So whenever I was least expecting it, I met a boy 🙂

His name is Randal Hudson and he’s beautiful.

I’ve known him for a couple weeks now. And we’ve been together for three days 🙂

Tonight, he got put in jail.

And tonight, I’m falling apart.

Tonight, I’m full of regrets.

I should’ve gone and seen him yesterday. I should have gone and seen him as soon as I got off work tonight. I  wanted to. All day long, the only thing I could think was…after work, I get to go to Randal’s and lay up with him on the couch. I wanted to see him so bad. I’m really upset. This is the kind of thing that happens to girls like me. When something finally goes right, everything goes wrong.

I’m not going to give up. I’m going to stay by Brad and Patricia’s side until he gets out. I’ll visit him every time I can. I’ll do anything I can for him. Because I’m gonna ride ’til the end.

All I need in this life of sin is me and my boyfriend 🙂

I never thought I’d find myself in this place in life. But if I’m given the script, I’ll play this role.

You should’ve known better than to think I would leave
You should’ve known better than to doubt me
It don’t matter if you are up
matter if you are down
Either way I’m gonna be around
You should’ve known that I would stay by your side
You should’ve known your girl was gonna ride or die
And it just don’t matter if ya rich or poor
Out or in doing 5 to 10

Will I ever be this size?

1. Have you ever smoked the herb?
2. If so, tell me about your experience. If not, tell me why you never have. If you have done this multiple times, tell me about your FIRST experience.
3. What do you think is negative about marijuana?
4. Describe a hippie in your own words. 🙂
5. Has your favorite musical artist ever sang a song about drug usage?
6. Do you like Bob Dylan? 🙂

 

“Some users can suffer bad reactions from abusing marijuana. They may experience sudden feelings of anxiety and have paranoid thoughts. This is more likely to happen when a more potent variety of marijuana is used.”

What is this “abusing marijuana”? If smoking it is abusing it…what is the correct use?

“Also, since marijuana can affect judgment and decisionmaking, its use can lead to risky sexual behavior, resulting in exposure to sexually transmitted diseases like HIV, the virus that causes AIDS.”

What kind of idiot actually wrote this?

if i remember this tomorrow

i’m going to write a book

Jeska is gone to California.

I talked to Jessica like she was my best friend tonight. I miss her.

I think the other one has “jumped on the bandwagon.”

Mom found weed in my car.

It’s always my parents and not the parents who don’t give a fuck.

I seriously still live in this movie.

Cheap version of Dazed and Confused.

I love every minute of it.

I can’t wait to write a book. 🙂

When I grow up, I want to be a hippie. 🙂

I hung out with Jessica tonight. I really don’t understand.

I was talking to my uncle the other day and I said I wanted to come see him…He said I was always welcome even if they were boring. And my thought was…Well that’s the cool thing about love. Even if someone is boring, you still enjoy being around them..because you love em! 🙂 So…forget me saying I can’t blame Jessica for being tired of me. If you love someone, you stick with them. No matter if you change or not. *shrugs*