I don’t do drugs; I am drugs.

What qualities are most important for a political figure to have? Honesty and dependency on God.

And I don’t want the world to see me
Cause I don’t think that they’d understand
When everything’s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I slept for 12 hours last night and had the craziest dreams. The first was that me & Jeff met Steven Tyler. The second was a random guy at Spencer’s putting orange and yellow glow in the dark makeup on me. I never have explanations for those dreams. Anyway, last night was definitely a great Friday night football game in Caldwell. We lost pretty bad..it’s like the old days before Caldwell went to play offs. I sat with the lovelys..Catfish who I love, Jody who is mad, Penguin who sings, Jesika who is a sea goddess, Kori who is a whore, Patrick who is her boyfriend, Heather who is the Megan, Cierra who is the Hilary, Jeff who is the trickster & Jeska who is the bestie. I can’t believe he tricked me into talking to Seth. It was the weirdest thing..basically, he still detests me. After the game, we watched a Steven Tyler interview..I enjoyed it. So did Jeff..you could tell by the look on his face. I’m probably doing not a thing today. We left at 10:45 last night because Jeska was being blah and so it was kind of boring. I played SIMS and was basically a loser all night..like I’m still doing today. I need some activity in my life.

and I still get you..

and im sorry the waymy moods flicker on and off like old light on your porch, but i knowyou wouldn’t have it any other way. sneaking in your window instead ofout. the way you hold a cigarette cause you don’t know what to do withyour hands when we are sitting this close.

reading through my old xangas make me miss me

“I’ve learned in my lifetime so far that you can’t help who you have feelings for and no matter how hard you try and how much it hurts you everyday that you just wanna be with them or just talk to them you never stop trying to make them happy by the little things you say or do because thats what makes your life worth going on for.”
-Mark Twain

I wish you were here today..but I don’t know if you would understand anymore than anyone else

<33 You think you could be more amazing? argonplatypus: everybody needs a blue duck now and then

 

i just feel like everything is going under. hmm…..any advice? “..dont worry now, its all under control…”

I want to live somewhere like in the Giver..minus the scary–ness. I’m currently reading Bless Me Ultima. It’s supposed to be classic and amazing.

I don’t get it. It’s getting bad again, isn’t it? Don’t fall into the old steps..you know where that leads us all

And just for the record, I was panic!ing at the disco before you even arrived.