To you out there wherever you are

What do you spend most of your money on? Route 44 Sweet Teas from Sonic, $1.97 books from BAMM!, random things from Hot Topic, cards.

Saturday, I hung out with Bubba & Shae & my sister all evening. It was pretty fun. Sunday, I chilled at Jeska’s with her & Jeff and chillaxed, went to church & such. Gary Sheppard sang at our church that night and I swear, the whole service was crackin’ me up! If he wasn’t singing funny songs, he was singing funny. lol. I was just dying of laughter. I sat with Rachel and I thought Mom was gonna have to take us outside, haha. Not my fault he sings higher than I do! Monday..me and Jeska went to Monroe to pick up my glasses. We ate at Fazoli’s and I bought 4 books at Books A Million. I got Guitar Girl, Fat Camp, Catch & Rules of the Road. I hope they’re good! But It’ll be ages before I get to start reading them! I have a huge stack of books to read. I love to read. It’s basically my favorite thing in all of the world ❤ I’m still reading Bless Me, Ultima..It’s really amazing, but it’s hard to read..so it’s taking me forever. Then, I have to finish Uglies!

always smile through the drama,
cause things will get better.
it might be cold & stormy now,
but it cant rain forever.

Yesterday, we found out about Marvin’s wreck and spent the whole day really confused about his condition. I haven’t heard anything since yesterday. Last time I heard, he still wasn’t coming to, but he was breathing on his own. I’m just prayin’ for him. It really hurts to think of him being up there in the hospital. You never think somebody you’ve gone to school with for so long can ever get hurt. You pretty much think everybody is invincible. I mean, not that anything of this directs to his situation, but you see all of your classmates who even if you’re not close to, you still love because they’re a part of your history and you see them out on Friday nights drinkin’ and drivin’ and you know how dangereous of lives they’re livin…but you never think something could happen to them. I was thinking about when Rachel was in highschool or a little afterwards, she lost two of her really good friends. It’s just so sad…People shouldn’t die young. It just shouldn’t happen. Ever.

I made a 92 on my Physics test today..so that’s good, I guess. I have to write an article about Jody & Jesika’s pets by Friday..if I remember. Speech tomorrow! YAY! And I’m spending the weekend at the lake! Super wow. I’m pretty excited about that, I guess. I don’t know if Jeska is going with me or not, but even if she doesn’t, it’s gonna be fun. And relaxing. Way relaxing. I’m glad I survived today. I was pretty dang stressed about Physics and those current events that were quite laughable.

I wish I could meet Jesse Jackson. And Oprah if she actually comes tomorrow. I wish I was black so I could go to the rally and support those guys. I’m on their side, anyway. Silly racist white folks! So I wanted to go over there tomorrow, but my Mom is scared I’d die. I probably would get shot. But it’d be fun. It might make history. You guys better go! lol. Anyway, I’m out like a light. Cha-ching. xoxo, hil*