I swear I’d burn this city down just to show you the lights

Psalm 51

10 Create in me a pure heart, O God,
       and renew a steadfast spirit within me.

 11 Do not cast me from your presence
       or take your Holy Spirit from me.

 12 Restore to me the joy of your salvation
       and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me.

 13 Then I will teach transgressors your ways,
       and sinners will turn back to you.

This weekend has been the best. Me and Jeff majorly chilllllaxed on Friday night. We managed to ride around in Susie for 2 hours. We ended up at his house watching Family Guy and looking at pictures of Steven. Yesterday..was so long. I woke up at like SEVEN FREAKING THIRTY and went to the carwash. It was horribleeee work. haha The best time was the last 20 minutes sitting inside with Jeff & Kolter eatin’ chicken nuggets. Mm-mm. About 2:45, me and Jeff left for Monroe. We went to Antique Alley, Goodwill & the mall. All I bought was a new music=life bracelet from Hot Topic and a movie ticket and another shoesandwichpizzafoodthing. Eew. We went and saw Good Luck Chuck. It was a lot of boob-age. I didn’t really like that, but the love story part..was pretty great. Awww..penguin pebbles!!! Was that Phil Collins? HAHA And there was this girl with 3 boobs! LOL. It was way funny. When we got home from Monroe, I asked Jeff 195639 trivia questions and then I took him home. I talked to Jeska and I miss her! She’s down south with her familia and alcoholics. Rar. Church was good today. I sat with Rachel & Dock and Bro Todd preached. But for now, I’m about to go eat at Grandmother’s.

There’s nothing more valuable than having someone in your life that reminds you of who you are.
 – America Ferrera

Ohhh yeah, Sam is mad at me. And…it’s basically stupid. And kind of makes me laugh. Because it’s that stupid.

I miss you still.
You leave me behind every time you walk a step
& it seems like you’re a mile away.
But I’d walk a thousand miles for you.
I’ll do anything for you if you ask me to,
because you’re worth more than my life,
worth more than anything I know of.
On days like today, I feel so close to you
& I hope this feeling never goes away.