boo, you whore. (hahahahahahah)

I just bit the inside of my mouth and it hurts like….BAM! But thats the least of my worries….xcept I keep biting it over and over until it bleeds because of my dang wisdom teeth coming in. This drives me insane. Uhm, we’re having cake at my Grandmother’s today for Uncle Blake and Aunt jan. Just when i’ve been resisting sweets, too. Gahh… anyway.

I’m ok, guys….and thats where it hurts. because i’m ok…and it seems the world around me is crumbling for so many others. I just wanna reach out a hand..but I cant. Not yet…not now. So, last night…I stayed up until like 3 because I couldn’t sleep…I worked a little bit on my box. I dunno why but I thought of doing one for Megan?!? Who knows. lol So when I get a new shoebox, i’m gonna try to make her one!! Cuzz boxes are the cool. So anyway, I wrote in my journal because i’d been avoiding it. Sometimes, when i’ve been writing in mah xanga, i can’t seem to write in my journal because all of my ecstacy has been drained- so I wrote last night about 3-4 pages. Then I got in my bed and listened to 98.3….love song requests. Finally went to sleep.

I woke up a while ago cuzz Mom called from the park and said to get up..so I went and took a bath. Not a shower, a bath. it was really weird…and now I just feel like I should go back to bed. I only got like 6 1/2 hours of sleep, HELLO!!! lol Well, I wanted to do something w/ Megan today but she signed off so abruptly last night that I didn’t get to discuss it with her. Maybe i’ll talk to her later. It -is- only like 10:40….maybe I won’t do anything today-like all week.

And of course, Sam and I haven’t spoken yet. I haven’t started Harry Potter cuzz im a crackhead slacker. But I will, jeff! Ok so, i’m about to go get ready…or sleep..lol Talk to you laters! Leave me love. You guys have been slackin with the comments!!! You have to beat the record of 20!!!!! hahahha! love yall! xoxo, hil* ….whats the diff. btwn and ??? The eyes are darker on the second…Gaahhh..!!!!!