I see your true colors shining

I’m sorry I act like the WHORgan bitch. I’ll never say “Twat did you say? I cunt hear you” ever again. I promise.

Maybe you’re right about the closeness? I don’t know. Maybe so. If so, though, is that a good thing, anyhow? I don’t even know what I’m thinking… I like how you talked about how close we are though. That makes me happy and makes me feel like it’s different between us. I like different.

I wanted it tonight and I know you did, too. Why do we let moments pass us by?

I watched Get Smart tonight. Freaking awesome movie..except I kept getting distracted by everybody scratching constantly. Codeine suckss.

Jessica makes my world go ’round. And Eric, of course. They’re my new little entourage. Them, Carr and Rusty (:

I stayed at Brian’s (handcuffed, might I add, LMAO) until 5:00 this morning w/ Jessica & Eric for a while. They’re soooo cute. Then Jessica and I knocked on Carr’s window and crawled into bed w him. Tonight, he said, “PLEASE NO SURPRISE EARLY MORNING VISITORS” :p He knows he loves our cuddlin’ tho. I lOoOove me some snuggle buddy. After we woke up and took showers (we had the house to ourselves ^_^,) we went to Eric’s and crashed in his bed for a while.

My life is complete because today, I got a carton of cigarettes!!! Holy YES! It’s for Jessica and I to share. lol. It’s cool, we share EVERYTHING these days. Today, Mom asked why we were becoming inseperable and what we had in common. lol. I think she wants me to say “DRUGS, BOOZE and FUCKING!” But, there’s more than that shit. I told her my secret today…. hells yeah. She thinks it’s whatev! SoOo hey! I think I should GO FOR IT.

Love you…goodnight. Can’t wait to talk to you bright and early just like every morning. You’re the reason I survive..you keep me happy from 630 am to midnight!