Beyond beautiful

I was doing so much better. Today had been better..a lot better..but as I’m sitting here, I can’t stop dwelling. So many emotions..so much to think about.

You’re beautiful..I love you..There’s nothing wrong with you. Not a single thing.

Sonic has ice coffees…they’re really good. A lot of caffeine. It’s probably really bad for me. But being bad for me doesn’t stop me from a lottt.

With Jeska out of tizown, I’m spending tunzo time with Jeff. Much needed, toOo.

White alligators..I don’t know about them schitzo kids.

I have to be at the church at 9 am to make spaghetti. Bahh, that makes me miss mah Jeskalyn. She hates spaghetti…but loves pizza.

What happens if you have to pee while you’re in labor?

I’ve had to pee ALL DAY.

I still smell like a masculine old smoking woman. The end.

I think I’m going to throw up.

Every second I’m without you, i’m a mess.

Don’t stop searching, it’s not over. Just hold on.

One a day won’t hurt you, right? Mm-hmm. Believable.

I like those bonding moments with you, too.

I miss you…..I miss you a lot.

but holding people away from you, and denying yourself love, that doesn’t make you strong. if anything it makes you weaker, because you’re doing it out of fear. </3
++ sarah dessen

Sometimes we’ll be piled on the couch wearing sweats, eating the kind of ice cream we like, watching our favorite TV show, talking in the shorthand way we talk that nobody understands, & I’ll realize that this every day, simple, no–big–deal moment; this is my happiness

You do your thing and I do my thing.
You are you and I am I. And, if, in the end, we end up together, it’s beautiful.
-Topanga

Alot of people are afraid
to say what they want
That’s why they don’t get
what they want.
– Madonna

Eventually you just have to realize that you’re living for an audience of one. I’m not here for anyone else’s approval.
-Pamela Anderson

I love people who make me laugh. I honestly
think it’s the thing I like most, to laugh.  It
cures a multitude of illnesses. It’s probably
the most important thing in a person.
–Audrey Hepburn.<3