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The stars are in my eyes :)


Summer time and the wind is blowing, outside in lower chelsea.
And I dont know what Im doing in this city,
The sun is always in my eyes,
It crashes through the windows, and Im sleeping on the couch,
When I came to visit you,
Thats when I knew that I could never have you,
I knew that before you did,
Still Im the one whos stupid
And theres this burning, like theres always been,
Ive never been so alone, and Ive never been so alive.

Visions of you on a motorcycle drive by,
The cigarette ash flies in your eyes, and you dont mind, you smile,
And say the world doesnt fit with you.
I dont believe you, youre so serene.
Careening through the universe, your axis on a tilt, youre guiltless and free,
I hope you take a piece of me with you,
And theres things Id like to do that you dont believe in,
I would like to build something, but youd never see it happen
And theres this burning, like theres always been,
Ive never been so alone, and ive, Ive never been so alive,
And theres this burning, ah ha, there was this burning. aye yie yie

Wheres the soul. I want to know, new york citys evil.
The surface is everything, but I could never do that,
Someone would see through that.
And this is the last time, well be friends again.
And Ill get over you ,youll wonder, who I am.
And theres this burning, just like theres always been,
Ive never been so alone, alone, and ive, and ive, Ive never been so alive, so alive

I go home to the coast. it starts to rain, I paddle out on the water alone,
Taste the salt and taste the pain. Im not thinking of you again,
Summer dies and swells rise, the sun goes down in my eyes, see this rolling wave, darkly coming to take me, home,
And I never been so alone, and Ive never been so alive.
[Motorcycle Driveby by Third Eye Blind]

I’m going to listen to sappy, country love songs.

I almost went to jail last night. Straight up. Do not pass go. Do not collect any fuckin’ money because your mama gonna hafta put that shit on your books. So you can have ANY fuckin’ thing. Yea.

But, alas, it was only Mitch. 🙂

I love this town.

Take him & cut him out into little stars
& he will make the face of heaven so fine
that all the world will be in love with night.
-Romeo & Juliet

Rain on me, world. It’s okay. I’m stronger than that! 🙂

I slept until noon today. And my baby is taking a nap right now.

Biggest news: My sister is pregnant 🙂

I can’t wait to be an aunt.

I’m going to smoke a cigarette and eat a bowl of ice cream after I switch the clothes to the dryer! I love my life.

Here’s a good word from me :)

“There is no season when such pleasant and sunny spots may be lighted on, and produce so pleasant an effect on the feelings, as now in October.” – Nathaniel Hawthorne

we had our first fight last night.
and then i turned up a bottle of vodka
and we had a good night 🙂

I love my girlfriends.
I love my boyfriend.

Very, very, VERY much.

And hell yeah, it’s October. My FAVORITE month!

Everything happens in October.