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Yesterday sucked so much.

I didn’t get to talk to Aaron all day. I don’t even wanna call him today. I called him at 8:30..told his mom to tell him I called. I waited by the phone until 9:45…thats when I fell asleep..woke up at 5:30 and cried cuz he never called.

I woke up this morning and I feel horrible…so horrible. My stomach is killing me…and I’m just so sad…so yeah. I just emailed Sam an extremely long email….now I don’t know what to do. I needa clean my room…but I just feel like sleeping, watching MTV, listening to HIM…sleeping.

Make him call me….make him. I wonder if Jessica has called lately. Can’t ask her though.

Tears, Emo Music & Darkness, xoxo, hil*