What you feel is what you are and what you are is beautiful

I had the most amazing day ever.


Well, it all started with last night. I stayed up until 5 this morning reading “The Perks Of Being A Wallflower” by Stephen Chbosky. I swear, it was so full of emotion..and I loved every word of it. Then, in my emotion filled state, I wrote a letter to Dawn about..life. I’m still not sure if I’m going to send it. It’s just a big ramble, really.


I woke up today about noon and I was, as always, home alone. I took a shower and did my chores like the good little girl I am. While I was cleaning up, Kylie showed up and we hung out a little bit. We ended up going fourwheeler riding and it was fun just being fun together. She’s a cool kid, you know it.


At like 2:40 something, Paul came and got me & we picked up the kids and went out to Sarah’s to get her and ended up talking to her Mom & co. for like EVER. We didn’t leave ’til about 4ish. We jammed all the way up there to the greatest music b/c Sarah makes AWESOME mix cds! YAAAY! Off to the mall….which was SO much fun! We stayed in there for like..3 hours. Romancing the Stone, Hot Topic, Spencers, Underground, FYE and the best…LIBBY LUS!! Omigosh, made me some lipgloss!! It’s SOOO yummy, too! And we got SOOO glittery! She sprayed glitter in our hair and we used pixie dust!! Ooh funness. =) And I bought a Dickies purse to match my Vans, so i’m pimpin’ cool, oh yeah.


I had SOOO much fun singing at the top of my lungs & listening to Sarah ‘n Paul argue about his driving. WoOoOoOo-HoOoOoOo! We went to TOYSRUS and played on the bikes & scooters and with bouncy balls and horsies and magic 8 balls and Jeff broke a pogo stick and they had a lightsaber fight!! But the best part…was finding…FREE GUM! SOOO wonderful! I’m actually chewing a piece right now and it’s halfway decent. Really.


We went to Waffle House, too!!! TO SEE BILLYRAY! And it was GRRREAT! Oh yeah..and we called Nikki and she so loves us!  BillyRay loves us, too. There’s really no way to explain Waffle House fun..it’s just so..had-to-be-there-ness. And I love it!


The ride home was tunzo funzo w/ GIRLS JUST WANNA HAVE FUN & MAMBO # 5…but the most fun was Cha Cha Slide, I think. ❤ lol I love my hoebags. “GET IN THE BAG!” At Citgo…the lady said to me (after asking if the lil hawaiian punch thing was being a pain) “Did all of you actually fit in the bathroom?” And I was like “welll…yep.” LOL! She thought we were..as billyray put it..a little tipsy! 🙂


So, we went to the boatdocks & Sarah, Jeff n Jeska swam in the river… I didn’t wanna get in trouble by my Mom so I just watched..and laughed alot. I sat on the edge of the water for a while and put my feet in..I actually still have mud under my fingernails and in between my toes. Oh, buddy, yeah.


Riding home was so much fun…I mean, S, J & J were in the back b/c they were wet and Paul was driving and I was just sitting there in the front seat…with Freebird playing as loud as it would go…and I just started…thinking…and I was just realizing how amazing my life is…how much I love my friends…and how much I do love..my whole life.


“.. And in that moment, I swear we were infinite.”


Have a good night, kids. And always remember how great life is..even when it isn’t.


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If you can make a girl laugh


You can make her do anything.


-Marilyn Monroe


“What do you do? You laugh. I’m not saying I don’t cry, but in between I laugh and I realize how silly it is to take anything too seriously.” -garden state


In life we do things. some we wish we had never done, some we wish we could replay a million times in our heads, but they all make us who we are. And in the end, those experiences shape every detail about us. If we were to reverse any of them, we wouldn’t be at the exact place that we are today. So just live. Make mistakes, and have wonderful times but never ever second guess who you are, where you have been, and most importantly, where it is that you are going…
-Sex and the City


Summer is filled with breaking the rules and standing apart, ignoring your head..


and following your heart


I love this crazy, tragic,
Sometimes almost magic,
Awful, beautful life


– Darryl Worley


I say, if youre going to get in..you should just dive in head first.


Don’t think about anything..just jump right in & have fun.


And when it’s time for you to get out.. just remember how much fun you had & how great you felt


It’s not about what happened in the past, or what you think might happen in the future. It’s about the ride. There is no point in going through all this crap, if you’re not going to enjoy the ride. And you know what… when you least expect it something great might come along. Something better then you even planned for…


I don’t have a lot of friends. They are acquaintances mostly. People that pass through my life, making a minimum of difference to me. But, I’m lucky. Luckier then most really. You see I have a few people in my life who mean the world to me. People who make everything seem so much better. A few people who I wouldn’t be who I am today without. These people have changed me and for the better. I’d die for them in an instant, but more importantly, I’d live for them. ~~Jacqueline Kelly McBride


“Everything, I mean love, romance, relationships … it all falls together perfectly, and its incredible … it’s those moments, no matter how depressingly few and far between, that make growing up worth it.”- Dawson’s Creek


“The years go by. The time, it does fly. Every single second is a moment in time that passes oh so quick and it seems like nothing. But when you’re looking back well, it amounts to everything.”- Catch 22


Friendship is a strange thing…we find ourselves telling each other the deepest details of our lives, things we don’t even share with our families who raised us, But what is a friend? A confidant? A lover? A fellow E-Mail junkie? A shoulder to cry on? An ear to listen? A heart to feel? A friend is all these things, and more. no matter where we met, I call you friend. A word so small, yet so large in feeling, a word filled with emotion. It is true great things come in small packages. Once the package of friendship has been opened, it can never be closed, it is a constant book always written, waiting to be read, and enjoyed. We may have our disagreements. We may argue. We may concern one another. Friendship is a unique bond that lasts through it all. A part of me is put into my friends, some of my humor, some of it my listening ear, some of it is real life experiences, some of it is my romanticism, but with all, it is friendship. Friendships forged are a construct stronger than steel built as a foundation, necessary for life, and necessary for love.


“After the song finished, I said something. ‘I feel infinite.’ And Sam and Patrick looked at me like I said the greatest thing they ever heard. Because the song was that great and because we all really paid attention to it. Five minutes of a lifetime were truly spent and we felt young in a good way.”- The Perks of Being A Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky


“Some memories are realities and are better than anything that can ever happen to one again.”- My Antonia by Willa Cather


“I always tell the girls never take it seriously. If you never take it seriously then you never get hurt. If you never get hurt then you always have fun, and if you ever get lonely you can just go to the record store and visit your friends.” –Almost Famous (Penny Lane)


 “They don’t even know what it is to be a fan. Y’know? To truly love some silly little piece of music, or some band, so much that it hurts.” –Almost Famous (Sapphire)


“Maybe life’s not suppose to make sense.” — Man in the Moon


Jack: “This is crazy.”
Rose: “I know, it doesn’t make any sense….that’s why I trust it.” –Titanic


“What are you doing here, kid? You don’t even know how hard life is yet!”
“It’s obvious doctor, that you’ve never been a thirteen year old girl.” – The Virgin Suicides


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