECT. This morning’s music was so great! Mr. Kevin played lead this morning and it was AWESOME. And then there’s Memaw Boo…who is the greatest woman of all time!!! Well…I guess i’ll quit rambling now… well Muah! xoxo, hil* Imma start giving you random song lyrics at the end of my posts!! ENJOY!

“Here Is No Why” by The Smashing Pumpkins

The useless drag of another day
The endless drags of a death rock boy
Mascara sure and lipstick lost
Glitter burned by restless thoughts of being forgotten
And in your sad machines
You’ll forever stay
Desperate and displeased-with whoever you are
And your a star
Somwhere-he pulls his hair down-over a frowning smile
A hidden diamond you cannot find
A secret star that cannot shine over to you
May the king of gloom, be forever doomed
And in your sad machines
You’ll forever stay
Burning up in speed
Lost inside the dreams, of teen machines
The useless drags, the empty days
The lonely towers of long mistakes
To forgotten faces and faded loves
Sitting still was never enough
And if you’re giving in, then your giving up
Cause in your sad machines
You’ll forever stay
Burning up in speed
Lost inside the dreams, of teen machines

and one more for all the cool people out there who love the Rolling Stones

As Tears Go By

It is the evening of the day
I sit and watch the children play
Smiling faces I can see, but not for me
I sit and watch as tears go by

My riches can’t buy everything
I want to hear the children sing
All I ever hear is the sound of rain falling on the ground
I sit and watch as tears go by

It is the evening of the day
I sit and watch the children play
Doin’ things I used to do, they think they are new
I sit and watch as tears go by
Mm mm mm…

I’m gonna start just putting some lyrics on my live journal and I might write some poetry or something…and I may add some quotes and quizzes and such so people who wanna read ’em can read my LJ and the people who dont can stick to mah xanga!!! http://www.livejournal.com/~noshoesgirl33

I’m SO hungry..its like 1 in the morning and im STARVING….nothing much goin on really. it’s storming…and i HATE not having anything to talk about w/ people….i just IM’d brad…and heres the whole convo

noSHOESluvsJESUS: Have I told you how much I love you lately?
Super Cool Fred: no
noSHOESluvsJESUS: oh…well I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
Super Cool Fred: love you too

I guess I shouldn’t throw my love around anymore…you’ll never hear me utter those words anymore…unless you’re Sam, Eric & Will…cuzz I say it 300 times a day to yall. and then to Hooda cuzz she rocks…but NOBODY ELSE! Like I said…nobody appreciates anything anymore….the middle of the night is when i start to think…when I need people the most. In most days Will wouldve been on but he went to bed…this time last year, Eric woulda been on…and i wouldve told him my problems and he’d have encouraged me…and given me advice. When my friends grow sparse, I devour books… but…not tonight. Tonight I’m on my own…this is a good time for a nice long talk with God. I’ve been straying this week. I only picked up my bible once this week…I need strength- xoxo, hil*

I wanna go to my Grandmothers, sit outside and eat hotdogs…I want it to be summer and I want family reunions..and i want family…and i want friends and i want fun… Not like last summer…i stayed on line half of last summer…I wanna stay outside all summer like I did when I was a kid!!!! I WILL DO THAT!

So anywho-today has been borrring. Wasting time…ya kno. I watched Sugar and Spice when I woke up and I SwEaR i love that movie-its funny. And I was gonna watch more movies but I didnt cuzz mom came home and slept and stuff. So I read my book……its good…im not finished but..he got proven guilty 4 date rape, lol. ANYWHO..its a now and then kinda day…SoOoOo I want hot dogs and to go to Grayson Elementary and swing. Well, T2Yl! xoxo, hil*

Wow, i got some stuff to say!! YIPPEE!!! After school, Sam and I went to Kayes and bought a keylime pie!!! (SO MUCH TROUBLE) lol we had to ask Heather where it was, LOL and the darn pie cost $6!!!! Sadness. ANYWAY, we stole some food coloring from Grandmother and came to my house! We listened to the keylime pie song and ate a piece! Sam couldn’t even get through the first piece but I loved it! Except for the MAJORLY lime bites!! it was GREAT!

After we were dyed green and the pie was in the fridge, I played with Ramsey while the family talked about random crap. FINALLY me and rachel and sam went to Francis’…EXPERIENCE, LOL. It was GREAT! So then I came home and watched the end of Hope Floats…*cry* and now i’m watchin Ron White and stuff! I apologize for saying “your mom and cheese” when I totally meant…tu madre es queso! well kisses 4 ya! xoxo, hil*

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“I just dont understand you sometimes” EXACTLY! Nobody really can..except Eric. He always saw through me-saw my true colors. and maybe Brad got me a little bit. He had a clue, i’d say. And I think Jonathan did for a while. “Now i’m guilt stricken sobbing with my head on the floor” I’m merely a freshman. But I still have feelings….I do I do. But nobody cares. Not the way they used to-Eric, Brad, Jonathan. Eric has been taken away…though he’ll never completely leave. Brad just drifted away..and Jonathan-well he decided he didn’t like me much anymore. Now people are too expectant. They want the “norm”. Well, i’m not normal and i’ll be the first person to letcha know. I’m not at all what you think I am. I’ll rise above your ungratefulness. I’m fed up with no thanx. No appreciation. Like I never did a thing. Oh well. I’m just another sunflower dancing in the wind..Dont cut me down. I need to dance…away from you

Hey Hey Hey…Thank God it’s Friday!! I just couldn’t wake up this morning…so tired..so dead. lol I sound dead, look dead and feel dead so it’s ok. My voice is ALMOST gone. But not quite..maybe I should go scream at a football game…I love when my voice is gone.

Sam’s coming over today after school. We’re supposedly going to buy the pie and breaking out the food coloring and we might go to Jim Bowie’s tonight. It’s just according to if I’m hungry and if I can handle letting more people down. Tomorrow…i’m not doing a single thing. It’s going to be the most miserable day of my life. Ok, drama queen for a min, lol. It won’t be bad..just boring! I just checked out a book…and it’s hilarious!

Kyle Roger’s grandma died last night. It’s pretty sad. Prayers for them, plz. I just checked my email..which is totally not allowed at school…maybe they’ll kill me. Who cares.

So..the thrill of waking up and going to school is definitely over now-even wearing jeans, lol. I’m ready for pie. SOOO HUNGRY!!! I wish somebody cool would play pool with me….well i love you guys! xoxo, hil*

I was gonna try to post a joke….but I cant think of anything. So i’ll leave on this note….

TU MADRE Y QUESO!

Nope, i’m not on glue. But lemme tell you about a time that me and Sam were BOTH on glue. Ok, it’s a Friday night. The first night she ever stayed at my house. My mom drives us home. We see objects in the middle of the road. “IT LOOKS LIKE BEER CANS AND COTTON BALLS!!!” which leads to..singing “beer cans and cotton balls, beer cans and cotton balls”.. We go home and stay up all night long until about 7 AM. She runs into my piano and says “Oh, i’m sorry.” LOL We listened to “I think I love you” what was it..27 times? Eric and Sam were introduced that night. “Eric has goats” HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHHA! Does he play pirates with them?? YES MA’AM! Gah..we’ve been friends a long time. We’ve been through so much. I mean-we share a brain. You gotta understand..we’re so much alike..it’s scary sometimes

Hey you guys! HOW YOU DOIN?!? I’m great, ya kno..school was great today and Dracula Dead & Loving It is SO funny, LOL! I LOVE EVERYTHING! lol. Sooo after school, I went to Riverton with Rachel and we loaded all this junk into the truck and talked to Melissa forever…So anywho…then we came home and it’s just been slow tonight. I talked to Sam but she couldn’t talk then so I got online cuz she was online and when i got on she wasnt on and BAH! Are we doin anything tomorrow or not?!?!?!? EH? I dunno. Well…im getting dreary. I love you guys though! *MUAH*

And I’M going to Jim Bowie’s tomorrow night!!!! YAAAAAAAY! w00t 4 jim bowie’s! Cuzz I love their food! Anyway…..PEACE HOMIES

xoxo, hil*