Hey lovers….it’s been a slightly ok day. I have this horrid headache that I’ve had since like yesterday and it’s killing me slowly. I feel like saying “YOOOOOOO” just once. So let me do it. YOOOOOOO! Okay, I feel so much better now. I can’t wait to be a bandaid!! I wish just one of you actually had seen Almost Famous and knew what I meant by that. I wanna make somebody a layout and then them use it so I can say “Mmhmm, I layed you.” Haha, wouldn’t that be funny? Yeah, you’re supposed to laugh.

     

I watched Goldmember in P.E. today and laughed alot. That movie has to be the greatest thing since forever. My head REALLY hurts. I’ve eaten alot today. Spaghetti a minute ago. That’s why I woke up. Along with the fact that I wanna read my sister my poems and I needa talk to Jessica before tomorrow…and I’m waiting on a call from Tiffany. And I have homework on here. On some writer, I forget his name.

     

I’m going to Monroe on Saturday with Jessica ‘n her mom. We’re going to get HIM’s new cd (that comes out TOMORROW!) I’m SO excited. We’re gonna catch a movie, too. This is gonna be quality Me, Jess ‘n her mom time. It’s gonna be great. I should call Aaron and tell him that, I think he’d laugh because I was talkin’ about Jessica’s mom. I hear “Wake Me Up When September Ends” on my radio. That song is SO gorgeous.

    

I REFUSE to live in the past. From this point forward, I hate no one, I love no one, I hold no grudges, I feel no guilt. ‘N i’ve said that before..

School sucks right now. I have tons of crap to do because everything is due because of the end of the six weeks. I didn’t turn anything in the first six weeks and I have to finish it all before tomorrow. And I haven’t started. Plus, it’s 8:30 pm.

I haven’t watched Degrassi or Laguna Beach in forever. I miss my tv shows. I didn’t even watch Oprah or Dr. Phil today…that depresses me. I love my friends-they are psychotic. Sam is wonderful. She cares -oh, so much- about me. Yay, I hear….music. YAY, It’s FALL OUT BOY! Drop a heart, Break a name! My head needs to stop hurting. I love being random, don’t you know it. Sugar, We’re going down swinging…..I’ll be your number one with a bullet. “Life is just a mirror, and what you see out there, you must first see inside of you.” I wish I could go to the beach and make the sky purplish pink ‘cuz I honestly think that would be the bomb….aww…the bomb.

Do not judge a book by it’s cover, nor a poem by it’s words, for the moment you think of the words, you stop thinking like a poet, focus only on the emotions behind it all, then and only then will you find something beautiful.

Who I am hates who I’ve been.

I like this picture. I hate having a heart sometimes… while it gives you the ability to love and care, it also gives you the ability to hurt, to feel pain, to miss people, miss gentle words and whispers…. oh well.

~Miss You~
I’m no perfect queen,
No hollywood set with the perfect scene,
I’m just a girl who misses the boy,
Who made her feel like she had everything.

I’m no walk in the park,
If at all I’m a trip in the dark,
I’m just a girl who sees the boy,
Who branded her heart and left a mark.

YESSSSSS. I hear Gorillaz now!

 Your sparkling eyes
Why I should I believe you this time
How do I know they’re not more lies?
Your tears fall like acid rain
Oh, how you take my breath away
The tears drip from your baby blues
I get myself so lost in you
I don’t know what to say, and what not to.

My personal goal for this week:  Control my temper when it comes to my mom.  Lord knows I’m gonna need some help with this one….

What should I be for Halloween? Can I be Ville Valo? ‘cuz he’s sexy.

 Rain, Smurfs & Fairytales, xoxo, hil*

–edit– Migraine last night and this morning. No school for the Hil. Anyway, THE NEW HIM CD COMES OUT TODAY!!!!!!!!!!! YAAAAAAAAAAY! I’m excited…so much. YAAAAAY!