Swear to shake it up if you swear to listen

So this week hasn’t been bad at all!

Wednesday, Jeska and I went up to big sisters and hung out with the brothers for a while. Kristie Dial showed up and asked them questions about if they liked us and stuff…questions that really tick me off! Just because she comes and evaluates our time together like TWICE..doesn’t mean she knows how we get along and what goes on between us! That night, I went to Sonic and hung out with Kristin & John for ever.

Thursday was our concert! Jeska and I had no idea how to get to the concert location, so Kaylin’s friend BJ found us! haha. He’s great! They showed up and led us to the place and we stood in line with Lance for like two hours. We were on the floor, but not at the front, so it was kinda lame. Phantom Planet was AWESOME. Whenever they sang California, EVERYBODY sang along and it was amazing. The Hush Sound was good..I only caught the beginning and ending of their performance because I went outside to smoke with Kaylin and BJ. Motion City Soundtrack was completely amazing. I really enjoyed them. Panic! at the Disco was last…I HAD SO MUCH FUN PANIC!ING! haha. Whenever they sang Lying is the Most Fun a Girl Can Have without taking her clothes off, I freakkkked out. It was SO GREAT! Whenever they sang I Write Sins Not Tragedies, we all panic!d and then left.

We went to Waffle House and ate with Lance ‘n Kyle..and whenever we were done, we sat outside and smoked with Kaylin and BJ…went and bought cigarettes and then finally left Ruston about 1215.

Last night, I worked until 11:30 and then came home. Kristin was supposed to come over but I was so tired..I just told her to come over next weekend. Sarah came over about 12:30 and we smoked and talked for a while. I’d forgotten how much I love Sarah. We stopped being friends because she was messing with Roy and my friendship. But now that is all over. And I miss her. I’m going over to her house tonight to scrapbook and get a little crazy..if you know what I mean.. 

I know you don’t like me smoking..but I’d appreciate it if you just wouldn’t always express your opinion about it. I’m a big girl and can make my own decisions. I love that you care about me..but it’s gonna be okay.

She smokes like there’s no tomorrow;; She says it makes her feel alive. She drinks her wine like water ’cause she feels dry inside. She drives her car like it’s a bullet;; She says that time is slipping away. She never thinks about her future… It’s a million miles away.

How do you make a robot fall in love with you?