Sometimes I give myself the creeps, sometimes my mind plays tricks on me..

I got my guitar pick bracelet in the mail from Eric today! I was so excited. It just made me so happy for a lot of reasons. One of the main ones is..it’s so amazing that Eric still loves me! I mean, we’re still really good friends just like always. And we have been through so much crap! And he still is trying to make up for lost times that Tiffany stole from us, but the truth is, he has nothing to make up for! I still love him as much as always.

I went shopping by myself today. All I ended up buying was a “Music is my Boyfriend” tshirt, some more mints, some candy Morgan made me buy and two books! Smashed and I Hope They Serve Beer in Hell. I really didn’t want to purchase the last one, but this old guy took like 30 minutes looking for it and I felt bad not buying it after all of that. I’m excited about my new books, but I’m scared it will prolong my progress in The Shining. Maybe, it will help me speed up though! I read a chapter tonight and it’s getting a lot better!

I got to eat dinner with my Mom and that made me happy. We never get to hang out anymore. But, she informed me that Coty is in jail. He’s in the second largest prison in the US.. Isn’t that scary? He’s getting out in a couple days, though. ): I was so shocked. He’s been doing so great! But, he didn’t finish his counseling in the given amount of time, so he has six more months of probation after he gets out of jail. And he has to pay his fines over.

I talked to Tony today. He gave me his cell number and told me to call next time I’m in town. I can’t wait to spend some time w/ Skylar, Landon, Eli & him! Its going to be amazing. It’s so funny because he was like “we get to hang out and do something” and I always think of him as so much older than I am! But when I was thinking about it, a lot of my friends are about his age! I think that’s quite humorous..but I miss him so much.

Jeska informed me [even though I had known this] that Rusty is actually engaged to the girl. I just can’t believe it. After the spill he had given me just a few months ago, I can’t believe he rushed into this so fast. He needs some guidance. I feel really bad for him right now and Morgan, as well.

I went to the movies with Rach, Dock, Aaron & Austin tonight. We saw 10,000 BC. It was GREAT! I litterally expected to fall asleep, but it was great. I teared up at the end.. I was kinda confused with the climate change, the random animals and sporatic coming back to life, but I loved it!  

RAWR. I work tomorrow from 4:30-close! Jeff has lit. rally tomorrow, so maybe I get to spend some time with my best friend, who knows! Jeska & Kolter stayed with Jeff tonight. I was left out again, like normal. *sighs* I’ve got to pray about this because I’m just so fed up and hurt. I’m lonely all the time and I’m always alone. There’s no excuses they can give me. I wish for once people would just consider and understand how I feel!

Omg, work was HORRIBLE last night! All of our drink machines went out and we had to pour out of two liters all night. I wanted to cry! And I worked 5 hours without a break when I was supposed to get off in four hours!

Well anyway, I’m glad this week is over. Four more days and we get a whole week off! ^_^

And I’m just paranoid..