I hope you think of me the way I think of you.

I love falling asleep next to you.

You are now a constant in my life.

Happiness is now a constant in my life.

Thank you (:

Meeting you was the most amazing thing.

I’m actually excited to go back to college.

Because I know you’ll be waiting for me to get home every day.

You’ll be working for us and I’ll be going to school and working.

And we’ll be happy.

Imperfectly happy 🙂

And that’s all you can ask for.

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

You make tomorrow worth the wait

;; and yesterday worth remembering

“Along the way you bump into people who make a dent on your life. Some people get struck by lightning. Some are born to sit by a river. Some have an ear for music. Some are artists. Some swim the English Channel. Some know buttons. Some know Shakespeare. Some are mothers. And some people can dance”

Everybody comes into your life for a reason. EVERYBODY. You never know how they are going to affect your life or how you are going to affect theirs, but the only thing you can know for sure is that one of the two will happen. Maybe they are put into your life to teach you a valuable lesson that you wouldn’t learn otherwise. Maybe you’re put into their life to show them love like nobody has ever shown them. You never know, so just do what ya do 🙂 Smile to everyone that you meet. Love everyone with a passionate love from a passionate heart.

And I realized as I walked through the neighborhood, how each house could contain a completely different reality. In a single block, there could be fifty serperate worlds. Nobody ever really knew what was going on just next door. -White Oleander

I’m excited because we didn’t have to bleach the mattress. (Pahahaha.)

I texted Rusty and told him that last night and he appreciated it. I knew he would. He left for BASIC at 5am today. I wish I could’ve seen him before he left. Hopefully, in 5 months, we can be friends again. I love him, but we both needed to grow up to make our relationship work. He was my best friend, but I wanted more. I wanted to fix him, to change his heart. I showed him more love than I have ever shown anyone…and he never cared for a minute. Now he’s gone for five months. And I am so excited to see the person that he comes back as. I’m excited to see who I will be when he arrives home.

My boyfriend is amazing. He is extraordinary with children. He treats women wonderfully. He can cook like a badass. Whenever Adara needs something done, she doesn’t ask Brad. She asks Randal and he’ll help her. He loves her. He is a beautiful thing. 🙂 I can’t even imagine why he would decide to be mine, but he IS mine. And oh, the butterflies in my stomach 🙂

We went swimming yesterday at Randal’s aunt’s dock. It was quite enjoyable.

Today, my dad told me that I don’t have any ambition in life and neither do my friends. That’s bullshit. Randal is working at McDonalds now trying to save up money for his own place. Mary Beth and he are looking for a trailer. If that goes through, our lives will be amazing :))

I wanna hold hands & waste Friday nights with you

You can stop worrying about me. I’m wonderful 🙂

I’m not normal, but I neve claimed to be either 🙂

Promise me that you’ll hold me close and you won’t let go 🙂

Time for some cake!!

❤

My favorite time is when the sun sets on my smoke-filled room and we talk about how good it is to live.

Hello, nostalgia. Thanks for making
me second guess every choice that I
have made.

I am happy. And that is the only thing you can work to achieve in life.

You make this all go away

I have strep throat, so I’ve been at home for the past two days just sleeping life away and enjoying the fucked-up ness that I get whenever I take lortabs 🙂

My brother in law picked up my boyfriend for community service this morning. That makes me so happy. Mom bought him a go phone so we can keep in touch. Dock is trying to find him a real job, too. Everything is so perfect.

Everything is so perfect.

I still miss Jessica.

But I’ll fight for what I love

I’m glad my boyfriend didn’t fight tonight.

I’m a lover, not a fighter.

And oh what a lover I am. 🙂

<3

Let’s catch up.

Brad and I got Randal out of jail and we’re going strong. 🙂

My friends have turned their backs on me again.

The only girls I spend time with lately are my mom and sister, Katelyn, Destiny, Adara and Ms Patricia.

Randal went to church with me last Sunday because he’s amazing 🙂

We spent two days with his sister, Desirea. We had a lot of fun. She’s really cool. It was fun to meet his sister.

Now, my parents took my car away. So..I’m just big chillin at the house missing my boyfriend. I’m probably about to lay up in the bed and sleep until Saturday rolls around.