I’m silenced by the fear of dying

During the 1960s, I think, people forgot
what emotions were supposed to be.
And I don’t think they’ve ever remembered.
-andy warhol

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I had a really long day. I went prom dress shopping. I found one I really liked, but it didn’t have straps. Then, I found a style I loved, but the color was horrifying. We drove all the way to Minden, but seriously, no luck. I’m thinking about calling tomorrow and ordering the one without straps anyway. It was so beautiful.

Tonight, I went over to Rachel’s and watched tv for a while and bought a camera offline =] It’s just like Sam’s, but black and I’m EXCITED! So I’m pretty much BROKE until pay day. Mom and Dad went to a crawfish boil tonight and brought me home some grub, holy mess, it’s goOoOod. I ate wayy to much tonight. I was going to start dieting today, but hopefully I can do that tomorrow. It’s hard though dieting and working at Sonic!

About 1030 ish, I went over to Roy’s and hung out with him a while. I really do love Roy. I know I go through my phases, but I really love Roy..through it all. We played Rockbanddddd =] OMGAH, I’m amazing. Haha, actually I = fail. I’m LEARNING though! I played drums like the whole hour I was over there. Whenever Chris takes it back, i’ma have to go to Chris’ house and play! haha SO! I work tomorrow 4-close, so blegh! But Kristin is closing tomorrow, so big fun!

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I believe in everything
until it’s disproved.
So I believe in fairies,
the myths, dragons.
It all exists, even if
it’s in your mind.
Who’s to say that
dreams and nightmares
aren’t as real as the
here and now?
–John Lennon.

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If wild my breast and sore my pride,
I bask in dreams of suicide,
If cool my heart and high my head
I think “How lucky are the dead.”
-Dorothy Parker

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3 thoughts on “I’m silenced by the fear of dying

  1. I agree. That’s exactly what I thought…probably not but nice thought anyway. lol
    Can we go to the lake this summer? Plz? I want too. I want to take beautiful pictures and go running. I think it’d be fun. ^-^
    You’re gonna have SO much fun in Disneyworld! It’s gonna be so great. I might go later this year. Like over Thanksgiving. Maybe. I hope!!! Jennie and John are thinking of taking Ethan and Tyler and if they do, Mrs. Joan and Mr. David might go and of course if they do, Nicole will. And if she goes then it wouldn’t cost any extra to bring me. lol As long as I could pay for my meals and ticket and such. So yeah. I hope it works out. I didn’t get to meet Cinderella or Belle or Jasmine or ANYONE. Tyler will have to meet the princess’s because she is a princess. lol Me too. Anywaysa, i hope it works out ya know. It’d be fun. We found stuff we liked, like Splash Mountain and Pirates, and rode them over and over and spent all our time doing the same stuff so we missed a lot still. You’re gonna have a blast in L.A. too! I want to go there someday! Fun fun! I’d go find Adam Brody. šŸ˜‰ hehe

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  2. Good post btw. I like the pictures and such. I’m excited for you about ur camera! YAY!! I bet you’ll luv it. Better than the pink one that always breaks anyway. lol You should order that dress! If it’s so BEAUTIFUL!!! Aw yay prom! hehe I want to take pictures!!!!!!!! Hey~who was it that had pics in their prom dress and u were like “hey i want pics like that. will u take pics of me like that?”. I think it was somebody on myspace. Like someone ur friends with that always takes good pictures but I dont remember now who it was or what the pictures were. I just remembered that convo now talking about prom pics. Gosh I’m in a ramblin mood dude. Imma shut up now. luv u. have fun at work. I have to work 2:30-close(9:30). Bleh. I want to go tanning!!!!!! I need a paycheck though!!

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