I’m so happy :]]

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Take me to the beach. :))

I’m sitting at my Grandmother’s house while Randal and UKevin scrape paint off the house. Mom is about to bring he and I lunch from my workplace and then Rach is gonna bring my Kara Baby up here ^_^ I loves my baby.. so I’m excited! I don’t get to spend much time with her because I’m always working and spending time with my sweetheart of a boyfriend. Mannnnnn, life is GREAT. :]

But I gotta work tonight and its gonna suuuuuuuuuck!!!

The reason it hurts so much to separate
is because our souls are connected.
++The Notebook

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I have absolutely no plan. No plan. At ALL. Whatsoever.. No plan.

And I’m ok with this? I don’t know..but that’s how I feel.

Sometimes I forget why I do what I do.

 

But then I look at you…andddd, I love you. Love. LOVE!!! now. I’m tellin ya. Real love…

 

And love is the ultimate trip.

 

I’m in it to win it.

 

Roll on rollercoasterrr

snow day

the saints won the superbowl.

it snowed..i’m talking REAL snowmen making snow..like INCHES of snow..in NORTH LOUISIANA.

what is going to happen next? all things happen in threes!!!!

hope its good!!

randal and i went out to eat tonight for early valentine’s day. we went to san miguels. it was great. afterwards, we rode around and smoked with just the 2 of us. and now we’re at home watching family guy and laying on the couch.

my feelings for randal trip me out.

i love love love love this

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come on hilary, it’s easy. just be POSITIVE POSITIVE POSITIVE.

I’m at a loss. I just want to sit and cry. That’s all I want to do.

I miss my Mom.

I hate feeling like this.

I want to marry this boy…

I love him. I’d drop everything for him. I’d marry him tomorrow.

but I don’t want to move to Arkansas.

I don’t want to leave my mom, my dad, my Grandmother, my sister and my niece that is coming in May…
I want to be here for all that.
That’s my life.
I wish you could see that.

how can I help you say goodbye?


1. Which sibling, if any, do you get along with best? i have one sister and a foster brother. i love my sister more than anyone. and i also love my brother a lot, but i don’t know him very well. i guess me and my sister do because of that sister bond, but we fight a lot.
2. Which parent lets you get away with more stuff? definitely mom.
3. Who was your best friend in elementary school? jessica alger, kylie, megan, mallory, lauren
4. Who was the last person you called? a black guy.
5. The last person that called you? dylan called my phone, not for me though.
6. The last person that texted you? bobby.
7. The last person you texted? Jessa.
8. The last guy you hugged? randal.
9. The last girl you hugged? jessa.
10. The last person that you liked? randal.
11. The last person that liked you? these are silly questions
12. The last person you saw? i see tracy, autumn, rodney, bobby and randal.
13. Who was your favorite teacher in your latest school year? mr hillman.
14. Who was the last person that emailed you? no idea.
15. Who was the last person you went to the movies with? haven’t been in ages.
16. Who knows you more than anyone? probably jessa.
17. Who is the smartest person you know personally? i don’t know.
18. Who is the loudest person you know personally? everybody i know is loud.
19. Who is the nicest person you know personally? i don’t know nice people.
20. Who is the weirdest, awesome person you know? tracy. lol 🙂
21. Who did you like in 1st grade? who knows.
22. Who did you like in 4th grade? hmmm… that was a long time ago.
23. Who did you like in 7th grade? brad wilson, pah.
24. Who was the last person that made you sad? i don’t wanna talk about it.
25. Who was the last person that you went on vacation with? jeska, mom and rach. 🙂
26. Who is the last person you thought about? i’m not really thinking about anyone
27. Who was the last person who made you laugh hard? the fam 🙂
28. Who was the last person you skipped class with? Jeska…always.
29. Who was the last person you sang to? I like to sing!
30 Who was the last person that sang to you? Who knows
31. Who do you want to date right now? Randal
32. Who do you NOT want to date right now? anyone else
33. Who did you get to know over the summer? a whole new fucking group of friends. especially randal, tracy and rodney. 🙂 they make me fucking happy.
also…patricia and brad n such.
34. Who did you meet over the summer? Randal and Brad. And that entire group of people.
35. Who did you hang out with the most over the summer? cody.

Life isn’t easy, so I don’t know why I keep expecting for it to be. I hope that it’s not always this difficult, though. Because I’m not having any fun. But, things will be exceptionally awesome whenever we pay off this last ticket and get that first free check! I’ma be HELLA fucked up! And getting my tongue pierced on Friday w Tracy! SO excited.