“This is a love song, in my own way.”

Carribeangurl05 [12:03 A.M.]:  well u should go to bed
NoShoesGirl08 [12:04 A.M.]:  im not physically tired
NoShoesGirl08 [12:04 A.M.]:  i’m tired inside
Carribeangurl05 [12:04 A.M.]:  eh thats a tougher problem to solve

Yeah, I get that a lot. *sigh* So..how’s me life? Pretty busy, I’d say. Yesterday, I went to church. We finished “Facing the Giants” in Sunday School and I almost cried. It was such a great movie..I just believe that nothing is impossible with God..so much. It’s pretty much the WHOLE truth! NOTHING can be impossible when you have God on your side! It’s unbelievable. So after church, I went to Jeska’s and we sat there for a lil while and then went to Grandmother’s and ate lunch–leftover hamburgers and ice cream. Later, we went over to Sam’s and played on DSL..well okay, JESKA played on DSL. I watched a bit of the cheerleading version of Bring it On, A Cinderella Story and Forrest Gump and talked to Spiffy on the phone for like an hour or something. When it was time for the Thompsons to head to church, me & my home girl J-Lyn rolled up to Sonic to get apple juice slushes and they tasted like cake icing…so gross. We went to my house and Jeska straightened my hair..and burnt my finger. (It hurts so bad. I hate burns! ESP. on my FINGERS!) About 9 something, we went to West Monroe with Mama Vickie and Aunt Angie. Uncle Albert started to come but…bluh, we dropped him off on our way to Village. (We saw Coach Crockett (big) at Village buying ice cream!) We went to the movies and saw Spiderman 3 at 10:15. It got over with at like 1 something. Anyway, it was a great movie. I loved emo Spiderman. He was freakin’ SEXY. I wanted him….right there. haha. We got home at like 2:30 after going to Walmart. Jeska bought a Clint Black CD. So much for not being a country girl.

Today..never really began. I woke up at like 12 at Jeska’s and ate some baked beans and watched Dirty Dancing. I looooove Johnny & Baby. At some point, I came home and fell back asleep. I read a little bit and got online..I mostly had a down day. I went on a freakin’ GOOSE CHASE for my Mom looking for ice cream salt that NOONE sells. Whores. Some time, the J-kids & Primm (which I guess could be a J kid if I called him Justin) came and got me from Grandmother’s and we went to Johnny’s and ate pizza with Jody, Penguin, Catfish and Jessica Girod! Jeff hit me in the face with a clod of ice and I think I cried. It freakin’ HURT. But he didn’t mean to. We spent the rest of the night at Jeff’s watching Simpsons and jumping on the trampoline until Primm brought me home.

The plans for the rest of the week (if the parentals allow) is swimming tomorrow about lunch time, staying at Danielle’s tomorrow night, going to see Shrek 3 with Meredith, Mel, Kay, J kids, Primm & Derek. Thursday, I think we’re going to Blue Bayou!!! (I wish I wasn’t fat!) No idea about the weekend. Which honestly..summer is just a huge weekend!! :o)

Whatever comes our way,
whatever battle is raging inside us,
we always have a choice.
It`s the choices that make us what we are,and we can always choose to do the right thing.
– Spiderman

I’m having fun already…tons! I’ve got to spend time with lots of my friends already! I’m really wanting to hang out with Kolter ‘n Peigen soon! Lalalala. I’m so exhausted. But not sleepy. I slept all day. Maybe..next Friday or something..I’m going to spend a whole day by myself. I need it. I have to go buy Sam’s bday present that day though. Oh my Gosh, I need a job so badly. I have 40 bucks right now but 20 of it isn’t necessarily mine. And I owe Jeff 13 dollars. For tradition. I always buy our food at Waffle House..but I was crying outside the other night, so he paid for them. I always cry. I’m such an effin’ panzy. But honestly, when I get like that, I don’t want to cry. I want to smoke a whole pack of cigarettes. lol I haven’t smoked in sooooo long.

[ S U M M E R ] iS..
waking up to the sound of a lawnmower,
spending everyday with your best friends,
the smell of cholorine in your hair, anxious
for next year but still missing  the last,
thinking you’ll find love, staying up late &&
sleeping in, bonfires with friends, saying
good-bye to drama `cuz for the next 3 months..
YOU [ D O N ‘ T ] CARE !

I’m so glad I’m friends with Primm now. But I do miss Roy. Sometimes, I feel like the posse exists…but it’s like a pair of shoes in a showcase. I mean, when people look at them, they look wonderful and pleasing to the eye. But, if they aren’t getting used..they’re sorta pointless. I feel like Primm is taking Roy’s spot sometimes. Like tonight, Julie called us the posse again. But, Roy wasn’t there. And somehow, it just felt..right. I mean, I miss Roy, that’s not a lie. He’s still one of the best guys I know and if I was having a problems, I’d go straight to him after Jeff and Jeska and Sam. But, we don’t really get each other anymore. And it’s beginning to be a problem. Life has begun to be a problem.