I’M MARY POPPINS

I’m socially unacceptable.

 

Do more than exist, live.
Do more than touch, feel.
Do more than look, observe.
Do more than read, absorb.
Do more than hear, listen.
Do more than listen, understand.
Do more than think, ponder.
Do more than talk, say something.
– John H. Rhoades

I wonder why my day one lasted so long. I’d say I’m about a day 3-4 right now.

I’m the girl who lives for road trips and concerts. Staying up all night with my best friends. Chain smoking in cool weather on front porches. Oh yeah, that’s me 🙂

You
don’t need anybody
to tell you
who you are
or what you are.
You are what you are!
– John Lennon

 

I love weekends because I have nowhere to be at any given time.

I’m addicted to Motion City Soundtrack and think they are perfect.

Oh I’m just a girl trying to find my place in this world ❤

Then where the hell is the fun?

I got 2 condoms from under my door yesterday morning. 🙂 Yay condoms. I’ll never use them, but hey! I sure as hell have them!

 

 

 

And this picture made my day even brighter

 

I’ve got emotion
Dripping out my pores and I
Thought I would let you know
You are the night light,
Ripping through my wicked world
How you make it sparkle and glow,
Before I lose control
There’s just one thing you should know

This is for real, this time I mean it
I’m coming clean, please don’t let go
I said from the start, that you could take it or leave it
I’d prefer that you keep it
Don’t let go
Don’t let go
Don’t let go

I had some nightmares,
Clawing at my skin and bones
I nearly did explode
You smoked the demons

Gave me back my feelings
Now I am good to go
Before, my face hits the floor
There’s just one thing you should know

This is for real, this time I mean it
I’m coming clean, please don’t let go
I said from the start, that you could take it or leave it
I’d prefer that you keep it
Don’t let go

This is the best thing that I’ve ever had for real
This is the best thing that I’ve ever had for real

For a physical challenge I’m notoriously bored
Intravenous delivery, electrolytes and more
Everytime it’s the same routine
Out with the bad, in with the clean
Before I lose all motor skills
There’s one thing you should know

This is for real, this time I mean it
I’m coming clean, please don’t let go
I said from the start, that you could take it or leave it
I’d prefer that you keep it
Don’t let go

I’m ready for school to be over because I need a break.

I haven’t had adequate sleep in ages.

 

I wonder when I’ll get to do that.

Hopefully before Mardi Gras. =]

Craziness is like Heaven.
++Jimi Hendrix

On a happier note, I’m pretty sure that I’m if not over–getting over him. I feel it more every day.

 

If sane is thinking theres something wrong with being different,
then I’d rather be completely mental.
++Girl Interrupted

 

Everything happens for a reason and I think I’m understanding this reason.

“I’m not running” Thanks, Casey. I can’t run, either. Not anymore. It’s always been the best option and the easiest. And I’m not running. I’ve faced it. And it’s slowly fading. 🙂

They say time will
Make all this go away
But its time that has taken my tomorrows
And turned them into yesterdays
And once again that rising sun
Is dropping on down
And once again you my friend
Are nowhere to be found
And its so hard to do
And so easy to say
But sometimes
Sometimes you just have to walk away
Walk away
And head for the door
You just walk away
Walk away

This weekend was amazing. 🙂 I’m so content with my life.

Friday night, we all partied in the Relax Inn.

Saturday night, we partied at Ricky’s.

Sunday night, Casey came over and hung out with Jeska and I.

We love hanging out with Casey. He’s a lot of fun and a good guy.

Yay new friends!!!

One week until Georgia!!!!! ^_^

Two weeks until Mardi Gras!!!! ❤

And it’s our turn to decide what that means!!

 

 

So this is me stopping staying things that cause conflict. -_-

Driving from Ruston to Rusty’s on weekdays is my favorite.

I love watching Invader Zim and talking! It’s the BEST!!

I love Gir.

And we all drew a fantastic picture!

I wonder if Rusty threw away my toothbrush… >.<

 

Yeah..I have to be up in 4 hours.

And then I get a new phone!

And then it’s party time ^_^

She won’t rain on MY fucking parade.

 

I’m so happy. I really am.

 

 

http://www.revelife.com/revelife/691402296/advice-needed-im-close-to-abandoning-the-christian-faith/

I kissed this guy tonight…randomly. So so stupid. Eww, I made such gross mistakes. I don’t understand why I can’t be perfectly happy making good decisions. *shrugs* Blame it on the a-a-a-a-a-alcohol.

Georgia is going to be so much fun! I’m also spending a couple weeks in Illinois this summer. It’s going to be amazing. I’m going to have so much fun with Dawn! I need to spend time with that girl. She’s one of the people that have always held me together. She’s like duct tape ^_^ Speaking of, I stole some of that from the ATO house tonight! Haha! And I smell like fire.

“If the whole universe has no meaning, we should never have found out that it has no meaning: just as, if there were no light in the universe and therefore no creatures with eyes, we should never know it was dark. Dark would be without meaning.”
C.S. Lewis

Gorgeous, I miss you. I will always miss you.

I love spending time with Jeska during the week -and- on the weekends. Maybe we put off working out constantly, go to Taco Bell too much, party instead of studying and spend all our cash on cigarettes. But when it comes down to it, she’s my happiness. And that’s worth it all.

School seriously kills my soul. Tomorrow is my Psych test. Friday is my history test.

And I miss Roy more than I could ever express to him. Or anybody. Whenever college started, he was without a doubt the only person I could talk to. Where did he go?

 

 

Tomorrow, I’m going to make a mix cd and leave it somewhere for someone to find. Anyone. I want them to understand.

In about 9 days,

Jeska, Jcarr and I are headed to Georgia to see Brian for Valentine’s Day.

I’ve never been so excited. ^_^

“Try as much as possible to be wholly alive, with all your might, and when you laugh, laugh like hell and when you get angry, get good and angry. Try to be alive. You will be dead soon enough.”
~William Saroyan

 

I believe that unarmed truth and unconditional love will have the final word in reality. This is why right, temporarily defeated, is stronger than evil triumphant. -Martin Luther King Jr.

 

“The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy.” -Martin Luther King, Jr.

 

We must come to see that peace is not merely a distant goal that we seek, but a means by which we arrive at that goal. We must pursue peaceful ends through peaceful means.
– Martin Luther King, Jr.

I had a lot of fun hanging out with Antonio, Jordan and Jeska until like 2:30 this morning. :] Keystone is my favorite. ❤

“To you, is there a difference between Budweiser and say..Keystone?” “I can drink anything.” “That’s three!”

We’re going to Devann’s tonight and I’m pretty excited about that ^_^ Yeahhhh. ❤ I can’t wait to have more pictures to put up!

When you hear this song, I hope that it will give you hell.

goddamn right,

it’s a beautiful day.

 

 

i need tequila. not that cheap shit, either.

 

 

 

-Ughhhhhh-

HURRY UP AND COME SO WE CAN START THIS DAY!!!!!!

 

….That’s what she said.

-_-

 

I love you