I’m at a loss. I just want to sit and cry. That’s all I want to do.

I miss my Mom.

I hate feeling like this.

I want to marry this boy…

I love him. I’d drop everything for him. I’d marry him tomorrow.

but I don’t want to move to Arkansas.

I don’t want to leave my mom, my dad, my Grandmother, my sister and my niece that is coming in May…
I want to be here for all that.
That’s my life.
I wish you could see that.