Just an ordinary boy but he was looking to the sky

I mean, I wish he would just text me. It’d been being really great. I don’t know what happened today, but now I just feel like everything went weird. I mean, it was sweet because it wasn’t random anymore. Yesterday and today were completely consistent.

Last night, Jessica and I stayed with Corey n Blake. And for me, everything was just completely chill. I made out with Corey in front of Blake. It was hilarious.. =] And, I felt really bad whenever we made Corey sleep on the floor, but it was all okay. He kissed me good morning whenever he left for class..and everything was just so sweet.

Then, we went to Monroe by ourselves today and things got really shitty for me. He acted like he was making fun of me because he knew I liked him and he could have me anytime even though he didn’t like me like that. Like he just was using me…building up to when he fucks me and then that’ll be all it is.

Roy should hurry his ass up doing homework so I can print out my paper and we can smoke with Lindsey n Ashlee. I’d love some Roybird in my life right now.

It’s still not emo time. I miss church again. I need it tomorrow night. Don’t let me forget.

When life offers you a dream so far beyond any of your expectations,
it’s not reasonable to grieve when it comes to an end.
++Bella Swan; Preface of Twilight

I might smoke this weekend. Rawr. We’ll see what happens.

Hardcore whiskey? That’s how they do it in Dixie.

Dumbledore would have been happier than anybody to think that there was a little more love in the world.” — Minverva McGonagall; Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince

I loved Nick n Norah’s Infinite Playlist. Holy shit. New favorite movie. =]

I feel emo and angsty towards life right now. It’s annoying. I’m glad I finally talked myself into writing my paper. Hell yea.

How would you like to just dance anyway?

Whiskey in the morning one more time.