I REFUSE to live in the past. From this point forward, I hate no one, I hold no grudges, I feel no g

Oh buddy. It’s been a freakin’ week. And it’s not even Friday yet. Oh man. I stressed all yesterday and all night long. I didn’t even get online yesterday, so you know it was bad stuff. I had a Chemistry test this morning and now that its over, I’m not thinking about it..until I get my grade and drown in my tears. *cough* I mean..=] But, it was semi-okay ish yesterday. Me, Jeska, Jeff and Roy went over to Jeska’s and studied for ever. Made me happy. :] But I don’t know if I like being the neutron! lol. So, yeaahh. Piano was okay, too. I didn’t really get to play much because like I said, I was stressing majorly. After we got finished studying, we watched GNR ‘n ACDC dvds and stuff. We’re such cool kidssss. And I didn’t get to bed until midnight. Shooooooot mee!

Today was semi okay ish again. I took my Chem, Spanish & American History tests and no idea how I did. I know I bombed the AH one and did good on the spanish…so yeah. I’m real scared of my Chem results. *shudders* After school, we got sonic fooooood (like Chinese foooooooood from Dude, where’s my car?) and then spent the rest of the time piled up in Jeska’s room while me & Jeff studied for Advanced Math and watched Aerosmith. Roy came over and then we all fought for EVER. And I got absolutely ZERO injuries. (Was the only one who didn’t tho, lol.) I’m gettin’ tougher. =] So now I’m here…being sleepy.

I read my entry on here from last year this day..and I was a recovering emoooo who was still obsessed with HIM and BAM. hehe. But, every five seconds I’d hear a song I liked on the radio and flip out..”OOH, IT’S WAKE ME UP WHEN SEPTEMBER ENDS!” or “SUGAR, WE’RE GOING DOWN SWINGING!” hehe. Now I’m listening to “fallin in love is so hard on the kneeees” lol. From Fall Out Boy to Aerosmith…I think I made a good transition! lol. Still gotta love my Fall Out Boy though! I -always- will.

Today was SEE YOU AT THE POLE! day. I didn’t see you there. lol BUT I WENT! Oh, yeah. Me ‘n Jeska were the first HS kids there. We had about 20-25 kids there, I’d say. Enough for us all to pray aloud though. It was just so great standing in a circle with all of those kids that I love so much. I respect them all for coming out this morning. 🙂 Hope all of you were seen at the pole!

So, there’s only three days left of September. SOOO SAD!!!! Homecoming is Friday. Today was TWIN DAY!! The posse wore black shirts, but me and Jeff wore the same black shirt. and jeans and black converse! PIMMMPPPED OUUTTT! So sexy, I know! Errbody had twin feet<3 Tomorrow is PAJAMA day. I’m oh so excited! LAZY DAY! Soooo…im OUTT!